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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 00:55:09 GMT

OKAY EVERYONE I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT. I HAVE A NEW SITE, ITS TheAbandonedS0ul, so I will be posting there so. So WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE?!?!? Lates~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 17:11:51 GMT

I woke up feeling like shit, so I was like fuck it I am not going to school. Sorrie Megan didn't mean to leave you there alone, but there is no way I could have actually gone to school and actually been there mentally. Hehe. Yap well Kevin wasn't there and I left my number and shtuff, but I really dun think he is gonn call back. Oh well x_X Hm...I am gonna do mah hw...I know scary o_O Talk to ya'll later~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Monday, October 18, 2004

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 23:07:54 GMT

Hey ya'll! Today was extremely boring and everyone was in a bad mood and I was all happy. In 10 minutes I will know whether I will have a good day or a bad tomorrow. I hope its a good day, i REALLY do! Well as for today I dunno why everyone wa so angry. I swear everyone I talked to was in a bad mood. Meh...I finally got the wheels and the hardware for my skateboard..woot woot. All I need is spray paint and it will be perfect-o. Yay...well I dunno what else to say besides I hope all goes well and I hope everyone else's days were good. Until Next Time...lates ya'll~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Monday, October 18, 2004

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 00:05:25 GMT

Well last nite I went to Halloween haunt, it was so fucking awesome. It made me realize alot. Yaay. Hehe Megan Kane knows what I mean (( wink wink )) hehe. Well ya we left early but oh well, it was all good times. Haha...I dun mess with little boys, Micheal- well i do. HAHAHAHA That was soo funny sorrie another inside joke. Hehe..well thats it until next time...lates ya'll~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Friday, October 15, 2004

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 23:55:59 GMT

Well hows it going all? Usually I would just butter up my day, buuuut today I feel like complaining-ish. Okay well this week has gone really bad. I mean Megan making out with my ex and asking Robbie to sadies. Having people threatening to kick mah ass. Hehe ya and just lotsa drama. Urg! I dunno this week really sucked and now its Friday which I thought was gonna be a great day cuz I was gonna go to the football game and to sadies with Megan and Iban and then tomorrow I am going to Halloween Haunt, but then first I find out that I need to do all this crap before Ivan can go to the dance. And its like impossible to do it last minute, so that got screwed up. Then I found out the game is gonna sell out all fast so that screwed up that idea and then Robbie was being such an ass in english. I dunno, I hate this. Grr...Robbie causes alot of problems for Lizzie. Hum...oh well. Drama is wat highschool is all about. I just wish he could figure everything out already...Well I hope everyone elses lives are way less stressful. Hm..until next time lates ya'll~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Friday, October 15, 2004

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 05:25:23 GMT

Heya people. Whats up? I just finished watching Life As We Know It, which is an awesome awesome awesome show. Hehe. Well school was once again boring. And i was supposed to hang out at Megan's house after school and like ya it kinda got ruined cuz Megan's mom is a bitch! Ah well..tomorrow I am going to the game. La Habra vs. Sonora...maybe if I can get a ticket. But the question is which side do I sit on? Hum..hehe..La Habra of course. Cuz thats my new school. Maybe..bleh then after that is Sadies...Ivan sadies is at 9pm okay? Yap and then on Saturday its Halloween Haunt...FUCK YA...yaaay! And now I am online talking to peoples...woot woot. Okay Nicki I dun know what your problem is tonite. You've been acting wierd lately. SO meh I dunno whats up. I guess I'll just wait till it blows over. SO ya..I dunno call me sometime..cuz ya.. Well until next time, lates ya'll~
<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 05:34:21 GMT

Hey peoples, hows it going? Nothing much here, just sitting at home bored as a mofo. I already did my hw. I know big surprise. Yap yap my day was boring...classes...chilled with people...home...tv..chatting...and now xanga. And that was basically my whole day with a few minor details..until next time lates ya'll~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 22:17:14 GMT

