Boyfriend gone.

Simple as that.

I totally realized we weren't good for eachother and I ended it.

But there's someone new but I'm not just gonna jump into a relationship we hang out alot he's pretty amazing were alot alike. Thats a good thing right? He has bright blue eyes, dark hair, he is in track so his body is great, and there is still alot of things I got to figure out about him.

Besides that life has been going alright I haven't gone partying or anything of that some sort for awhile. Also there's a huge improvement in my grades, oh and I have the best car ever seriously. I got a Saturn SC2 and its bright yellow and the year is a 01 mmhmm. So May 10th, 2007 will be the day I'll be 16 its crazy thinking how I'm growing up. I don't want to grow up. But I do want it to be summer I'm pretty excited about that I dunno what i'll do this summer though last summer was alot of fun it was the last time I saw my ex boyfriend Ty Clint Schale he passed away last october, I've been thinking about him lately, I really wish I would told him alot of things. But I guess I have to move on I will never forget him. Its weird to say my first funeral was my ex boyfriends.

But anyways I've been thinking about things lately since my life is pretty boring I do alot of thinking. My friend Anthony wanted to hang out with me last weekend and he was drinking he was coming to pick me up but I told him I was going to bed so he left and he got a DUI, my bad. Was is realy my fault I'm just glad I didn't go with him I would had to taken home by a cop, and I don't think my parents would want that.

Top people of my life here they are.

Brandon Newton- Seriously I swear we were twins seperated at birth, you know are the only person that knows everything about me pretty much. At one point in time in my life you were the only thing I had. Our music, our laugh, our personality, our style, are all so much alike. There are so many memories that one time at Pat's house when we had drank to much "Koolaid" flipping on the bed. Going to the mall and being Stalked haha. Drinking amp and going to downtown to see homeless people. You are so amazing my dear.

Quotes from brandon and I.

bn5221: hey well i gtg i will be back ion later
**Meduh: JNO
**Meduh: you won't
bn5221: yeah i will
**Meduh: what time?
bn5221: like 7 45 or so
**Meduh: okie dokie
bn5221: IM BACK '
bn5221: but ur not here
bn5221: are you here yet
bn5221: how bout now
bn5221: now
bn5221: your here right...wait for it....wait for it...NOW!
bn5221: BUZZ!!!

Jake Jameson- You are the newest person in my life. I swear I always have a fun time with you. We are so alike. I love how you teach me about cars. We act alot alike as well. I love it when we go to the mall, your just like me always wanting to walk around not even buying anything but just haveing fun. I don't see you that much because you live kinda far but I think your worth that. We haev alot of memories already and we've seen eacohther less than 10 times. Like at the drive-in. When we went car shopping and I wanted you to get the boat. I just love all the times we've had.

Quotes from Jakery and I.

Jake Jameson: sarah?
Jake Jameson: i miss you sarah
Jake Jameson: :[
**Meduh: april fools I'm here.
**Meduh: your so funny.
**Meduh: :]
Jake Jameson: hello
**Meduh: hey.
Jake Jameson: u there
**Meduh: YES!@
Jake Jameson: i can't tell
**Meduh: quit being funny.
Jake Jameson: me so horny me love you long tme

Tess Woodside- Our friendship has had a dramatically change in the past month I konw alot of things about you now. Our friendship wasn't that strong after last summer but now its growing like no other. You are so amazing Tess. You are a very well rounded person just like me thats why we get along so well. We have so much to talk about its so fun with you in class I'm usually always laughing. I loev how we blow kisses to eachother from across the class room adn do the "little fishy" thing.

No quotes about Tess and I because were usually talkin gon the phone or in person never on ze computer.

Omgsh!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Shh,,, Its Illegal much much.

 ....long freaking time since I've been on this bitch haha welp no one has xanga anymore I do have a myspace though if anyone is reading this welp... Life is so hard now.... Isn't it always as a teenager... I don't like school much But we did get our plan test back I got above in Reading and Math and At for English and Science Pretty happy.... Welp I have a boyfriend we've been going out since 12/28/06.... Yep welp I guess I'll go because no one will prolly read this I mean no one has a xanga anymore....

