Currently Listening Frail Words Collapse By As I Lay Dying forever(3) see related

Well my summer is like any other day I got nothing to do. And in this town theres not much of anything to do. All I do is work is hang around some of my friends  .the only thing I got looking forward to is band. and this year we got alot of maggots joining, so Brandon(co-leader) and I got alot of work to do this year, and I have been giving the word to make it a living hell for them. from Shane lol. But I don't know maybe they won't be as bad as I think.    I think that is it for now...

I'm losing my mind thinking about you. for some reason that is all do. even if you think I had change since our eyes first met, I still the same person that had fallin in love with you! I don't care, if you don't believe me anymore. cause I know deep in my soul, I started to feel the cold of being alone. I guess my days are over in your eyes, since all we say is bye. I would like to thank all of my friends, that have help me to realize that there is more to live for in life, then just you. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't believe in what is true in life, that sooner or later we will all Die!!!

John.M  

The time is coming to an end, for the lost soul of this world. The beast inside of us will take over, in the final battle, only then can you choose a side to fight on. The Maggots of this world, there voices shall be heard by everyone and will be feard!

The unseen chains that we all wear shall be the downfall of us all. For which there will be no one, that can ecapse from the horrors of the beast inside of us all. The ones that have die in this war, will be forgotten, for there souls are already gone from this so called world, after all we are only souls with bodys.

The courage to theard a Thorny trail should be the goal of a true fighter. For which no true fighter will take it easy on you. pray to God "please take it easy on my enimies for I as hell won't.

         Well now that I got that out. I don't know what else to say so, yeah whatever.

John.M

I don't know what to say right now. So I'll just add something later then. BUT go and watch the video at the bottom I think it's funny.

AND then go to my other site and check that one out on "The_LightSide_of_Me" The one on this one is way funnier, it is BAM from cKy2 go and check it out.

John.M

Currently Listening Deathgrip on Yesterday By Atreyu creature(1) see related

Well I was ask to write how my days are like for once, besides written what I always write about. But if you never been to my Xanga site just go down and read my last update (before this!) is what I usually write, about not this shit.

I start out going to school like 2hours before it even opens. cause I forget to set the clocks back when I get home, so that I can stayout later. so then I go back home, I happen to fall asleep and then get up around 10till school starts. then I leave my twin sister at home.now I'm heading back home. So when I get there Zach&Marc jumps into my truck screaming  "Lets go get something to eat now bitch."  So I hit him both, then we are off.

We back late for school, so we sink in the back door of the band building hoping that we don't get caught, but even if we did they don't care. cause everyone is late for band. I fall asleep during the first 4hours of classes I got, but I got A's in all of them so they don't care. then I skip 5th hour to go hang out with the some of the drumline or play the guitar in the bandroom or the computer lab. Then we have a food fight at lunch. So we get kick out( this is only sometimes.)

In Ag, I just happen to get caught on fire, sometime I get shock (don't wear metal and cut jeans while your weilding.) So they say I'm crazy I guess I am, cause I like to get shock sometimes, cause if you have ever seen me get shock, you will be laughing you ass off. But thats another story. then in 7th hour I'm kick out for speaking my mind & calling my teacher a stupid old bat, saying, I can teach this class better(I know I can.)

After school theres always a dumb ass thats wants to fight me,(sometimes will fight them, sometimes I won't.)so after all of that mess. I get scream at when I get home for not doing something, Then I relize that I left my twin sister at school (maybe thats why I get scream at.) so Thats mostly what happens to me.

So after this update, I'm going back to the old stuff. so shut up!

John.M