| I will never exist. I do exist. I am lying to myself. I understand. I want to be some place else.I'm stuck. I'm free. I am suffocating now. Stop it. Stop. Please. It's for your own good. I will kill you. I will make you live. I am born again. I have nothing to live for. I will die now. Do you understand this? Do you? No. I didn't think so. |
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| I want to save.I love to destroy.I'm for the death of humanity, but it pains me so much to think that such beauty would be destroyed. So much ugliness...that could be beautiful. I see your pain. I want to take it, but I want to make it worse.I hate you. But I love you more than anything. You are the pain in my heart that grows more and more every day, but I'd rather live with it than destroy it.My heart banging against my chest so hard I can hardly breathe. Nature. Humanity will never be as beautiful as an untainted piece of earth.Innocence without the ignorance.Breeding should be outlawed. If you are fucked up in any way, don't have kids. Give your kids a chance before you fuck them up. Have some kind of ambition in life that is more than sitting around drinking beer or smoking weed all day. |
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| Forget my future....remembering my past...days come days go....I can't sleep...I can't eat....I never talk to anyone...Im falling apart....Why live? Theres nuthin to live for...ahh...cut up arms.. |
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| Well Saturday was great. I met one of my fav. bands.....Adema...Hung out with them and listened to them play....
I got Kris Kohls Drumstick..!!!! yay! Something i will cherish for some time...
Heh...Life sucks from now forward....I'll die eventually...casually...in the bliss of nothing but emptiness that entraps my very soul...HATE
Im dyin soon....and you're not gunna care...but i dont either....Bye Bye |
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