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Thursday, February 16, 2006

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wont be updating this one anymore :( so sad.

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Friday, September 30, 2005

this week was so chill. i'm happy about that.

i'm excited for this weekend...it's going to be relaxing. still haven't decided whether or not i should go to toronto or not.

next weekend is going to be AWESOME because it'll be thanksgiving

canadian thanksgiving, that is.

thinking about that...i could technically have 2 thanksgivings if i wanted. stuffing mashed potatoes turkey gravy and pie

does something ever happen to you that makes you really excited and you start thinking about it and think of all these possibilities of what could happen if something happened, but when it actually happens, it was nothing like your expectations? that's why you should never expect anything. or...just keep them low.

this is my msn picture right now~



the exact thoughts that go through my head everytime i step out the door.


i miss hollister.
and chipotle.
and jamba juice.
and verde.
and tapx.
and cupertino village.
and 8.5% tax
and macy's
and nordstroms
and albertson's
and home cooked meals
and mvgwp
and my room
and my clothes
and target
and chili's
and cheesecake factory
and most of all... "spoon-fed" high school teaching ways.



edit: and of COURSE my friends. that should go without saying.





Friday, September 09, 2005

so classes started on thursday.

hahahahaahahaha. oh man. what a day that was.

here's a little recap for you.
sooo i thought i had my 8:30 psychology class on thursday but i actually had it on monday and wednesday. but being the stupid retarded me, i woke up at 7AM and went to psych and being all confident because i was so pumped about the getting off on the right foot on the first day and i was really proud of myself for finding the building and the room without any help. but then yeah i sat down and my name was NOT called so me and a bunch of other people who were not called (thank god for them) went to this office to get our classes changed. the lady was so bitchy. anyways that was my first adventure.

after that i went staight to the health sciences building to get my nursing scedeule. i waited in this longass line for like 30 minutes and i'm almost at the door and someone tells me that i need to pay $10 for the package we're receiving. once again, being the stupid me, i didn't have any cash on me and i left my debit card in my room. sooo people saved my spot as i spedwalked all the way back to my residence which is like...ON THE WHOLE OTHER FREAAAAAAAAKING SIDE OF CAMPUS and my feet were hurting like hell but okay i'm sorry sometimes i MUST follow the style>comfort rule -_- anyways i get back all sweaty and tired and i get my package then i line up in ANOTHER fatass line for my nursing ID card. at least i look good in my picture...that's all i have to say about that. hahahahaha

proceeding that i went with this girl to the togo salmon hall (omg does that NOT remind you of like a togo's sandwich...do they have salmon ones? HAHA) ok and then i went to get lunch at the student center then went to my FIRST (CORRECT) CLASS. a fatty anatomy+physiology lecture. apparently my roomate is in that lecture also so we got hella excited. my first college lecture! it was like the movies. a fat room with many many chairs with those little desks and 2 big screens for powerpoint. it was so surreal. the whole time i kept thinking...am i really here?

afterwards, i went back to my res and crashed. i was so pooped. oh and then i went out to buy expensive books and a sweatshirt, hat and other stuff. i came back hung out with my roomate and did other stuff that i can't remember.

so THAT was my yesterday.

today was our 2nd day of classes which went SOOOOOOO much smoother than yesterday. i went to clinical and met a bunch of AWESOME people in my small group. we're going to be great friends i think.  then afterwards, we all went to change our psych courses so now i have psych at NIGHT...we'll see if i like that. then i went to communications class. OH MY GOD SO MANY HOT FOBS IN THAT CLASS. i just look at them and like want to cry. of happiness. but the class is freaking HUGE so yeah. it seems like an awesome class. the teacher is chill..there's no midterm helll yah!

so i missed the swim team meeting which was yesterday. oh well i will call them tomorrow.

oh yeah MY ROOMATE FINALLY ARRIVED! so her name is susan and she's definately one of the nicest girls i have ever met. she's CANTO <3 but not fobby but its okay because we listen to the same kind of music (other than that slight difference) so its ALL good. she's really well rounded..and good at a ton of stuff. she loves winnie the pooh just as much as i love hello kitty so her side of the room is quite yellow as mine is pink...but of course, she is not as extreme as me. hahahah. she gets really homesick though so she'll be going home every weekend :(

speaking of which...i am currently such a loner right now. all the girls i know on my floor are AT HOME RIGHT NOW...they all left me like a couple hours ago and i was like :( :( what am i going to do. i'm hella lonely already and i have 2 more freaking days. i'm definately calling up my nursing friends and seeing if they are still on campus. but like EVERYONE IS FROM AROUND HERE SO LIKE WEGJSGKLJSG i hope i find someone who is from very FAR away and who CANNOT go home on weekends like me so we can hang out.