I used to do this alot so i'll do it once again

Life: The weirdest its ever been lost alot of things..But this might be a downfall right now but things will get better.. Hopefully

Love: My parents show a lot of love and my boyfriend

Friends: I only really have one true true friend that I can talk to anything about and thats Brandon Newton He's always been by my side don't know what I'd do without him.

Future: This might seem weird but I think my past is about to repeat it self I would give more details but thats all I can really say..

Looks: I might be getting a tattoo right below my hip or a taurus and I'm getting my tounge pirced or my lip haven't choosen yet, I've been working out lately so my body is better, my hair is starting to get long again.

p.s. I miss a lot of things, I miss my cat Emmy, I miss my old friends, I miss others, I really miss my old phone, I miss liking school, I miss summer, I miss being happy where ever I go, I miss my fake nails, I miss swimming, I miss being carefree, I miss being a kid, I miss thinking life will last forever, I miss getting straight A's, I miss eating things I like, I miss being accepted, I miss going bowling, I miss hanging out with Tess, I miss alot.

But there are things that I love now.

I love that I know he won't cheat on me, I love the fact that I know who my true friends are now, I love the fact that he understands me the most, I love the fact that I got a new puppy, I love that I have me time, I love the fact that summer is almost here again, I love that its a new year, I love the fact that in life its ok to make mistakes and regret the past, I love that my parents trust me so much now, I love the way he thinks my hands are attractive lol, I love the fact that memories last, I love the fact that I moved on, I love that I'm totally myself when I'm with him,

i wonder how many people
never get the one they want
but end up with the one
they're supposed to have.

she finally gave up..she dropped
the fake smile, as a tear rolled
down her cheek and she whispered
to herself "i cant do this anymore"

the biggest mistake you can make
is to drift apart from someone you
once had the time of your life with

sometimes you just need that one person
who will let you cry and ramble
listen to you complain and let you act
like an idiot,but still love you all the same

Heck yes we exchange body heat in the passenger seat.

:] =) =] :)

Last night all I did was cry my exboyfriend from the 7th and 8th grade.. Ty Clint Schale passed away..

I will be leaving school early on Monday I have to go to the funeral in Mazie. and I'm going to go view the body On Sunday. The last time I talked to Ty on the 28th of Sept he told me a lot of stuff that I'm sure he didn't tell other people.

R.I.P-Ty Clint Scale

VALLEY CENTER - Schale, Ty Clint, 15, student, passed away Wednesday, Oct. 4, 2006. Survived by: mother, Tina Schale; father, David Porter of Texas; brothers and sisters, Sophia Salinas of Wichita, Cody and Briana VanEgmond, Jacob and Hannah Ishler, all of Valley Center, Thomas Walton of Oregon; niece, Alexis Salinas; grandmother, Joann Munoz of Albuquerque, N.M.; many uncles, aunts, cousins and friends. Visitation 6 p.m. - 8 p.m. Sunday, Oct. 8, Baker Funeral Home, Valley Center. Service 2 p.m. Monday, Oct. 9, The Ark Church, Maize. Memorial designated to the family for services.

oh yes this is so nerdalious.

Whad up G's haha

welp my eye in a 100000% better woot woot

I didn't go to school today I dunno why I was really tired this morning so I just went back to bed.. Here are the most recent pics of myself haha

Oh yes tess and I were a great couple haha... wow Tess just caled me as soon as I put this pic up here weird. huh?

I can't believe it's almost Oct... wow ... Halloween people.. Oh I went to the newton vs Campus game and saw a lot of newton people that I've never seen in person before like Gabe and Taylor kinda weird... ne ways more pics

 Don't you love it???

bye yo

Wow I'm a nerd and he's a dork

Norks falling in love.. =)

  I'm so eating taco bell right now!!!!! muhahaha

..::. Sarah Kramer .::..

I'm missing some people that I havent talk to in a while.. if you haven't talked to me in like 32952095 years call me.. plz,,,,

I don't love you all I'm being honest..

but I do love some of you..