looking at your picture, from when we first met you gave me a smile that i could never forget & nothing I could do could protect me from you that night wrapped around your finger; always on my mind the days would blend cuz we stayed up all night yaah, y ou and i were everything...everything to me. i just want you to know that ive been fighting to let you go some days i make it through and then theres nights that never end. i wish that i could believe that theres a day you'll come back to me but i still have to say...i would do it all again.
"to continue loving somebody even though there is no chance of htat love ever thriving-thats romance"
-dawsons creek
The more you search for true love the less likely you are to find it and those who chase it shall never catch it.. cause the harder they chase the faster true love runs.
by telling someone you love them you're giving them the easiest weapon to hurt you.
some things happen in life that you cant stop, but thats no reason to shut out the world.
and her heart finally told her to let it all go.
they ignore eachother, and look the other way
but they both know deep down inside,
that it wasnt supposed to end this way.
Suicide is not the love of death,
but its the fear of living
more people would learn from their mistakes
if they werent too busy denying them
if one day you wake up, and find that
im not there, i promise you can
find your name carved into my wrists
she paints pretty pictures, but it has a twist
a knife as her paintbrush, she paints on her wrist
love in unexplainable
if you can explain it
you havent experienced it
i wanna be the girl who makes
your days better & the one who
makes you say, my life has
changed since i met her
the girl that seemed unbreakable--b.r.o.k.e
the girl who seemed so strong-- c.r.u.m.b.l.e.d
the girl who laughed it off-- c.r.i.e.d
the girl who would never stop crying-- q.u.i.t
shes the girl with her middle finger in the air
because for the 1st time she doesnt fucking care
i hide my broken heart with a laughing face
and though you'll think i never cared.
no one can take your place
i want to be the girl you call baby
the girl you call your own
the girl you hold in your arms
and fall asleep with on the phone
who makes your day better
the girl that makes you say
my life has changed since i met her
baby you know its true
i love only one, and thats you
because you kill me
you know you do, you kill me well.
you like it too, and i can tell
you never stop until my final breath is gone
i cant think of one reason why
i hate her..i dont even know her
all i know is she is right there with him
do you ever wonder what your life___*
looks like through someone elses eyes?
SoMeTiMeS..
no matter how long or how hard
you've loved someone.....
they'll never love you back.
& no matter how much it hurts
you'll have to be okay with that...x3
YOU are the only one htat can save me from yourself
ane im still here waiting.. not sufe if you'll ever come back...
I may not be thinking about you so much anymore,
But that doesnt mean Im at all close to move on.
im still wondering what you did to make me fall this hard for you....
There are only so many times you can hurt her...
and so many nights you can keep her awake crying...
until she finally gives up.
I hope you fall madly in love with her...they get your heart STOMPED on. Then you'll know how I feel.
I wanna hate you ... i wanna tell you to go to hell and that i never wanna see you again... which makes it even more wrong that I need you.
And I fall for what you tell me everytime..
The pain is just TOO much...
Maybe I've lost enough.. x|3
Dont fall for the guy
with those gorgeous eyes
until you have learned
what lies behind them
I bite my tongue evertime you're around
because blood in my mouth is better
than tears on the ground
i now compare all guys
to you and you know what?
they never measure up...</3
not even close. and the sad
thing is that some of them
are probably "better" that you
....but i just cant see it.
im so tired of pretending everything is okay
my tears are starting to show and
my smile is slowly--->fading away
nothing hurts more than realizing TWO PEOPLE who were once so close barely speak a word anymore.
he grabbed my hand and half of me wanted
to scream out "dont touch me" and the
other half wanted to beg him to never let go.
ill be just fine, pretending im not
youre a dick, but i love you anyway.. please just stay
his voice reaches my ears and my heart breaks
im empty and alone and the only one who
can comfort me is the only one who doesnt care
she has everything and more,
yet she still breaks down in tears at night,
I guess there really is,
more than meets the eye..
I only hvae two words for you: I'm done. After
everything I've done for you, every chance that
I gave you. and yet you still break my heart,
everytime. But its over now. Finally Ive
realized that I dont deserve this and honestly
you dont deserve me. Yeah I still love you and
i probably will for a long time, but i cant stay
here anymore. It hurts too much. I guess this is moving on
yeah i made the cut but youre the razor that caused the pain....
dont tell me not to cry
dont pretend like its not hard to say goodbye
dont walk away while im still crying
dont act like the whole time you werent lying
I'd do anything to be his everything.
I remember the look in yoiur eyes when I told you this was goodbye
Was I just another rusted trophy for you to throw on your shelf?
Inside of me are mixed emotions.. Hatred from what you did to me.. Sadness from being away from you...Happiness from knowing I won't have to deal with you anymore. Every single day, I think about you and all the great memories we had. But then, I start thinking of what you did to me. I realize that you were just a waste of time. You were my first true love, but you were also the one who hurt me the most. As each day and night passes by, I think of you more and more. I think of how you held me and I think of our first kiss, but then I think of what you did to me, and it all goes away... For the moment.
I don't miss him. I miss who I thought he was. </3
No matter what you do, no one will ever know every good deed you ever do. Admire yourself what you achieve, but dont expect other people to do it for you.
It's the last time I fall for his smile or great hugs. IT's the last time I let myself fall into his trap. Its the last time I listen and believe him when he says he likes me. Its the last time I ever try to make something out of nothing. its the last time i ever try to do something that wasnt meant to be. its the last time i ever get lead on. its the last time i ever look into his eyes and see the sparkle there and think its because of me. its the last time i ever cry over him, i swear! its the last time that i believe he likes me. Its the last time i ever say and actually mean that i like him. </3
ok ppl thats all for now.. comment please..and i will update once i start getting comments.. <3
*XoXo*
~*Ash*~ | 