hmm dude. i feel so weird almost everytime someone says "about". it SERIOUSLy sounds like "aboot". i stop myself from cracking up but i giggle inside. hehe. and they say "wicked". and "mad". and "BUBBLE TEA" ok wtf. bubble tea? WHAT BUBBLES?! PEARL MILK TEA MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE but i say that and they go wtf?!! also when i say "hella". hahahaha. this one girl i met today said, "....my cousin is from cali and you talk JUST like her. geez all you californians sound the same." hahaha i found that amusing. hmm they also say "write a test" instead of "take a test" which is just WEIRD. obviously everything is all frenchy. anything you buy here will have the equivalent in francais written on it! spelling is french also...oh yeah they say "rezource" hahahaha. and yeah some of their speech is just weird to me. i am probably not used to it. don't worry, i'll probably come back saying abbot, wticket and bubble tea, eh?

my parents are leaving today. they have been coming the past 2 nights to bring me stuff. they seriously bought me like EVERYTHING they could possibly think of. i pretty much don't need to go shopping anywhere anymore. UGHHH ESPECIALLY SINCE MY BOOKS ARE SO FREAKING EXPENSIVE. WHY THE HELL ARE THEY SO EXPENSIVE? i feel SOO bad. today in clinical everyone was sharing what they did this summer and EVERYONE IN THE ROOM WAS LIKE "i worked and saved money for my books and school." and ME, ON THE OTHER HAND was like "yeah, hi, i didn't work at all this summer, instead i went to taiwan for a camp called loveboat and i spent like $2000 on my trip buying a WHOLE new wadrobe...yeeaah" -_____________________-


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i'm so jealous of whoever is going clubbing tonight. i hope you guys have fun. but i gotta agree with jon...taiwan clubs reign supreme! damn i want to go ktv or clubbing sooooooooooo bad. why is the age 19 here?!! ugh its ok one of these days...i'm going to get myself IN!

i hope next weekend isn't as lonely as this.
hopefully my friends still come back so we can have fun on sunday...
sighhhhhh.

yesterday i went around to EVERY single room on my side of the floor and wrote a little message on their whiteboard on their doors that went a little something like this..."wanna make new MAC friends and keep in touch with your wonderful high school ones? sign up for facebook at THEFACEBOOK.COM and HAVE TONS OF FUN. its AWESOME! questions? ask andrea in 212!!" sadly....the message most likely ignored. sigh. HAVE NO FEAR. I WILL CONTINUE TO FACEBOOKIFY EVERYONE ON MY FLOOR and then my whole res..and then my whole FACULTY and then..THE WHOLE SCHOOL MUAAHAHAHHA. -_______-


ok enough. BYEEE

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Monday, August 29, 2005

"every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end."


i cried the whole way to the airport and the whole time i was at the airport. i don't even really know why i was crying because i felt mixed feelings of relief and sadness. i wanted to make sure people knew how much i cared for them but at the same time i wanted to tell someone how i really felt... how much some things hurt me without them even knowing and how much i wished things had ended differently. i hate it when things don't turn out the way you expect them too. i hate the silence. it would definately hurt less if you just tried to talk to me. but "it's funny how you feel so much but cannot say a word." i guess i'm just going to have to learn to not expect anything from anyone.

anyways, moving onto happier things in life...

thanks to alice and michelle for "surprising" me early in the morning. breakfast at marina was definately memorable hahahhaa. i love you girls a lot. it really meant a lot to me.
thanks to everyone who came to karaoke the night before. sorry about the berkeley delays.
thanks kevin chen for calling me.
thanks tiffie, christine, and jing for bringing me cookies. <333
thanks sonal, melissa and sarah for stopping by @ karaoke! (hazuki you are forgiven :P)
thanks to everyone who hung out with me before i left.

thanks for all the goodtimes





























































i still remember the night we met
you said you loved my smile
but your love for me was like a summer breeze
it only lasted for awhile
i could hold on a little tighter i know
but when you love someone
you gotta let them go

so i'm gonna smile
'cause i want to make you happy
laugh, so you can't see me cry
i'm gonna let you go in style
and even if it kills me
i'm gonna smile.

kiss me once for the goodtimes
kiss me twice for goodbye
you can't help what you don't feel
and it doesn't matter why

give me a chance to bow out gracefully
that's how i want you to remember me
so i'm gonna smile...

laugh...

so you can't see me cry



i listen to that song on repeat because that's almost exactly how i feel. not to everyone of course, but yeah.



keep in touch,k?





