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I've hung up my guns. I won't kill again. I won't forget you. I'm not gonna let you win. But I'm tired of the lying. Tired of fighting you and it's not gonna change.
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
 

Our World Is Going Down plz read this!!!!

Thanatopsisbass (12:04:42 PM): this world is so fucked up now
MarcDamonKoK (12:04:53 PM): why you say that?
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:01 PM): look at us man
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:06 PM): every fucking teenager
MarcDamonKoK (12:05:10 PM): yeah
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:12 PM): were a wasteful youth
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:17 PM): how many times do we help eachother a day
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:22 PM): no matter if friends or enemy
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:33 PM): how many ppl do we bring down about their life
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:42 PM): how many ppl are killing others
Thanatopsisbass (12:05:58 PM): and then we're in wars... we're starting this world war III and it will happen
Thanatopsisbass (12:06:35 PM): This world has come to a place where you cant trust anyone but yourself
Thanatopsisbass (12:06:41 PM): no matter if their your best friend or not
Thanatopsisbass (12:06:49 PM): because you never know when you're gonna find the back in yours
Thanatopsisbass (12:06:55 PM): the knife in your back*
Thanatopsisbass (12:07:21 PM): this world is come to a place of drugs, alcohol, sex
Thanatopsisbass (12:07:35 PM): and its the wrong path to lead
MarcDamonKoK (12:08:00 PM): yeah...
MarcDamonKoK (12:10:54 PM): how'd you come up w/ all that anyway? >.>;;
Thanatopsisbass (12:11:05 PM): i dont know...
Thanatopsisbass (12:11:11 PM): just started ranting about the way i see life
Thanatopsisbass (12:11:29 PM): because right now i see life as ppl taking it as an amusement park their not taking it seriously
MarcDamonKoK (12:11:35 PM): you... scare me sometimes...
Thanatopsisbass (12:11:40 PM): and when we arent serious about our own lives we dont care what happens
Thanatopsisbass (12:11:44 PM): we lose control of ourselves
Thanatopsisbass (12:11:53 PM): and that lost control shows
Thanatopsisbass (12:11:56 PM): no matter what we do
Thanatopsisbass (12:12:06 PM): cheat on ppl, do drugs, get drunk, yell, kill w/e
Thanatopsisbass (12:12:28 PM): and sad thing is its killing them the slow way but they dont care
Thanatopsisbass (12:12:37 PM): and thats another thing thats wrong no one cares
MarcDamonKoK (12:13:00 PM): yeah....
MarcDamonKoK (12:13:20 PM): (Darn you for ranting and me not being about to think afterwards)
Thanatopsisbass (12:13:34 PM): if everyone would just take the time take a breath, sit there and think about what we could do together not against eachother it would be fine
MarcDamonKoK (12:13:53 PM): *nods* true enough
Thanatopsisbass (12:14:30 PM): "if everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, then we'd see the day where nobody died"
MarcDamonKoK (12:15:10 PM): but then don't forget, there's always gotta be that one person, that has to be against everything.
Thanatopsisbass (12:15:33 PM): yeah i know, but remember everyone could help that nonbeliever
Thanatopsisbass (12:16:00 PM): theres nonbelievers, their rebels, theirs killers, thiers antichrist theres everything
Thanatopsisbass (12:16:03 PM): doesnt mean we just quit
Thanatopsisbass (12:16:13 PM): doesnt mean we snoop down to that level and fight back
Thanatopsisbass (12:16:27 PM): it means we help, or we carry on with our day without that influence
Thanatopsisbass (12:16:50 PM): theres no more love in this world anymore
Thanatopsisbass (12:16:55 PM): the love has been gone
Thanatopsisbass (12:17:00 PM): its war
MarcDamonKoK (12:17:04 PM): know what?
Thanatopsisbass (12:17:06 PM): everything in this world is
Thanatopsisbass (12:17:08 PM): what?
MarcDamonKoK (12:17:28 PM): you, need to send this to someone... like a newpaper or a new's channel or something.
MarcDamonKoK (12:17:39 PM): let it be heard not just by me
MarcDamonKoK (12:18:04 PM): the whole city... or the whole state. or MAYBE, just maybe the country or something
Thanatopsisbass (12:18:41 PM): yeah..
Thanatopsisbass (12:18:42 PM): i guess
MarcDamonKoK (12:18:53 PM): I'm bettin you could.
Thanatopsisbass (12:18:59 PM): but you know im only one person with an opinion that most ppl have never thought of
Thanatopsisbass (12:19:24 PM): and really im scared for any kids being brought into this world and im scared when i get older to bring kids in this world
