No one reads this anymore. Because I've moved on...to my other xanga...and myspace...

wooo.

Ah, I got bored so I made a new Xanga...Go there from now on because I'm done with this one.

Http://www.xanga.com/AMovieScriptEndingx

  Well, this one was a nice run, but change is always good.

I'm updating this thing...Okay readddyyyy and GO..

Thursday I had detention and took a 20 minute nap. Exciting I know.  Friday I went to the mall with Katlin and Caleb. We saw Shayna there getting her picture taken with her sister in a fairy costume. I just love Leana. Then saw Katie and Courtney there with her. Was with them for a while and then left and saw Katie, Brynna, and a whole bunch of other people with them. Hung out with them for a while. Then again later on and now Ariel was with them. It was fun even though Derek couldn't go and I missed him. I had a brownie. Saturday I went to the movies with Katlin and Caleb for Calebs Birthday. As of yesterday his parents had sex 14 years and 9 months ago. Ha..yeah. I think it's worth mentioning my boyfriend is seriously AMAZING and that I love him. Yup. Mhm.

I forgot to take my medicine.

*Gets up...Takes medicine...comes back..*

Okay..ah I'm cold.

*Gets up (again)...Gets blanket...comes back*

This is getting boring so I'm done.

Faking a smile is always fun...

Ah, everythings getting worse, but that's okay. I think...yeah.

Well, Friday I went to the game even though I froze my ass off and didn't feel good. Katlin, Caleb, Derek, Erik, Heather, and Michelle were there...I think that's all. I don't know. I had some good talks before Derek came with Heather and Michelle. Michelle kept crying because Chris broke up with her. I feel bad about that. It was a good night.

Saturday was the best day I had in a long time. I went to the mall with Lauren, Tate, Justin, and his friend Damon. It was fun..I got hit with things from the Halloween store and got married to another worker who works there. haha. Yeah that was lame. Spent the night at Tates with Lauren and we watched some wicked scary movie called Gingersnaps. Amazing... Then I spent the whole night on the phone with Justin. And Suday I made brownies, got locked outside, wasn't aloud to ride the horses, almost got killed by a trampoline, and solved  a mystery. It was fun. And productive.

Monday was horrible..Katlin was so pissed off at me. We're okay now. I justt couldn't take anymore at lunch so I ditched everyone at my table, including Derek, and went to sit with Shayna. Everything just sucked...

Oh Brynna , she always knows how to make me pee myself.

x3  Underoathx : whoa! thats so great! we're like long lost twins
CyanideKisses06: i bet we are...
CyanideKisses06 : lol
x3  Underoathx : i know...and now that we've found eachother we can finally make our brownie business
x3  Underoathx : then we'll be happy ALL the time.
CyanideKisses06 : YES! it was meant to be
CyanideKisses06 : the brownie buisiness to RULE THE WORLD
x3  Underoathx : and pretty soon we'll put one on every planet!!!
CyanideKisses06 : YES
CyanideKisses06 : and the aliens will be happy
CyanideKisses06 :on their little planets with their brownies
CyanideKisses06 : ohoh and hot chocolate
x3  Underoathx : YES!!! and uhmmm cherry blow pops?

Ha yes...there were cherry blow pops involoved. Thanks for everything Brynn.

Uhm...Friday I'm going to the mall and Saturday I'm going to the movies for Calebs birthday. Oh and Sunday Shayna might come over and spend the night.

Too bad I'm pretending to be happy through all of this...

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Everything...just absolutely everything is screwed up... I don't know how much more I can take...it seems like all I've been doing lately has been crying...I cried last night, I got some stuff out to people that I really needed too, but I still feel..I don't know...helpless. I'm starting to think nothing is going to get better. I honestly don't think it will.