Well after a long day of school I am home. Well I found out that this chick Vanessa wants to kick my ass, because she bumped into me PURPOSLY in the hallway and I said stupid bitch. Oh well, then this chick named Chelsea Cappley(sp) is always talking shit on me so I called her a whore and now she wants to kick my ass and finally some random chick named uh damn I can't remember her name. Whatever her name is thinks I am a gothic poser cuz I shop at Hottopic, so that works. Cuz I am just SO gothic. Oh ya~ Well yes but on a good note, the rest of the day was great. In 6th period I was talking to Robbie and I asked him if he was going to sadies and he was like no. And so I asked him if he would like go on a date-ish thing with me and he said ya maybe..which means yes in Robbie language, BUT I have to find something to do. Cuz he won't help me find something. ARG...he doesn't like the movies, and he can't go to Halloween Haunt so bleh. So anyone have any ideas? Please Help, what are some fun date-ish things to do in La Habra, or around La Habra. And speaking of sadies, it is this Friday and I think its like at 6 or something, but I am almost sure its this Friday, so Ivan can you still go to Sadies with me or not? ...okay well until next time lates ya'll~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 02:34:43 GMT

Okay well I spent the nite at megans house, it was really fun, we talked to robbie, went shopping, and all that fun shtuff. Okay right now I was watching Donnie Darko, which by the way is an awesome movie. And then I was going through Special features and I clicked on still shots. And then this picture came up of this wooden sign in a locker that said "We Only Live Once" and when I read that, my stomach did like a back flip. That scares me. That like we have like 70 maybe 80 if your lucky 90 years to live. Then thats it. I know that seems like a long time. But then thats it your off this earth. No more friends. No more memories. No more nothing. Thats it your dead. That scares the shit out of me. I mean once you die thats it, you dun exist anymore. Your just gone. Lets say I live to be 78 that means I have 62 years more to live. And your parents when they die thats it, they're gone. Never again will you see them. Its like before they die thats the last time you will ever see them. Its really quite sad. And what about your friends, you leave Highschool and what if you never see them again. Ugh this whole dying thing is really depressing. I dunno I mean I know you only live once, but when I read that, it just hit me. Like bam when you die its over. Everything you've ever known and love is gone. You can never feel a hug or a kiss. But it doesn't matter cuz your nothing so its not like you know what your missing. And right now I am changing what I am, I am agnostic not athiest. I do believe there is something, I just dun know what. So there. Wow..this sucks...well considering its taken this long for 16 years to pass..I am not going to worry about this too much right now. I will focus on the present. Well ya thats basically it. Until next time...lates y'll~

<(-.-.)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 02:07:07 GMT

Hm...today was an alrite day. Nothing bad happened.t was just kind of dull, like I dunno since its Friday I expected it to be a really fun day, but it wasn't. Meh oh well and now I am home and I hate being home on Fridays. I dunno my mom seems so much more grumpier on Fridays. Its like every little thing I do, I get yelled at for. She just randomly decides to move everything in the living room around and so I ask her how she is going to do it and she goes off on me. And now everytime I say something she has to go off some bitchy yelling tangent. How annoying. Oh well she thinks she putting me down, but actually shes just making herself look like a bitch. And now she is just being dumb. She is moving the tv and shes just throwing everything down. And shes eventually gonna break something. I am waiting for it. Hehe its gonna be funny. I think that will be the climax of her yelling and after the climax she just goes off on little screaming fits, but not as loud. Which is good, cuz her voice is like a thousand nails just being rammed into mah eardrums. But thats okay cuz what I have realized over the last year or so is that everyone has a bad homelife, just some people are better at hiding it. So I dun feel bad about mine, cuz ALOT of people have it worse than me. I only get yelled at, which causes mental abuse, I guess you could say. But other people get sexual, or physical abuse. Sometimes they get all three. So I dun feel bad about mah life and niether should you..so yay! Meh..I hate being home on Fridays. Bah but Megan is in band which basically means she has no life every Friday. Gr...hum dee dum. Oh well I got mah music which drowns her out..hehe. Go music! And there it goes, she just broke the glass on our cabinet thing, hold up brb gotta help clean it up~ Okay back. Well that was fun, I snagged a piece of glass. Just cuz I can, hehe. Well ya I am just gonna spend the next 4, 5, or 6 hours, watching TV and going online, oh and getting yelled at. Sounds fun huh? You know your jealous :D Dammit now she turned on the TV to drown mah music out. Okay well there goes mah sanity. Until next time lates ya'll~

<(-.-)> Teh Lizzeh <(-.-)>