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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 02:30:39 GMT

only got 3 days til i go to St. louis. I kinda want to stay here though. oh well i have some friends there so i wont be too bored. the cold is gonna suck there, its 50 something here which i already think is cold. im also crushing on someone i really shouldnt be. i hope i stay out of trouble.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 17:33:58 GMT

just an update. things are going good. i have a girlfriend and a good job so theres nothing to really complain about. i still miss my friends though. i wont be able to come to mo for thanksgiving because i will be opening a store in california, but i will be in mo in december for x mas. hopefully ill get a chance to see jeff and everyone else. well thats it, off to work.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 05:10:24 GMT

So you miss me? You know how to get me back................oh you dont? Well its quite simple. You dont have to call, you dont have to write, theres only one thing you need to do. Just show up. Thats all you have to do. knock on my door with a moving truck right behind you. Im pretty sure that is never gonna happen. Why? Because your just like my best friend.......your content in your unhappiness. You could be happy right now, and whats probably eating at you is you know you could be happy, but you ententionally make the wrong decidion.

You wana know how you make me feel, do me a favor. go to blockbuster, or bestbuy and rent or buy the last american virgin.its a cheesy 80s comedy but it will always stick with me because, well watch the movie all the way through and youll find out. it shouldnt be more than like 6 dollars to buy.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:27:24 GMT

Your so melodramatic.......you think you are destined to be lonley. i think your destined to make the wrong decisions. You had love staring you in the face, you turn your back on it and you wonder why your lonley? Your insane. You want some advise.............. next time you fall for a person, dont pick the guy whos gonna cheat on you instead . Your one of the few people who will never have to be alone and you have the balls to want to complain about your relationships? Well not that you deserve it but you have every opprotunity to be happy so quit bitching and go be happy. i may hate you but i want you to be happy. so go be happy.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 06:02:23 GMT

first date went ok, not bad really. however the second date went incredible. i really do like this one. and shes hott!! were going out agian friday to go see jackass 2. maybe a drink or two after that. im gonna take this one slow. and im doing good at work. working my but off at the same time however.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 09:38:15 GMT

so my life right now; chiefs still suck but im glad to see them playing agian, my date went ok, but i got another one tomorow (shes cute but alittle young) with a different girl, moms good, im the second leading consultant at my job, amber wants me back........................confused about that..............................now i know how it feels to treat someone like that and be conflicted when they still love me. life is better. i think about that other person (who i refuse to use her name, but it rhymes with crook.......get it crook) less and less but its still not enough. i still check her xanga once a week. but atleast i think about her less. but atleast i have options. life is better.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 04:58:11 GMT

Finally this sunday my life turns back to normal. The NFL is back so Ill have something to do with my Sundays. My sanity is back. I also have a date soon......actually, I got two dates. Life is so much better right now.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 03:37:04 GMT

somehow, i knew it was too good to be true. i knew that she couldnt keep her promise. i knew she would hurt me again. but i trusted her. i trusted her. i guess that makes me a dumbass because anyone who knew the situation could guess the outcome but me.
but you know what im gonna be ok. im gonna keep doing what im doing and sooner or later i will have a beautiful wife and beautiful kids while shes gonna SETTLE for some jackass with a horrible last name and wonder why she didnt take me while she had the chance. i will never wish her any ill will and i hope she finds what she is looking for, but right now i can really careless because no one has hurt me more than her, and no one ever will.
so this time i have to stick to my guns. she dosent love me. if she did she wouldnt do this to me.....time after time..........after time. i will be stronger in the future. otherwise shell just do it again. allthough i will miss her i HAVE to let her go.

Monday, June 12, 2006

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 02:53:28 GMT

So the football summer league has started. Our first game was today and we dominated them 28-0. I had two sacks. (horray for me). Hopefully we will win the championship agian.

So Im sort of crushing on this girl right now, which is weird cause i feel like im in high school agian and also the fact that im sort of seeing someone. But everytime i see this girl I have to smile cause shes just an absolute great person to be around. I think she likes me too, but im not sure. It is great to be back in the game however.

Just so you know.......

By the way, my new phone number is (702) 292-5342

Monday, May 22, 2006

Mon, 22 May 2006 20:29:48 GMT

Well it rain today in Las Vegas for about 30 minutes, I wish it would keep up. Theres usually only one kind of weather out here and that is HOT. Oh well I still like it better out here, and its better for me mentally. Bryce will be here on Saturday its going to be a hell of a time. Were gonna wild out. By the way, my football team won the championship. This is the fourth year in a row, and five out of the last six years. Horray for us.