Name:Vincci Country:United States State:Ohio Birthday:8/21/1985 Gender:Female
Interests:shopping, spending quality time with fam and friends, playing with cute lil' kids.
Challenging myself constantly to prove my competence for me alone. Expertise:only one i can think of is spending money.... 0:) Occupation:Student Industry:Other
The past will soon be deleted, yet there are certain things I'm dying to hold on to. Seems like they are out of reach at this point. I can change all the materialistic elements for comfort of a new beginning...continue to mask my bleak visage under a veil of extreme partying....
Where will that lead me to in the end? If only the human brain was capable of discriminating the memories that allow us to carry on as happy, strong, striving individuals from the bitterness that simply stagnate us ...and just throw it into a lock box.......
Once every few weeks...I close my eyes and imagine standing on an isolated beach screaming, yelling, shrieking, bellowing, crying, roaring...whatever the hell it takes for the waves to transport my worries away to mere inexistence.
Between those few weeks...I continue to be bouncing off walls and attempting to be that someone I have been failing to become...
I underestimated my ability to be selfish. It's been all about me these past 2 weeks.
I haven't been so crazy and happy for a long time.
It's ridiculous to go to bed hyper and wake up laughing...
I need to end this phase soon though....I really do miss Nunu. It's been about blocking out all the negativity recently...can't stop living in this bubble.
