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| Well hello everyone........Cassie will probably never get on this again so this is LeAnn updating for her.........she doesnt even know Im doin this!!!! anyways...............she graduated!!!! isnt that freakin awesome??? yes you know it is! And Im sure she would love to give out some thanks to those of you who supported her and all =)
Anyways......you can leave her all the comments you want but I bet she will probably never ever see them unless I tell her them!.........by the way she has an apartment and if you would like to hang out with her there you should probably call her and if your not kewl enough to know her number then your not kewl enough to kick it at the apartment...................
this is LeAnn for Cassie over and out! | | |
| Today was an ok day.......i got off work last night and met haylie up at her work. this officer that we know came up and was talkin to me her and ricky. i told him my license was suspened and he ran a check on it and then told me he had to take it!! i was sooo pissed off. anyway...we went back to haylies and talked and messed around for a bit and then went to bed about 2.....got up this morning decided i didnt really want to go to school so i went for like 30 minutes andway and then left......got called into work till about 8 then i went to mr.goodcents and hung out with my good friend tara......about 10 i came over to haylies and took a really long bath (she got a new tub with jets) then i got out and now im sitten here written this.....
Well i got some bad news and some good news.....good news first.....
one of my managers is goin to mulvane to be a co, which means there will be an opening for another manager.......im not sayin im gonna get it but i really hope i do.....
now the bad news.....
im not gonna graduate (its not really bad news to me cuz i kinda knew it all along). some of my friends are tellin me im dumb and stuff for not tryin but frankly i dont give a shit.....next year im gonna go to derby with tara for a semester, i know everyone is gonna think im a trader and start somebullshit, but AGAIN----I DONT CARE----so yeah thats my new news.....
but thats really all i have to sa for today so peace out!!!
~~cassie~~ | | |
| Well last night was pretty fun......i got off work early cuz i went
into overtime (which meant i didnt have to work today, so i actually
get a day off this week) so haylie came over at like 10 and we went to
derby bowl and played games in the arcade with turner and louie. then
we went to the fratt house with some people and i met this really hot
guy with a lip ring and a tongue ring ; ) so we lef there and went back
to halies for a bit and then went over to dougs ang out there and then
went and stayed the night at this guy named Skeet......we woke up this
morning and went to Village Inn for breakfast....it was fun cuz it was
the first time that me and haylie had hung out, just the two of us.
so today i have to go get my prom dress......i hope they fixed it cuz
it had to be sent BACK to alterations cuz they messed it up the first
time......i dont even know whats goin on with prom right now...im
suppose to go with sean but i dont think he wants to go with me
anymore....I DUNNO.....ill end up all by myself......oh well!!!!! so im
gonna go get ready for the day cuz i just kinda woke up....call me if
you wanna do somethin tonight....i think us girls should all get
together and go eat andjust have a good night....CALL ME
~~cassie~~
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| Well i just got home.....i went to Austins funeral...it was a really
good service.....i cried alot....Although me and austin werent close
friends him and my brother were really good friends, and i went to show
my support to Dal and his family. It was really hard and it made me
realize how short life can really be..... you and i could be gone
tomorrow. so live life how YOU want to, and do what YOU want to
do. cuz it can go fast.....there more and more i think about it the
sadder and sadder i become.... i need say i love you to the people i
care about more because i wouldnt want to leave this place with them
not knowing that. and the people that i have ever had confrontation
with, im sorry, life is too short to go through drama all the
time...but i have to go to work....have a good day...hope mine gets
better!!
~~cassie~~
This is Austin. He died in a horrible motorcycle accident on Saturday.
May he Rest in Peace. he will never be forgotten.
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| well well well........what to say today????? well the guy i love "CANT"
love me back so that really super sucks and thats really the only thing
i care about right now for some reason... no matter what i do, all i
seem to think about is him...most of you know who i am talkin
about....i have to see him almost everyday and go home knowing that
there will never be anything between us... DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAKIN HARD
THAT IS? yeah well if you dont then your lucky....one piece of advice-dont ever fall in love-
cuz once you do no nothing else matters......anyway tonight was a good
night....i was suppose to have the day off but i got called in so i
went in till 8 then about 9:30 me and haylie went to get applebees and
took it down by the river and ate and just talked a lil and then went
to old chicago and had some desert. it was really fun cuz we havent
really done anything like that and it seems like me and her have slowly
been drifting apart which REALLY REALLY sucks and i do not want that to
happen. If it werent for my friends i dont know what i would do...heres
to show my appriciation..................................
Haylie~ I love you so much! I really
dont want you to leave me here.....your my best friend. someone that i
can talk to hang out with....just the whole big cookie.... and im
really gonna miss you...thank you for puttin up with all of the
bullshit through the years and no matter what i will always be here for
you. dont EVER forget that.
Destiny R~ We have gotten so close and
i will never forget our memories...your mom has been like my mom these
past few months. no matter happens between me and you know who, thank
you for trying to help me with that, and if it does happen well..... we
wont even go that far....but yeah you have been such a good friend to
me this year and i know that i can tell you ANYTHING and you can keep
it a secret....thats what i love about you....we can share things with
each other and know how each other is feeling and know how to cheer the
other up!!! i love you much Drey!!
LeAnn~ I have so many memories with you
since seventh grade and i wont forget em'. We've been there for each
other through everything and i hope we still will be after you leave...
hopefully our guy problems will go away soon because mine is just
cutting my heart deeper and deeper everyday, but then you help make it
a little better when i talk to you....you know that i will always care
for you no matter what happens!! and you can talk to me about anything
and i will listen!
Jymme~ We dont talk near as much as we
used to but we've been friends since the sixth grade and i know i can
talk to you about my problems and you will listen to me, and i will do
the same for you.i know you love john sooo much and i support you in
everything you do including that....most people dont think i have a
chance with "S" but i know you know how i feel and believe that there
is a little chance.....maybe.....we better still talk.. i love you....
Kristi~ well we never talk anymore. i
feel so far away from that side of the family, and it really sucks. you
always tell me the truth about everything (even if it hurts my
feelings) you have been the best cousin anyone could have....your whole
family has been awesome to me through everything that has happened, and
thank you soo much for that....know that i am always here for you and i
know i can come to you with anything!
If i didnt put you on here it doesnt mean i dont love you, its just
these people have been with me for many years of my life and i needed
to tell them how i felt.
Why is it that when your at the hardest time in your life ever, you
feel so alone? like no matter how many friends you have, no one
can ever fill that piece that is missing? my friends mean the world to
me but sometimes you just need someone to hold you and tell you
everything is going to be ok. and that person you want it to be, isnt
there for you.....what do you do???
I feel like i have no family left....ever since i moved out of my moms
house, i feel so empty. I love my dad to death but we just dont ever
see each other, and i come home to an empty house everynight, and dont
know what to do with myself.....i have everything i could want for the
most part but yet i am still so unhappy with life. Graduation is coming
up fast and the closer it gets the more i think im not going to make
it. i feel liek no one believes in me which gives me no motivation to
do anything....
i miss my brother ALOT......he doesnt even know how much i need
him.....it seems like ever since he left things have just gotten worse
and worse. and now his gf just moved down there and took my niece
with her... i miss them too
i just feel like giving up....like there is nothing else worth living
for like my life has no meaning, there is only one thing that i want
and i cant have it, but thats what life is all about isnt it? well im
done complaining for the night.....peace
~~cassie~~
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