Thanatopsisbass (12:19:30 PM): because each day its getting worst
Thanatopsisbass (12:19:57 PM): and everyone knows it but they deny it, they deny everything, the deny the truth, you cant deny the truth because its spoken and right in front of you
Thanatopsisbass (12:20:36 PM): and right now the truth is we are fed countless numbers of lies everyday, countless of bad influences
MarcDamonKoK (12:20:53 PM): yep. even the news does
MarcDamonKoK (12:21:13 PM): even though we're "free", we're filtered
Thanatopsisbass (12:21:47 PM): yeah
Thanatopsisbass (12:21:51 PM): we're not even filtered
Thanatopsisbass (12:21:53 PM): we're dirty
Thanatopsisbass (12:21:57 PM): because all of us have guilt
Thanatopsisbass (12:22:02 PM): all of have done something wrong
Thanatopsisbass (12:22:11 PM): hardly anyone has been filtered to being pure
Thanatopsisbass (12:22:20 PM): and all of us are unstable
MarcDamonKoK (12:22:58 PM): not Exactly what I meant by it, but you also have a point there too
Thanatopsisbass (12:23:10 PM): yeah
Thanatopsisbass (12:23:29 PM): but all of us are walking this earth right now with the power to change one person
Thanatopsisbass (12:23:40 PM): and one person makes the world light up even more
Thanatopsisbass (12:23:52 PM): like cars the headlights can be seen for 20 miles in pure darkness
Thanatopsisbass (12:24:07 PM): we live in pure darkness and with each person making a difference we're lighting up 20 miles of that darkness
MarcDamonKoK (12:24:33 PM): what I meant is the information we're fed each and everyday is filtered. like if the gov. is involoved we're shown the good of them. not what their doing wrong
MarcDamonKoK (12:24:40 PM): and your right there too
Thanatopsisbass (12:25:29 PM): yeah their showing the good of what the government is doing true but theres so much wrong their doing to but also everytime you watch the news how often do they say good news? they say bad news its depressing
Thanatopsisbass (12:25:40 PM): which is way americans think negative 70% of the time
Thanatopsisbass (12:25:52 PM): because we live in a depressing environment, a depressing world
Thanatopsisbass (12:26:04 PM): sad thing being all of have the power to change but we dont use it
MarcDamonKoK (12:26:06 PM): yep. proof and point my mom and nana
Thanatopsisbass (12:26:23 PM): because we are lazy people, we are careless ppl
Thanatopsisbass (12:26:51 PM): we do nothing but sit at home eat food and watch the tv
Thanatopsisbass (12:27:19 PM): during that time of getting fatter and being fed useless things we could be outside talking to someone who really needs our help
Thanatopsisbass (12:27:28 PM): every hour and half a teen commits suicide
Thanatopsisbass (12:27:43 PM): every half hour and adult 40 to 60 commits suicide
Thanatopsisbass (12:27:49 PM): suicide is the major cause of teenage death
Thanatopsisbass (12:27:56 PM): and we do nothing about it
Thanatopsisbass (12:28:06 PM): we have one antisuicide program going each year everywhere
Thanatopsisbass (12:28:20 PM): you dont see talks about it. but you have one guess speaker talking about it. it takes more
Thanatopsisbass (12:28:29 PM): the thoughts when they flow through our heads makes us do w/e
Thanatopsisbass (12:28:36 PM): its uncontrollable
Thanatopsisbass (12:28:53 PM): you cant just say dont die you mean something to the world
Thanatopsisbass (12:28:59 PM): because they feel this way to
Thanatopsisbass (12:29:08 PM): that the world doesnt mean anything anymore because it is going down
Thanatopsisbass (12:29:14 PM): the ppl are bringing eachother down
Thanatopsisbass (12:29:22 PM): we are american we're suppose to be united as one
Thanatopsisbass (12:29:50 PM): we're divided into religions, political parties, races, rich, poor, famous, and all that
Thanatopsisbass (12:30:03 PM): we cant be united as one when we're divided in several different ways
Thanatopsisbass (12:30:07 PM): and this is when america screwed up
Thanatopsisbass (12:30:13 PM): this is when the world screwed up
MarcDamonKoK (12:30:20 PM): yep.
Thanatopsisbass (12:31:05 PM): like let me ask you this and tell the truth
Thanatopsisbass (12:31:11 PM): have you ever talked behind someones back?
MarcDamonKoK (12:31:11 PM): ok
MarcDamonKoK (12:31:18 PM): *thinks*
MarcDamonKoK (12:31:20 PM): yep
Thanatopsisbass (12:31:27 PM): have you ever done something you regret?
MarcDamonKoK (12:31:41 PM): si again
Thanatopsisbass (12:32:10 PM): were you ever under a bad influence that got you to do something wrong?
MarcDamonKoK (12:32:19 PM): um...
MarcDamonKoK (12:32:22 PM): example?
