OMGOShER`z ! SHiT ... WHiLE SiNCE iV bEEN hURR !!.. GOSh DAYM .. THiS SHiT iS GAY HAHA.. WELL i HAD NUffEN ELSE TO dO SO i ThOUGhT iD kUM hERE N DROP SUM LiNES .. WELL k DiS iS EANUff .... LOVE U GUY`z *MUWAh* PAYCE

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Ahhhh BEhBEh !!! iiM FiiNALY UPDAT`N MY FUCk`N PAYGE !!! AFtER hAU FUCK`n LONg ?!?!... Ahh WELLER`Z SHiiT HAVNt BEEN HURR FOR A FUCk`N WHiiLE BiiTCh`Z =-]... S0O LEt`Z GEt DA FOUR DOUBLE 1 UPDAtE ON WhAT`Z BEEN HAPPEN`N.. WELLER`Z ii AM SiiNGAL !!! N LOVE`N iiT !.. StYO tHA SAME-O-SAME WEiiRDESt BiiTCh EBER!! [-=...

AHHH HAHAHA ii PHUCK`N LOVE iiT !!!.. WELLER`Z iiM STUCk iiN DA HOUSE POR ONii 4 MORE PHUCk`N DAY`Z !!!!! YES YES YES !!!! ii HAD TO PLUNK`N STE HOME FOR TWO WEEkZ!!! AHH FUCk`N HATE iiT iiT FEEYO`Z LiiKE FOREVER N ALWAYz !!! GRRR.... WELLLER`Z FiiRSt SHiiT ii WANNA DO iiT FUCk`N GO bEACh WhEN ii GET OUT ..... AHHHH.... tHAt iiS A FUCk`N MUSt !!!.... [-=.. && HiiT AWP DA CLUb`Z.. bUT SiiNCE tHA WATER PARk iiSH PAU N tHERE END`N BLUETROPiiX ii WONdER WAt`Z GONNA b NEXT ??? hhRMM.... WELLER`Z SHiiTER`Z ii HUNGER SO tHA STORY END`Z HURR !! HOPE U GUY`Z R HAVEN DA BESTESTEST SUMMER OF UR LiiFE`Z!!!!.... k-DENz *MUWAh* LOVE U !!! PAYCE

wOw.. never kum On here fOr a while..!!.. welpz Once again aLoT of things has happend since the last time iv updated.. fOr On3.. i HaVe A NeW bOiFriEnd..!!..
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hehe... & weve been gOin candii shOp every week.. lolz.. hrm.. and idk shit just alot has happend.. hehe..welpz hrm.. i have like nO idea what tO say.. kuz xanga is kinda bOrin nOwa dayz!!! all yall that have xanga should use myspace insted!!!!! welpz hOlla peepz!!.. *muwah* LoVe HiM payce

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...yOoh guys... i miss him!!.... nO nOt him... MaRTiN...

yOoh guys i dOnt know what tO dO.. i relized i still very much *LoVe* him.. i cant get him outta my mind.. i dont know why.. i meen i know i havent seen him for like 2 weeks nOw.. but i cant seem to fOrget him.. like everyOne thinks i moved On.. nO one nOz i still care.. nOt even ma sister *AmBeR*.. but he still is very much apart of my life.. even though im not apart of his.. i miss him alot.. and i just dont know what to do.. iv tryd to move on ~N~ fOrget bOut him... but it didnt wOrk.... im sOo LoSt.. i wOuld give anything to get him back.. but i know that he doesnt feel the same.. and probly would never go back out wif meeh.......... welpz thats all for nOw.. gOtta bOunce On outta hurr.. *muwah* loven him payce

-----> P.S. AmBeR!!! yooh gotta sing that sOng!! Omg!! uR sOo GooD!!.. frOm one sister to anOther love u *MuwaH* payce out shOLe.. haha..

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hey.. welpz alot has happend since the last time iv updated..... okay lets see.. so we went to the boat cruz.. it was pritty meen.. saw sum peepz i neva seen for a WhiLe including ~BeN~... welpz that night meeh n martin broke up...
~!*::..LiLy & MaRTin+*+1.28.05--2.20.05::..*!~.... yOoh no wot i wOnt lie... it still tares meeh apart inside.. no matter how much i hide it... the feelings that i feel are still there.. but i have to let gO wots in the past... but remember this.. never regret anything that once made u *smile*.. okay.. so after he broke up with me.. (we were standing in line to go on the boat cruz thingy) we were standing in line wif ivan n his friends welpz that night ivans friend NaThaN ended up telling meeh he liked meeh... nd OmG he is sUcH a CuTii... nd has the best personality ever!.. welpz anyways sO nOw were like talking.. i told him i liked him tO... sO idk wOts gUnuh happen from here.. i gez only time kan tell huh? well i hOpe everything wOrks out.. n to martin i hOpe everything gOz well.. take care it was nice gettin to no u... *muwah*.. welpz you guys.... idk i kinda feel like givin up already... nothing seems worth it.. every singal relationship i ALWAYS get hurt... im tired of it.... i dont know what to dO.... i just wish i could give up... but love aint E-Z to find rite? i meen if it was... then it wouldnt b sOo special rite??........... welpz im tripin rite now.. ima bounce *muwah* love you

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