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Name: gabrielle
Birthday: 12/2/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: heh your mom!!! jk! BEING MYSELF!! NOT GIVING A HOOT ABOUT WHAT YOU PPL THINK!!! hehe hanging out with my homies!! cause i'ma G!! lol um just having fun! meeting new ppl...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
1/5/2005
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| yah well this week has gone of with a bang.
i temperarity (sp?) lost a child i was watching.
gotten over a crush.
((had a really werid dream about him...))
falling for a guy i don't even know
^((think that i fcuked that one up to))
i've been writing for a while.
now i relize.
that i need to just give up.
its over.
its done.
and for a second i thought i had won.
but i'm just a loser in this game.
no matter how many times i score.
i still come up short.
i see that you need her.
so have her.
you want her.
so get her.
i'll have best wishes.
i will console you as much as you need it.
i will never love you again.
you've felt rejection before.
you know how it feels.
so why are you placing it on me?
and now i've found.
my old best friend.
razor blade kisses
.
kiss me again
THATS ONE.
ok so whats up with this?
why is this eating you apart.
don't you know when to stop.
everytime you call
you know that i will fall harder and faster
for you.
i gave my heart once.
never again.
you don't seem to get it.
no means no.
and sometimes i sit and ponder.
did i make the mistake?
knowing that i have made some in the past.
mistakes don't define us.
how we deal with them does.
let me find an alternate ending to this
hollywood horror story.
i'm tired of chasing you down.
for you not to even see me standing there.
i'm tired of talking like someone i'm not.
i'm sick of seeing you go through this
again
and again
and again.
grow up.
take love in.
stop talking about what you need and want.
you are a taker
and i'm willing to give.
willing to love you.
but yet you don't see me.
maybe you'll finally see.
someone has helped me open my eyes on life.
and i thank them.
they need someone to help open their eyes.
to caught up in other peoples troubles.
we are caregivers.
that is our job.
to look out for everyones prediciments.
stop.
catch your breath.
you know that i still love you.
yet you taunt me every chance you get.
well im tired of playing your game.
i win.
always.
^#2
so shit like that.
i don't know whats going on in my head.
hopefully i'll find out.
soon.
o yah.
song time.
There Is No Real Me
Only An Entity
Something Illusory
And Though I Can Hide My Cold Gaze
And You Can Shake My Hand And
Feel Flesh Gripping Yours
And Maybe You Can Sense Our Lifestlyes Are Probably Conformable
I Simply Am Not There
She said live young and leave a wake of beauty,
it's all I ever could have asked
should have asked from you,
and I wont forget to write you
when I get there soon
cause you'll be lying dead
from stab wounds to the
neck and chest again,
*They found you covered up in blood,
covered head to toe in blood*
Face first in a tale of akward love,
*They found you covered up in blood,
she' bleeding she's bleeding*
Gone with the stitching in her heart
left out a silouette that just wont
heal and dying in your arms tonight
*this Dream, we die,
LOCKED AWAY,
with this blood, and this knife*
*this Dream, we die,
LOCKED AWAY,
with this blood,
and this knife*
I know it's all
just a bad dream now
So now midnights here
you're all alone
they use this fear
it's all just a bad dream
and I can't seem to
wake up from this 2x
*in my Dreams, we die,
with this blood, and this knife*
*in my Dreams, we die,
with this blood, and this knife now*
I know it's all just a bad dream now
(I know it's all just a bad dream now)
it's all just a bad dream now
(I know it's all just a bad dream now)
it's all just a bad dream now
(I know it's all just a bad dream now)
I say
This is the last time that
I'll ever get to see your face alive,
*They found you covered up in blood,
covered head to toe in blood*
and I know that everyday's a new day
and my dreams will never die,
*They found you covered up in blood,
covered head to toe in blood*
She said live young and leave a wake of beauty,
it's all I ever could have asked
should have asked from you,
and I wont forget to write you
when I get there soon
cause you'll be lying dead from dreaming (nightmares)
So now midnights here
you're all alone
they use this fear
it's all just a bad dream
and I can't seem to
wake up from this
^aiden
<3
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| welp its
me again.
yah i did some pretty crazy things on monday.
stupid more or less.
so i might go move with my dad.
which is wicked.
but a certain someone has helped me through all of this crap.
and i wish there was some way of repaying them.
i just don't know what.
i mean they care enough.
i love them
what more?