Thanatopsisbass (12:32:40 PM): lets say a brother smoking and telling you to smoke it
Thanatopsisbass (12:32:50 PM): or steal or nething
MarcDamonKoK (12:33:23 PM): no. I think the worst I've done was w/ you jipping 7th hr
Thanatopsisbass (12:33:39 PM): yeah and it was wrong
MarcDamonKoK (12:33:51 PM): yeah, mostly
Thanatopsisbass (12:34:41 PM): have you ever lied?
MarcDamonKoK (12:34:50 PM): of course.
MarcDamonKoK (12:35:01 PM): everyone has atleast once in their like
MarcDamonKoK (12:35:04 PM): life*
Thanatopsisbass (12:35:09 PM): have you ever hurt someone emotional or physically?
MarcDamonKoK (12:35:25 PM): yeah.
Thanatopsisbass (12:35:39 PM): see and i have to and everyone in this world has
MarcDamonKoK (12:35:44 PM): and really right now it's come back to bit me in the ass
Thanatopsisbass (12:35:54 PM): and the thing is its preventable
Thanatopsisbass (12:35:58 PM): yeah it always comes back
MarcDamonKoK (12:36:06 PM): damn Karma...
Thanatopsisbass (12:36:15 PM): yeah we live in a lot of karma
MarcDamonKoK (12:36:24 PM): yeah
Thanatopsisbass (12:36:32 PM): the ppl become more helpless everyday though
Thanatopsisbass (12:36:45 PM): and it really brings me down that this is what its come to be
Thanatopsisbass (12:37:06 PM): i walk outside i dont see a country of peace, i see a country of hate, i go to school worrying about if im going to get shot or jumped today
Thanatopsisbass (12:37:29 PM): i go to school with ppl that bring me down about my life
Thanatopsisbass (12:37:32 PM): everyone does
Thanatopsisbass (12:37:41 PM): and its the wong thing for us to do
MarcDamonKoK (12:38:15 PM): *nods* hit the nail again
Thanatopsisbass (12:38:28 PM): we live in fear
Thanatopsisbass (12:38:34 PM): we live in jealousy
Thanatopsisbass (12:38:38 PM): we live in greed
MarcDamonKoK (12:38:52 PM): live in sin?
Thanatopsisbass (12:38:56 PM): yeah we live in sin
Thanatopsisbass (12:39:12 PM): but Jesus paid the price for our sins if everyone accepted Him in their hearts
Thanatopsisbass (12:39:21 PM): and you cant do that by just saying thanks for making me able to sin
Thanatopsisbass (12:39:26 PM): no you have to try and be perfect
Thanatopsisbass (12:39:31 PM): the bible tells us to be perfect
Thanatopsisbass (12:39:42 PM): but thats why Jesus died cause we werent he gave up the most valuable thing of all
Thanatopsisbass (12:39:44 PM): his blood
Thanatopsisbass (12:39:52 PM): he was nailed with his hands to the cross
Thanatopsisbass (12:40:23 PM): and we have to accept him in our hearts, we have to lead this life they told us to the best we can without trying to commit a sin
Thanatopsisbass (12:41:00 PM): its the only way to Heaven, and its the only way to be forgiven
MarcDamonKoK (12:41:03 PM): but see, thats one reason why we're not united though
MarcDamonKoK (12:41:14 PM): just like you said eariler
Thanatopsisbass (12:41:18 PM): yeah but in the bible there was no religion
MarcDamonKoK (12:41:18 PM): Religion
Thanatopsisbass (12:41:28 PM): religions were made up by man
Thanatopsisbass (12:41:31 PM): not God and Jesus
Thanatopsisbass (12:41:40 PM): so in other words we did something against the bible
Thanatopsisbass (12:42:01 PM): but every relgion believes in God and Jesus
Thanatopsisbass (12:42:19 PM): but theres going to be a time when Satan is released
Thanatopsisbass (12:42:33 PM): and we have to make a choice with him or with God and isnt going to be easy
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:07 PM): so why not just live that life and get to the best place you can without making that choice
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:12 PM): because its hard
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:24 PM): life is hard
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:30 PM): making friends is even now hard
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:37 PM): we judge people to much
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:43 PM): what they wear, what they look like
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:46 PM): we shouldnt though
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:50 PM): cause every body is Gods body
Thanatopsisbass (12:43:57 PM): they say the church is in our hearts
Thanatopsisbass (12:44:02 PM): thats where the house of God is
Thanatopsisbass (12:44:07 PM): because the spirit is inside of us
Thanatopsisbass (12:47:18 PM): pretty much this is what needs to happen: we need to love, we need to share, we need to care, we need to teach, we need to encourage, we need the truth
MarcDamonKoK (12:48:01 PM): yep. amen to that
 Posted 7/18/2006 2:05 PM - 9 comments

