Omgsh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shh,,, Its Illegal much much.
....long freaking time since I've been on this bitch haha welp no one has xanga anymore I do have a myspace though if anyone is reading this welp... Life is so hard now.... Isn't it always as a teenager... I don't like school much But we did get our plan test back I got above in Reading and Math and At for English and Science Pretty happy.... Welp I have a boyfriend we've been going out since 12/28/06.... Yep welp I guess I'll go because no one will prolly read this I mean no one has a xanga anymore....    
I used to do this alot so i'll do it once again Life: The weirdest its ever been lost alot of things..But this might be a downfall right now but things will get better.. Hopefully Love: My parents show a lot of love and my boyfriend Friends: I only really have one true true friend that I can talk to anything about and thats Brandon Newton He's always been by my side don't know what I'd do without him. Future: This might seem weird but I think my past is about to repeat it self I would give more details but thats all I can really say.. Looks: I might be getting a tattoo right below my hip or a taurus and I'm getting my tounge pirced or my lip haven't choosen yet, I've been working out lately so my body is better, my hair is starting to get long again.    
p.s. I miss a lot of things, I miss my cat Emmy, I miss my old friends, I miss others, I really miss my old phone, I miss liking school, I miss summer, I miss being happy where ever I go, I miss my fake nails, I miss swimming, I miss being carefree, I miss being a kid, I miss thinking life will last forever, I miss getting straight A's, I miss eating things I like, I miss being accepted, I miss going bowling, I miss hanging out with Tess, I miss alot. But there are things that I love now.    
I love that I know he won't cheat on me, I love the fact that I know who my true friends are now, I love the fact that he understands me the most, I love the fact that I got a new puppy, I love that I have me time, I love the fact that summer is almost here again, I love that its a new year, I love the fact that in life its ok to make mistakes and regret the past, I love that my parents trust me so much now, I love the way he thinks my hands are attractive lol, I love the fact that memories last, I love the fact that I moved on, I love that I'm totally myself when I'm with him, i wonder how many people
never get the one they want
but end up with the one
they're supposed to have. she finally gave up..she dropped
the fake smile, as a tear rolled
down her cheek and she whispered
to herself "i cant do this anymore" the biggest mistake you can make
is to drift apart from someone you
once had the time of your life with sometimes you just need that one person
who will let you cry and ramble
listen to you complain and let you act
like an idiot,but still love you all the same Heck yes we exchange body heat in the passenger seat. :] =) =] :) | 
