Hey all

My life is goin down the fuckin drain, everyone seems to hate me, my rents dont even care. i just need to get outa here. but i have no where  to go. doesnt matter i guess. why the hell is life so fuckin hard now. all of a sudden shit just flouew. I cant ever remembering go through this much trouble. now it seems like every lil mistake i make im gettin in trouble. i just dont understand. i know no one ever said life was gonna be easy, but they never said it was gonna be this damn hard. well i think im done bitchin and complaining. so ill talk to yall when some thing good happens.

~*Megz*~

p.s- i need a new xanga name so if u got any names that fit then leave me some luv.

GREEN DAY ROX MY SOCKS!!!!!!

sorry that was randomn. but yea i love green day, and plus i had nuttin else to write, well in this case type. lol. but yea

22 DAYS TILL FALL OUT BOY!!!! YEA BITCHES!!!!!

sorry more randomness. lol im bored thats all my mom is outta the house and im bored. I need to call ppl over. yea my luck she will come home and then im in trouble again. just wut i want. anyways im out like a boner in sweatpants. talk to yall lata!!!

Luv yall!!!

~*Megz*~

Ok so u wanna know wut really sux dick. Being grounded from the computer and the phone. yea i got grounded. for the first time in i dont even know how long. but my mom is lettin me get on for a half hour. But she took my cell phone away from me. I am soo pissed. she says im irresponsible, and that im being defiant. wut ever like i dont have better things to do then get yelled at by my fuckin parents. please thats the last thing on my list. Anyways so yea that made me really upset, the thing i hate the most is that she compares me to all these ppl she hates. O that makes me feel so special. yea right, it makes me feel like shit, now i feel like im nuttin, thanx to her, like im not important. shes prolly right though. I prolly am nuttin to a lot of ppl. i never realized that till now. OMG then she told me i was spoiled. Yea right i dont get everything i want. my 7 yr old niece has more shit then i do, hmm and most that stuff comes from my mom. My mom always thinx shes right, but deep down she knows that one day im gonna be right for once and there aint nuttin she can do or say.  O and she told me that i could go live wit my father. I mean i love my daddy and everything but i just dont think that i could live wit him full time. But yea before i start really gettin into this whole thing im gonna go, plus i only havea  lil bit of time left before i gotta get off. So anyways if u wanna know the whole story yall just ask, ill be on the net even is she says no.  well im out for now. talk to yall as soon as i can.

~*Megz*~

Hey yall

ok so tonite was supposed to be a good nite, then james was bein a fuckin asshole. and i got mad at him then ashley told me somethin he said to her which made me pissed even more. But then everything just blew up. Went crazy. I went to get a water and then all of a sudden james is threating ppl. So yea that was mad interesting. Then ashley got mad at me because i wasnt chosing sides. But i told her that if he wanted to kill her then hes goin overboard and that i would be mad pissed off at him, i mean he has no right to kill her for her kickin him in the balls. But yea so for the rest of the nite i was tryin to figure things out and then i go over to talk to ashley and shes like wut do u want. So now me and her are in an argument, so i called my mom to come pick me up. But when she got there we had to wait another 10 mins because i had to talk to the police. Yea that was mad interesting. But yea so im not gonna go into this whole thing. but yea so im goin i got a headache.

~*Megz*~