| hmm, life is funny.
 
yesterday i realized how much i actually like high school. I always used to say, "i miss middle school", "i loved middle school" and blah blah blah. But now that i think of it, there was nothing really that different or better about it. I think that i only said things like that because i hate change, which is ironic because I've changed drastically. Another thing I realized is that i actually hated most of my class in middle school, and that I now have friends who are ten times better then the ones i had in middle school. That sounds mean, sure. But its the truth. I'm not saying that all of my friends were horrible in middle school, because they weren't. But what I'm saying is that I think I'll keep in touch with the people i am friends with now, whereas i don't even talk to my friends from middle school anymore.
 
I also realized, that relationships aren't my thing. I guess I'm better at the whole, "hooking up thing" which is something i would like to change about myself.
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| so i've been sick for the past seven days.
i didn't go to school last Thursday, Friday, and this monday, tuesday, and today [wednesday],
however i am returning to school tomorrow. :]
can't wait to make up those five tests/quizzes that i missed.
school's not bad, i understand pre calculus, it's pretty easy.
we're reading macbeth in english, but i've missed so much when we read at school so i have no idea what is happening in the book.
 
"Have the courage to fail big and stick around
Have them wonder why you're still smiling"
"You walked away from me thinking I’d follow. Sorry, but I’m a born leader."
"&+ I hope that when you look in her eyes,
You see my reflection."
"yes, she has trust issues. but if you were her, you would too."
"&+ she moves on fast ,
never letting herself get too attached ,
never letting herself feel how broken she really is ."
 
i guess love was never really my thing.
but it's okay though, because i never believed him when he said, "i love you" anyways.
i don't trust guys easily.
and i knew this would happen.
but kayla told me he wouldn't hurt mee.
&+ he didn't, because i never got close enough to him to let him.
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| i don't want to DO this anymore.
why can't life be more simple? ugh.
for once, i just want something STABLE and SOLID. something i can always depend on.
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| i love summer!<3
it's been pretty good so far, not gonna lie. :]
r.i.p kamil "wawa" wawer.
10.30.1993 - 6.12.2008
i'll miss you forever and always.
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