| well absolutely no one reads xanga's anymore so i figured i would just type stuff. guys are so confusing. or maybe i just make them confusing. idk. but people say this one guy the only reason i want him around is because i just like a guy there. but i really do care about him and i get jealous when he is with other girls..so doesnt that mean i want him for more than just having someone there? ya i don't know. so its summer now and i'm loving the whole being lazy doing nothing get lots of money from mommy and daddy..but i'm tired of doing nothing for something. i want a job but i wont have time once weights and everything starts. so i plan on getting really good at basketball this summer once i work really hard. but how am i supposed to get better when i have to play on a team that favors one person only?? isnt that jsut a waste of time..especially when i have other teams i am also playing on. but its retarded and pisses me off. talked to brandon for like two hours tonight. him and i are alot alike when it comes to relationships. we deal with the same shit. but dont you hate it when you are with someone and you think you are together but the other person doesnt? it kinda makes you feel stupid. and if a guy doesnt call you for a week and doesnt seem like he wants to talk to you doesnt that mean something is obviously wrong? thats what i thought. but i dont know. i'm tired and no one will ever read this so i am going to bed. |
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| k so today suckedd. same problems as always stupid ones that i shouldnt care about but yet i do. quote of the day... "running is a pain in my ass." by lauren ginther. but really it is. because our asses are so sore from yesterday and running makes it worse. um..my car is pretty much laurens storage space at the moment. which i dont care i have nothing to put in there. thats pretty much it as of now. i wish i could run track and play softball. actually there alot of things i wish. but we dont always get what we want do we? |
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| k so i got to start driving by myself yesterday. super exciting. drove again today. even more exciting. we lost last night so we are done with football. went to conditioning tonight for girls basketball. my legs hurt really bad. i know your jealous. |
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