kind of summing up my life for the last few months...


[my best friend. my love. happiness]

[i love him]

[blurry but the tree matched us]

[best friend]


[other best friend]


[photography]

really really sick right now. so ill edit/update for real later.

atlanta was... interesting
i love shay. and dave. and heidi.
great talks till 3 and 4 am. really interesting finding out how much someone is really like you.
but currently im puking and feel like im dying so im going.
sorry its short.
I LOVE YOU B

...things seem to get real good... then gets worse again...

umm... i guess its time for an update.

alee's home. that makes me real happy.
alicia's party is on saturday im real excited. [if im going - ill explain in a second]
i finally hung out with michelle
and i miss amandapants.

so for the title of this thing. life got real good there for a while. like real good everything was fine i was back to the bubbly happy self.. then things get bad again. ive missed alot of school lately and im going to miss alot more. which is causing my grades to severly drop and the end of the marking period is in 2 weeks im screwed.

my mom and i went to court today to get the whole car accident thing sorted out. the guy who hit us is most likely going to appeal the judges ruling which means we have to go to county court. which really sucks. i felt like an idiot when i was on the stand cause i was scared and the guy got real mad at me. and i wanted to crawl down in my chair and run away. but i stuck it out. and he was found guilty. but if he appeals it then i have to go to county court in a few weeks which is bigger.. more people.. more nervousness.. more attorneys. just yuck.

and brandons uncle passed away yesterday. therefore i dont know if i will be around this weekend depending on when the services are. but here's my issue.. saturday is alicias 17th birthday party and i really want/need to go. and the services might be this weekend and i really want/need to go. either way im hurting someone and it sucks. i dont know what to do. meeh.

and i stayed out of school today cause its pointless to even be there if ive got all D's. oh well. whatever. hopefully things will go back to normal REAL soon.

ok... i guess its update time..

three springs trip... umm... interesting. fun. finally got some anger out of me. got told some things i really didnt want to hear. and other than that it was great. i love caitlin and mandy and i miss them. alot.

this weekend. going to spend the weekend with my boyfriend again. itll be a good time. movies. dinner. sleepovers. you know. cause i love him.

umm... people that i severly miss... ALEE AND AMANDA. times a zillion. its killing me. but its ok because im going to see them both soon. alee when she gets home and manda whenever my neice is getting baptised in pittsburg this summer.

and i have to go... crap..  need to pick up my sister from school i forgot....sorry ill update/edit this again later.

1. i really need to go to the e.r. again and get more xrays cause im in more pain than i was yesterday.. haha that guy thinks im not gonna give him a lawsuit how funny :)

2. i love brandon! ALOT! im spending the weekend with him. actually from tonight till sunday night

3. i love my friends. alicia and michelle especially.