| Christmas was kinda how I thought it was going to be.... sadly different... very different...and empty.....kyle is 4289 miles to far from me.... |
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| Pretending to have a good Christmas….This Christmas there’s a lot of holes in my family… That makes all the more holes in my heart … All I want for Christmas is for us to be one big happy family again…there has been a few to many deaths and a few to many divorces this year…there will only be 12 tomorrow at mom-mom’s that’s not enough to make her house crazy…. where at least 16 ppl down this year….. I don’t think Christmas …or thanksgiving…. will ever be the same again… with my family … if you still consider us a family… |
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| Kyle has been in Alaska for over a week now and his probable not coming home for christmas How am I going to be happy this christmas.... Kyle's not here.... I feel like shit..... it's a year sice sam got really sick.....none of my family can come up because they where just up for nana's funeral....karen is turning my causing against me...and were... just.... no longer one big happy family....what happen to us?....why do we have to walk on egg shells every time we talk to another member of our family.... why can't thing go back to the way they use to be.... |
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| My Kyle came home last Friday (the 24)...It's so good to have him home... I love the way He holds me in his arms...and how his lips are worm against my cheek...I love it all....I meat his dad the other night... that was strange after not talking to him in over a year and 9 months....well it was nice to meet him... Kyle and I have been spending like every min we can together.... I love Kyle ... |
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| I got a phone call on sunday night form the most handsomest army guy in the world.... I love Kyle |
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