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| here are somemore quotes that i've found places!!!
hoping for the best, just hoping nothing happens. a thousand clever lines unread in clever napkins. i will never ask you if you dont ever tell me. i know you well enough to know you never loved me!!!
It's so hard to dry your tears
When every time you turn around,
there's another reason to cry...<3
She missed him...
Not enough to want him back
but just enough for it to hurt¢¾¢¾¢¾
i should hate you,
yet i stay up late just thinking about you!!!
When I see your face, I still get butterflies.
People talk about you & it brings tears to my eyes.
When you touch me, my stomach still turns...
I guess I'll have to put up with everyone saying "will she ever learn?"
i keep praying and praying
that one day i will just pop into your head
and you will say*
..."gOd i made a miistAke"
well ill put more on l8ta!!!
~Jessica~
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| hey i got a new xanga its http://www.xanga.com/xkiss_of_death09!!!! ok well later people!!!
~Jessica~ | | |
| hey everyone whats up!!! im just sitting here being really bored and thinking about a lot of stuff coughcoug alex coughcough lol!!!! well u better fill this out cuz if u dont ill be sad 
What would you do if:
i died?:
i kissed u?:
i lived next door 2 u?:
i stole something?:
i was hospitalized?:
i ran away from home?:
What do u think of my......
personality?:
eyes?:
hair?:
family?:
Would u..........
be my friend?:
keep a secret if i told u 1?:
hold my hand?:
take a bullet 4 me?:
keep in touch?:
try and solve my problems?:
love me?:
date me?:
Have u ever....................
lied 2 make me feel better?:
wanted 2 kiss me?:
wanted 2 kill me?:
broke my heart?:
kept something important from me?:
thought i was very annoying?:
And more.................
who are u?:
are we friends?:
describe me in 1 word?:
what was ur 1st impression of me?:
do u still think that way about me now?:
what reminds u of me?:
if u could give me anything what would it be?:
how well do u know me?:
when's the last time u saw me?:
have u ever wanted 2 tell me some thing but couldnt?:
well i have to tell everyone something thast really important and only lauren knows about it and its not about ALEX its about someone eles!!!! well love ya'll lots!!!
~Jessica~ | | |
| OMG!!!! i love Alex sooooooo... freakin much its not even funny!!! he told david he likes me but then again he doesnt cuz of the whole seth thing!!! GOD!!!! im the biggest retard ever!!! i love him sooooo much but yet i have to screw it up!!! why do i have to fuck everything up!!! DAMN!!!! i cant trust anyone anymore!!! i just found out that troy called me hoe behind my back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how FUCKED up is that???!!! i try to be nice to everyone and i try not to fuck things up but it happens and people hate me now and have to start calling me things behind my back!!!! u know what, i just give up!!!! i love alex soooo much and i would treat him soooooo right and he would never have to worry about me hurting him!!! i know i hurt him b4 but it was a mistake and i would never make that mistake again EVER!!!! I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH TO SEE HIM HURT, I HATE IT!!!! i hate looking at him and seeing him sad!!!! i want him to be happy, i want to be happy!!! when im with alex it feels soooooo right and i feel sooooo good and happy inside and every time im not with him im thinking about him non stop!!! ask anyone that i talk to they will tell u how much i talk about him!!! i mean u see how much i talk about him here!!!! yester day was the best cuz i was with alex at the oaks and i actually thought that maybe i had a chance but know the whole time there he just wantewd to be with haley story (no affence to her, u know i luv u haley), i cant take it no more!!!! i love him to death!!! i would never hurt him like that!!!! i know i have b4 but im sorry and i would give anything just to be with alex!!!! im about to burst out crying thinking about it!!!! Alex I LOVE YOU 4 EVER!!!!!
~Jessica~ | | |
| Hey everyone whats up? nothing much here just being bored to death!!! yeah, today was great i had sooo much fun cuz i was soooooooo.... freakin hyper!!!! and ive been saying im getting over alex a hundred times and when i finally think im over him i see him and i just cant help liking him!!! i dont think ill ever be completely over him!!! u cant just stop loving someone, if u love someone to begin with u cant just stop like them!!!! thats what i dont get about people, they say ohhhh... i love this person and the a few days later there like ohhh i dont like them anymore i love another person now!!! i dont see how someone can love someone and then not love them and then love somone eles, its just crazy!!! just like me and taylor, we broke up and we dont really talk that much any more but ill always love him, i mean i cant just stop, but i like him and sam going out cuz thats just the cutest thing ever lol!!! but the thing is, is ill always love him, me and tay tay will always have that special bond!! and i think everyone knows ill always love alex cuz this is the toughest shit to get over!!! i mean i know he dont like me and i doubt he ever will but i cant help liking him, i mean its just soooo... hard. and people just dont understand how hard it can be cuz alot of people havent felt the way i feel, but there are some people who have like billy and alora , i think they are gonna be together forever!!!! no matter what happens the are always there for each other!!! i wanna be with someone like that, i want someone who loves me and i love them and no matter what happens they'll always love me, but its soooo..... difficult to find a guy thats acctually serious!!! i want someone thats cares about me but guys just dont care...... wait i change my mind they do care, but only about there selves!!! they never care about anything eles but there selves and its a shame because some guys may seem really sweet but once you get to know them it all blah. well im gonna go now cuz this entry is really long!!! i just want everyone to know that no matter how much i say im over alex....... im never gonna be!!!!! im gonna love him no matter what and ill always be there for him if he needs me!!! im never gonna leave!!! i just wish he felt the same way!!! well ya lots!!!!! kiss kiss!!!
~Jessica~ | | |
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