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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 22:55:47 GMT

this thing is majorly

fucked up..

And i just found it

And the password was quite..

odd..

haha

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 16:53:22 GMT

hey guys! My xanga is soooo messed up but w/e...i dont feel like messing with it..but uhh..yeah...hmm....im in a good mood riite now..ifound out a lot of stuff today...its amazing...lol...i cant wait to go to the dance...inda..omg its snowing...did uknow that? lol..im all wet from it...no not in the nasty nasty way..haha...anyways..ok w/e jess is late so im gonna go call her...aiight...later!

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 17:28:26 GMT

Letters From Home
(Tony Lane/David Lee)

My Dear Son, it is almost June,
I hope this letter catches up to you, and finds you well.
Its been dry but they’re calling for rain,
And everything's the same ol’ same in Johnsonville.
Your stubborn 'ol Daddy ain’t said too much,
But I’m sure you know he sends his love,
And she goes on,
In a letter from home.

I hold it up and show my buddies,
Like we ain’t scared and our boots ain’t muddy, and they all laugh,
Like there’s something funny bout’ the way I talk,
When I say: "Mama sends her best y’all."
I fold it up an' put it in my shirt,
Pick up my gun an' get back to work.
An' it keeps me driving me on,
Waiting on letters from home.

My Dearest Love, its almost dawn.
I’ve been lying here all night long wondering where you might be.
I saw your Mama and I showed her the ring.
Man on the television said something so I couldn’t sleep.
But I’ll be all right, I’m just missing you.
An' this is me kissing you:
XX’s and OO’s,
In a letter from home.

I hold it up and show my buddies,
Like we ain’t scared and our boots ain’t muddy, and they all laugh,
'Cause she calls me "Honey", but they take it hard,
'Cause I don’t read the good parts.
I fold it up an' put it in my shirt,
Pick up my gun an' get back to work.
An' it keeps me driving me on,
Waiting on letters from home.

Dear Son, I know I ain’t written,
But sittin' here tonight, alone in the kitchen, it occurs to me,
I might not have said, so I’ll say it now:
Son, you make me proud.

I hold it up and show my buddies,
Like we ain’t scared and our boots ain’t muddy, but no one laughs,
'Cause there ain’t nothing funny when a soldier cries.
An' I just wipe me eyes.
I fold it up an' put it in my shirt,
Pick up my gun an' get back to work.
An' it keeps me driving me on,
Waiting on letters from home.

anyways i have nothing to say..really...well cept im excited about the dance on Saturday...kinda...Mark is "taking Christine and I" actually im just goin in the same car as him..ok well i have to go..my hands are freezing! lol...love ya'll later!

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 19:34:55 GMT

hey losers...haha..anyways im really hot riite now..i dunno why b/c its like freezing outside..and Sean is insane by saying its not but w/e...My dad just got home from D.C..hmmm...I have like nothing to say..did u know there is snow up in Rome, Pa...I wish i was there..I like snow..sometimes..lol..lalalalalallala....i need a topic to talk about...Jess and I finished our project finally...it was the stupidest thing! seriously...uh....yeah i forgot what i was gonna say...so anyways...I need to clean my room..lol..that came out of no where...*sticks out tongue and spits* haha Rob is stupid...riite Jess? lol...him and his spitting randomly...why he does that is way beyond me..i cant type today..its like not wkring...and i can't walk..well i can but not in a straight line...lol..and skateboarding in the cold...its not such a great idea..lol..i wanna dance..i duno why but i do..im just in the mood...wow...i think i need to see a shrink...maybe..i think..i dunnoo...im rambling again..I'm not going to the dance with anyone..aint it great?! lol..I got a Dress at DEB for $3.75. its awesome..lol...hmm..ok well i think i'm gonna go..i have nothing to say..im extremly bored..lol..i'll write later..byes!