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too long!!! you kno I got a short attention( too long of a word) span!
Posted 7/19/2006 12:09 AM by mex_princess_09 - reply

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sorry again but like I said call!
Posted 7/19/2006 11:02 AM by mex_princess_09 - reply

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wow, that is very long and very hard to read, dj, im so sorry about what happened with bailey (i dont really care how to spell her stupid name) dj, u know im here for you when ever you need me right, feel free to call me when ever you need to ok, or even IM me.. remember i love you!!!!!!!!! and so does brandon, oh yeah, when is a god time to hang out? cuz brandon wants to know?

love you!!

Shellby and Brandon

Posted 7/19/2006 3:14 PM by diabolical_black - reply

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i have the attention span of a flea theres no way i can readd all that lol but im sure it has a god point in it .......well i havent eaten all day so im gonna go.....EAT lol cya

Shelby

Posted 7/22/2006 10:56 PM by SE_GRL - reply

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Hey honey how everything going? I bet its better than how my life is going....much love from your troubled and worried sis >Maribel
Posted 7/24/2006 11:04 PM by mex_princess_09 - reply

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bored...

Posted 7/25/2006 12:26 AM by SE_GRL - reply

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don't you ever say that to me You don't kno how crappy my life has gotten and you never will bcuz all you can think about is how crappy you life gets you don't like it then do sumthing about it ever since I have gotten to kno you again all you have done is make me more deppressed and more worried I am so stressed out and it isn't bcuz I did sumthing someone I care about is ruining my family and me and you don't know cuz you are more concerned about you so don't tell me I don't kno cuz you don't kno how much I stress over all of you guys and everone else I ain't that person who focuses on me I care ( unfortunaly) about all of you guys so you kno what shut the fuck up and deal w/ it
Posted 7/25/2006 1:04 PM by mex_princess_09 - reply

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wow, so i was just lookin through xanga and i found your site, and i started readin the entry, and i kept reading....and reading...and reading...everything in there is so true, the world needs to hear that. its amazing. so props for  that.

~Sarah~

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you kno what. that isn't going to be my problem bcuz you don't kno that my parents only live together. my dad bites my head off all the time. my mom she cleans houses for a living and she works her butt off all the time trying to give me or my brothers and sis whatever we want and my brothers hate me my sis is starting to copy me (like I am a good example) and I hate this stupid situation bcuz some one in my family is killing them selves. you wanna kno why I don't talk to you its bcuz you don't help my problems you don't even listen to me on the fone and Its the same story all the time. but I still got enough time to put up w/ your shit that you act like you have it the worst well open  your eyes other people have it worst than you. at least you got a roof over your head, some food and ppl who have to put up w/ you shit. but you kno what I ain't gonna deal w/ this no more I have tried my hardest to help you. I tried to go to the mall or to the movies I try but it seems you don't care about me anymore so you kno what don't talk to me or call me or write to me if  gonna say bye. but you kno what at least I try to find solutions before I decided to go to hell. man why the hell do you go to chruch dont you kno Jesus don't forgive suisides? well I am done so bye!

 a person that don't care anymore

Posted 7/26/2006 11:32 AM by mex_princess_09 - reply


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