<3333333333333333
song time.
Let It All Out
Let it all out
get it all out
rip it out remove it
don't be alarmed
when the wound begins to bleed
cause we're so scared to find out
what this life's all about
so scared we're going to lose it
not knowing all along
that's exactly what we need
and today I will trust you with confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
but tomorrow, upon hearing what I did
I will stare at you in disbelief
oh, inconsistent me
crying out for consistency
and you said I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember
the end will justify the pain it took to get us there
and I'll let it be known
at times I have shown
signs of all my weakness
but somewhere in me
there is strength
and you promise me
that you believe
in time I will defeat this
cause somewhere in me
there is strength
and today I will trust you with the confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
and I'll try my best to just forget
that that man isn't me
reach out to me
make my heart brand new
every beat will be for you
for you
and I know you know
you touched my life
when you touched my heavy heart and made it light
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| hey kids.
welp i'm back from my tripp
and i miss it already.
it was great.
but i left some things to fix themselves while i was gone.
they didn't fix.
so now i'm faced with problem that i should have taken care up but pretty much said well fcuk this.
so i'm back now.
and i've been thinking about a certain someone.
and i think this someone thinks about me...
but i'm not sure.
and now.
a song.
Touch your thighs, I'm the lonely one
Remember that lass, because that was the right one
Oh, all your mysteries are moving in the sun
And show some love and respect
Wanna get some love and respect
Baby you can see that the gazing eye won't lie
Don't give up your lover tonight
Cause it's just you, me and this fire, alright
Let's tend to the engine tonight
Oh
She found a lonely sound
She keeps on waiting for time out there
Oh love, can you love me babe
Love, is this loving babe
Is time turning around
Feast your eyes, I'm the only one
Control me, console me
Cause that's just how it should be done
Oh, all your history's like fire from a busted gun
Now show some love and respect
Don't wanna get a life of regret
But baby you can see that the gazing eye won't lie
Don't give up your lover tonight
She found a lonely sound
She keeps on waiting for time out there
Oh love, can you love me babe
Love, is this loving babe
Is time turning around
He slips into the bedroom
And you know he misses alright
Old names, we'll make sweet
Will sustain us through the night
Inside my bedroom baby
Touch me, oh tonight
Promises, we'll make some
Will reveal our sense of right
You should be in my space
You should be in my life
You should be in my space
You should be in my life
You could be in my space ^interpol good stuff there. <3 | | |
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ok kids.
its me again.
so i'm leaving in like 10 hrs and 15 mins to go to Orlando.
I'm kind of happy that i can just leave this place and actually be happy.
But i want to stay. just incase anything happens.
but hey
i bought 2 cd's yesterday.
stutterfly
the bravery.
good stuff kids.
good stuff.
i really can't tell you my mood right now.
i really don't know. actually.
but i'm still breathing.
so that must me i'm alive =]
and now its time for gab's song time
today's is
Where Angels Fell
by stutterfly
*i cried to this one last night. guess who i did it for? =]*
i close my eyes feel shadows swell see prayers die where and
where angels feel
i close my eyes feel shadows swell in me
hold me in your arms as the tears flow
you promise me and say
i won't go i won't i won't go
the sun shone the darkness gone in me
hold me in your arms as the tears flow down
you promise me
and say
i won't go i won't i won't go.
well that was a tear jerker.
ok kids.
i'm outie.
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| ok so i'm leaving in about 2 days.
i won't be back til the 5th
i found out something that kinda shocked me not to long ago. but i played it off like i normaly do.
then it hit me.
i'm not ok with it. at all.
i'm full with rage and dissapointment.
its not cool not cool at all.
and now i'm crying at this very moment because i've seen what i didn't have. and wanted. and now its going.
but hey.
i'm going to disneyworld
and now..
a song
its way to late.
to keep this locked inside our selves
the trouble is
that You're in love with someone else
it should be me
o it should be me.
^interpol
i love that band.
emoXfagsXruleXthisXearth
*but they are so cute =]
<333333333333333333 gab
o yah
one more thing.
fcuk you i hope you're happy! =] | | |
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