people ask why i have a problem trusting people..... well the answer is i dont have trustworthy friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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it doesnt include frank savannah or liz!! the person im talking about should know!!!!!!! i love you savannah and i love you frank!!!!!

hello everyone...

this last few days have been hectic first i absolutly love frank... hehehe he is so amazing lol!!! i am going to the movies tomorrow and i am really excited to wear my new skirt so yeah... i just got in a huge fight with tanner and he is being a total jackass but hey whats new right!!! so yeah he just says so much shit and i dont even think he knows how much what comes out of his mouth effects me my dad says forget about him and drop all the drama in my life maybe i wouldnt be so depressed all the time or always want to be alone... so yeah i have ocd about my phone i sware i dont let anyone use it i dont let anyone other than me talk on it i carry it around with me everywhere and i am usually the one to pick up the phone i dont know what it is... maybe it's the only thing that i know is mine hehe so anyway tomorrow i am going to see red eye at red bridge with some of my old friends who i havent really hung out with in forever so yeah that should be fun... i was looking through some pictures of my childhood and they brought back so many memories and it's hard to go back but ya know you have to face the past sometime... well anyway my mom leaves in like 4 days so yeah im really sad about that i am getting glasses soon not liek full time but when i dont feel like wearing contacts well i think i am only going to update onve a week now so yeah... well i am going to go and here is a parting goodbye!!!

never regret what you do in life becuase it only keeps you in the past once you let go of the trauma you can then truely move forward!!!!

<3 always&forever ERIN W. SPARKS

P.S. joe hahaha ur added... lol u rock and that person on ur chatter box that said that deffinetly wasnt me!!! lol so yeah g2g

hello everyone...

my life has been well ok since the last time that i updated so yeah i love my song and i know like every word which is kinda sad so yeah.....

SCHEDULE:

S1 campus choir- parent
S2 phy ed- harrison
YR english 1- nelson
S1 american gov- unruh
S2 geography- fournier
YR phys science- o'connor
YR algerbra 1- wiggins
S1 intr to business- holstine
S2 health- reynolds
YR spanish- surber
YR advisory- harrison

thats my schedule for all of you who were wondering so yeah i am going to stop my update because i dont want to type!!!!!

so everyone life has gone up and down for the past few weeks!!! so yeah friday i went tp matts house and we had movie night we watched hide and seek that was one of the scarriest movies i have ever seen lol so anyway then we went outside to play hide and seek that was really fun so yeah it was pretty amazing and my and miraha layed out in the drive way in the rain and that was really fun and she spent the night so yeah thats my friday night not the most exciting but really fun...saturday was the concert and it was absolutlyamazing i danced with this kid named shawn all night long he is the coolest kid i know!!! and my brothers band was awsome there was the funniest mosh in the world and there was this one kid collin who kept doing cart wheels he was so hot... then i spent the night at her house which was really fun and so yeah then today me neil and miraha walked around the mall and that was really fun but REALLY drama filled lol you guys know what im talking about... then the three of us went back to her house and hung out on the trampoline and that was may i say AMAZING AND FUN... lol so yeah i then i got dropped off at home and my brother chris was here and i hung out and i talked to this kid named roy who is really funny so yeah that was fun and now i am updating lol so yeah... friday i am going to another concert "los lonely boys" and that should be really fun so yeah anyway tanner is talking to amanda right now and those of you who have heard me talk about tanner and amanda that makes me really sad because he is just going to get his heart broken again and he is going to come crying to me and i am going to want to push him away but im not going to because i am a nice person... so anyway i am so falling for anthony agian he is so amazingi love him to death so anyway yeah this is a really long entry and joe is going to get mad lol not really but he hates it when i do long entries so yeah it's fun... lol so yeah i still like joe but he is going out with ally right now and it's just not right for a girl to take another girls man that just wrong nothing new for girls my age but wrong lol so yeah anyway....

~ A black man was talking to a white man andsaid :I''mblack.When I was born I was black. When I grew up I was black. When I'm sick I'm black. When I go in the sun I'm black. When I'm cold I'm black. When I die I'll still be black. But you, When you were born you were pink. When you grew up you were white. When your sick you're green. When you go in the sun you're red. When you're cold you're blue. When you die you'll be purple.And you have the nerve to call me colored. Pass this on and stop racism~  < how funny>

TIME FOR SHOUT OUT'S~!!!~

miraha- girl you rock i love you to death (with hands in a fist) woo hoo!!!!!!!

matt- man i am so happy i have someone like you thanks for always being there for me!!!!!

joe- hottie (lol) you rock and i hope i get to hangout with you soon!!!

jessica- it was amazing seeing you at the concert and i know that they shouldnt have said that in gods house but i dont think he wouldve like to see you "thrown down" in there either!!!!!

zach- you are an amazing brother im glad im related (and it's mostly because ur in a band!!!) lol not really but thats part of it lol!!

liz- girl i got my schedule so call me sometime and we can sompare....

rachel- girl i love you and i hope we can hangout like asap!!!!!

jayme- girl you kick ass lol i hope you can come friday lol and i hope to tan with you tomorrow!!!

renee- hun you r awsome call me sometime!!!!!

SO I THINK THAT WILL BE ALL I LOVE YOU ALL AND IF I FORGOT YOU COMMENT ME AND I WILL BE SURE TO ADD YOU THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!!

<3 SPARKIE