Friday, January 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 17:35:52 GMT

wow that last entry...its really long..lol

Friday, January 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 17:35:28 GMT

hey guys...wow..im like..haha...anyways..i really wanan go tot he dance with this guy...and a lot of you prolly know who..but i duno if he wants to go with me..Mark said he does...but i dunno..Guys give me headaches sumtimes...I really like this kid though so maybe its worth it..lol..lalalallaala....im soooooo depressed...well kinda..im in deep thought so im kinda depressed...Emily me and Christine are like...no more...Emily and Christine and i are like separatedwe used to be really close and then we like split off into 2's and it sux..and u wanna know what happened today? Ok well i was on the bus and Emily had food and i was starving..lol..and i asked her for sum and she said no..and then she gave jess some! i was like omg wtf is ur problem?! but anyways thats not rlly a big deal..the big deal is yesterdays he wrote me a note saying its my fault were distancing and everything that i said she's doing wrong..she said i was doing wrong...so she used my examples of what she's doing and said i was doing them..and which im not b/c i try to hang out with her but when ever i ask her its a no and its def. not my fault i dont like katlyn..i've known her since 7th grade and i've never like dher..its not my fault..anyways theres too much drama in my life..lol...My brothers are going camping with my grandpop..so im stuck here all weekend with nothing to do but a stupid history project..its sooo gay! hmmm..i need to buy a dress for winterball...one that is me...lol...maybe i'll go to DEB...they have dresses in there that i like...hmmm...yeah now im just rambling on...its cuz ims ooo bored! oh..today in Study hall i feel a sleep b/c i was very tired...well no duh but anyways..as soon as i woke up Kyle Rance (or Salad..lol) well he shined a light in my eyes and err..he makes me mad and then i was walking out of the classroom when the bell rang and John wouldnt move out my way and so i told him to and then Salad ran in front of me a just stood there...like a freak! and i yelled at him..he's such a butthead...oh and we call him Salad b/c when i say his name Kyle Rance We think of a salad..so his name is salad...ok well i have to go..my dad is almost home...

I REALLY WANT HIM TO ASK ME TO THE DANCE...ahh help me out ppls! lol

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 16:52:22 GMT

hey guys..whats up? I haven't wrriten in here for a long time...lol..a lot of stuff happened...lol..good and bad...My cousins baby died last wed. She was 4 mons. old....it was horrible and now ppl are saying she killed her baby...but she couldnt and wouldnt. anyways...Christmas was alriite i guess...umm..what else...oo the winterball is on the 22nd..and i def. don't have a date..unless Sean asks me..which i want to happen but i duno...he's so hott..lol..Christina and Paul are going...awww...lol..oo...there is soo much "drama" in my life...lol..fighte wise..lol..Emily, Jess and Christine and I are prolly gonna get into a huge fiite soon...its sooo annoying....but its like no one listens to no one and if sumone says sumthin then the other person will say it back to them a few weeks later and u cant say this wrd b/c its "MY" word and its a bunch of bull! but w/e...hmmm...but yeah if u couldn't tell i like this kid named Sean...lol...Mark is trying to hook us up but i dunno if its gonan wrk...did u know that Mark is "best friends" with all the ppl i go out with...or so he claims..lol..."big brothers" these days..lol...ok well im gonna go...i'll write later...b/c this entry is gay but w/e...lol...Later>>

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 15:52:52 GMT

Guess what guys! I can't see..they eye doctor dialated my eyes and now..well..i cant see! Everything is sooo blury..even the key board..and peoples faces..its pretty funni...hmm...ok well im bored..and im waiting for someone to get on so i gtg...lyl..

Ness

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 21:02:49 GMT

hey!! Guess what!!! I'm in a very bad mood! but u'd never guess unless u were here!!! I hate people...I hate friends...sumtyms...u dunno which ones to trust and i duno..its confusing...Christine and Adrienne understand me...I duno...wow i say that a lot..I miss Dave...no one really knows about him...thats funni...yeah...ok question..Do i Talk about Brittany all the time? I really don't....I may not like her but i have better things ot do other then talk about her...no offense..I do have a life ya know?!!! Seriously...u don't know me...u don't know how i am...i talk talk dirt on people unless i know them...and as far as me calling u immature and saying u need to grow up...didn't u say that to Cayla? Didn't u tell her thats she's self centered? w/e

NEW TOPIC!!!

I have a Christmas Party this weekend...Its gonnabe great! My cousin, Josh and his g/f, are coming! I'm soo excited! I haven't seen him for a long time! hmm..ok welll im realli tired so I'm gonna go to bed and write tomorrow...I've been dancing all niite..lol...later!!

Ness

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 10:59:00 GMT

hey guys..I'm at school..very bored riite now..theres never anything to do!! it gets soo annoying..but w/e..I think Cayla and I are good now....and the Brittany's well they need tog row up a lil bit...everything else is alrite i guess...friendship is still really hard though b/c i mean everyone fiites about stupid shyt and its annoying..really annoying..my teeth hurt! ouch!!! shyt ok well im gonna go to the nurse..it hurts! badly! ttyl..love nessers!!