Friday, August 26, 2005

here's another post about what i've been up to these last couple days. it hasn't really hit me that i'm LEAVING on saturday. i wish i had more time here but i guess i'm pretty much ready to go (as sad as it sounds) :(

monday night i went bowling with tiffany, christine and other church buddies, it was a lot of fun. i did so well during the first game..I ACTUALLY GOT HIGHER THAN 100!! most of the time, i don't get past like 50..hahaha -____-





tuesday- i woke up freaking early for a stupid dentist appt which was the usual...blah. then i went to visit MV with jon and chen which was pretty fun. we went to see Stark first and he was all "ANDREA!!!" *HUG* and then he turns to chen and jon and is kinda like errrrrrr hiii hahahhaha it was so funny then i went to see gupta and other teachers and saw lots of people who i missed so much. everyone got prettier over the summer i think..the sun does well to people hahaha.



dom, me and margaux. miss those swimming girls. hmm then after me chen and jon went to tapx and got food. I WON A FREE DRINK ^__^ so they have this game where if the last 3 numbers of your receipt add up to the date of your birthday, you get a free drink and jon's receipt added up to 18 and he was like "umm is anyone born on the 18th??" and i was like MEEEE!! so i went up to them and told them and they were hella pissy...asking me to show my ID and stuff hahaha but it was coool. then after we went back to jon's house and jason calls me to go to chipotle with him and tony. so i was like OKAY! so i go to chipotle with them. then we go back to jason's house and i watch them play world of warcraft. big -____________-. i started reading GTO then i fell asleep then we went to fantasia



then afterwards they dropped me off at chili's so i could have dinner with my awesome chinese school friends- joyce and sam!! we always go to chili's heheh. afterwards we went to verde and talked about all our issues and stuff...it was kinda depressing but it was good talking to them. thanks for listening girls :)



they are such pretty girls! such good times in taiwan....hehehe. so do you realize that i went to like 3 PEARL MILK TEA PLACES in ONE DAY....i should have gone to qcup -_- well technically i did for a little bit when we were @ fantasia..i went to see if connie was there but yah. ^^ then afterwards joyce was dropping me off and melody called! and joyce was like HEYY MAYBE YOU GUYS CAN SLEEPOVER! so then we had a sleepover at joyce's house! ahhaha it was sooooooo fun fitting me and melody BOTH in joyce's front seat. should have taken a pic of that.



REEEEEALLY crappy quality pic of us but it captured a moment. hehe it was so fun talking with melody and joyce...we've all known each other for sooooo long. we stayed up pretty late talking and stuff but i was the first one to fall asleep..hahah.

that was a LONGGGGGGG day.

wednesday- got home early from joyce's house and packed some more stuff. took a shower and then connie came to pick me up to go to the great mall we both got jeans from the abercrombie outlet and other stuff. connie totally went on a SPREEEE. we met up with michelle, angie and alice and continued to shop! hmm then after shopping we all went home. i went to target with my mom and we bought an ipod cover! yayyyy. then went home and was bored. heh.

thursday *today*- woke up helllla late...around like 1045 -__- and packed some more. i was hella lazy and bored so then i took a nap at like 1 and woke up at 3. i was so bored that i then IMed chen telling him how bored i was so he came and picked me up and we went to alice's house. we chilled there for a little bit, played cards, talked, picked up her sister and then chen dropped me off at chipotle so i could have one last dinner there with my beloved waterpolo girls.



mindy, janine, me and jessie. it was so awesome seeing them again!! i love them so much. waterpolo was such a huge part of my hs experience and meeting them was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. after dinner i went to alice's house so we could go to FONDUE!!



we waited there for like an hour but i definately think it was worth it. we bonded a lot and had a great time ^__^ i'm sad angie and pat couldn't make it though we missed you!!



rest of all my pics are at  http://community.webshots.com/user/mrseggpuff

hmm ya thats it. i'll update more tomorrow. sigh can't believe i'm leaving on saturday. i'm gonna miss everyone so much.



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