my god me and my best friend alyssa were hella crazy after school today, as usual... its like first it started off with this letter we wrote... then it came spilling out all at once after school! first we were talking about this guy named after another guy with the same name... i shrugged alyssa on the arm when i saw him, then fuck i said he was behind us, and she turned around and looked straight at him! my god! we were hella loud though, its like he would've suspected something! ahhh, eekkkk... but hey who cares! anyways, then i got her back at the halls when she was talking about this other guy, i pushed her on the arm saying "thats him, thats him" pretty loud... with his girl too... my god! hahaha, don't worry he did not notice when i looked back and he was still paying attention to his girlfriend! but hey who cares... then i just couldn't stop laughing and then we were really talking about someone in particular... he is a senoir and like she's all "look who's in front of us walking?" it was him, our crush... then we still kept laughing because we didn't notice he was right in front of us... but yeah, he cute... hahaha... hmmm, sadies is coming up, who should i ask? i don't know, really i don't know... daym! still got a while to think of who or if i just go or not go... i pretty much would say, guys in clark right now are pretty much arent my type... but yeah, whatever... they cute... that may be it though... hMm, yeah... well i can't wait until the weekend, i am maybe going to fright dome with jay and them... Wo0o scarYyy... BoO! lolz...
Cold Nights (poem i made today)
I shiver
feeling the chills down my spine
caresses me
until i feel numb
covering myself with fever
i just want someone to wrap me around them
until the heat vibes through my lungs
a gentle voice whispers
as the cold fog is seen
low and narrow
through my ears
out i feel cold
inside thoughts felt soothing with heat
deep
like fire being lit in a candle
skies so blue
so clear
but clouds
filled the rain
pouring my tears
clenching my arms
in the cold
im alone with
no one to hold
fogged in fear
surrounding me
when i feel the chills down my spine
when will you ever come near?
its like the sound of the ocean
when i yell
echoes back
can you hear me calling?
thousand rainfalls
waiting for one night
im shiverring
come here, hold me, and catch my tears
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