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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 22:09:09 GMT

i wish i coudl change the past, puts its like a painting
the love struck artist I screwe dup to many times
now in the darkness i sit waiting
for color to come back to me for me to find
it once more in a new canvas
were maybe this time thigns will last

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:29:45 GMT

Its gonna be alright some day it will be alright

Ill be day Dreaming of pleasant dreams tonight

buts its no use no use baby i know it'll be a nightmare...

and Ill wake up all sweaty and blood chilled scared

and in the darkness ill sit with my heart beating

pulsing blood through my veins and im repeating

the same old ways like good old days gone gone far away

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 00:44:35 GMT

a thousand puzzle pieces spread out in chaos

on a marble coffee table stained red

puzzle needs two thousand parts but there all lost

gotta find them in my heart gotta find them in my head

Spread out they start falling into place

corners go to corners and the middle start to fill

Comming together they're like ribboned lace

Slowly the puzzle becomes complete as my mind begins to spill

"Are you there are you out there

Come back I dare do you care

missing parts of my mind and my heart

are filling in the bigger picture im sure

So please please im begging on my knees

Come back to me come back to me, sweet motion picture"

The film rolls in the movie theater

The actor and actress put on the show

I see you but i cant hear you

And what happens aftwerward I dont know

The movie going blank in several synaptic flashes

Cant make out the film anymore

but I can see you I can hear you and all our clashes

of our lips and I do adore

"Are you there are you out there

Come back I dare do you care

missing parts of my mind and my heart

are filling in the bigger picture im sure

So please please im begging on my knees

Come back to me come back to me, sweet motion picture"

Friday, September 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:29:11 GMT

Dear love tonight I write to you
ill include an interlude with all the colors from red to blue
I will Stain the page with the ink of my heart
So you be sure to read every part
And as my heart begins to spill the words start to fill
the page with colored ink
And as i burn the nights away ink will tell what i cannot say
and ill write on and on as the page sinks

-Ill write, the words i cannot speak
and tonight, Ill spill all my secrets
the screaming pen shall leak
and give answer to questions you seek
on an 8 by 12 sheet of paper-

Dear love Ive sent the letter to you

Carrying my heart in an envelop leaking blue

And as the hours pass away

I cant help but to say

Will my ink be poisoning to you?

The ink begins to seep as you silently sleep

Will you love me too?

As my heart beats laid out on several sheets

Will I get a letter from you?

-Ill write, the words i cannot speak
and tonight, Ill spill all my secrets
the screaming pen shall leak
and give answer to questions you seek
on an 8 by 12 sheet of paper-

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 23:43:39 GMT

photos turning to ashes as they slowly burn

in an open trash can ,wait its my turn

I pick up the cardboard box and in the blue haze

one by one they burn in the blaze

but theres one, which isnt burning

with the clouds and sky quickly turning

it woulnt burn to ash, the last photo in the stash

"impulse memory slowly dying

as on the floor im laying

the bottle rolls ,as slowly i foget

photographs..."

I take the camera by its demonic neck

and choke it to death

but I cant kill it It woulnt die no no no

The camera lives on with the show

Snapping more and more photographs

of friends, enemies, and some laughs

but camera aint happy, camera just snaps

photographs...

"impulse memory slowly dying

as on the floor im laying

the bottle rolls as slowly i foget

photographs..."

Camera man walking around with my eyes

gimme back my eyes, they aint your goddamn prize

using them as you jaded lens

where light enters and light ends

Just please dont snap, another photograph

"impulse memory slowly dying

as on the floor im laying

the bottle rolls as slowly i foget

photographs..."

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 18:34:39 GMT

FOO FIghters Lyrics- EVERLONG

Hello, I’ve waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I’m over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I’ll ever ask of you
You’ve got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in
And now, I know you’ve always been out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I’ll ever ask of you
You’ve got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

And I wonder if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I’ll ever ask of you
You’ve got to promise not to stop when I say when

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 03:34:59 GMT

PIXIES LYRICS

"Where is My Mind"

Ooooooh - stop

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind [3x]

Way out in the water
See it swimmin'

I was swimmin' in the Carribean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks
Except the little fish
But they told me, he swears
Tryin' to talk to me to me to me

Where is my mind [3x]

Way out in the water
See it swimmin' ?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind [3x]

Ooooh
With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Ooooh
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Ooooh
Ooooh

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 21:07:33 GMT

Black roses fallin in my dreams

as you walk slowly toward me

When you reach out it seems

like things are really meant to be

but then you pull out a gun

and shoot until you here rythmic clicks

and youll be having lots of fun

as my body hits the floor blood red sick

"my empty shell walks

at nightime in the midnight air

Empty shells falling to the ground

falling to the ground"

You lick the red sugar from your lips

as you unload twelve more shells

then the sweet ecstasy you sip

from my soul which will never tell

another tale of love again

as my empty shell falls to the ground

and you shells fall as Im slain

And whats lef tis silence lovely sound

"So it will be okay when my empty shell walks

at nightime in the open air

Empty shells falling to the ground

falling to the ground"

Shells everywhere clinking as they fall

and I stand as empty as the gun

and I give you my hand with gall

and youll be the only one

no more no more no more

and youll be the only one

no more no more no more

unload your shells bitch

and unwind my stich

with you, no more no more

"So it will be okay when my empty shell walks

at nightime in the open air

Empty shells falling to the ground

falling to the ground

unload your shells

and I shall finally tell"

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 03:54:09 GMT

Bleeding Romance

She's beautiful dancing in her blood red dress

Isnt She beautiful with her black rose courset

as I touch the painted face what a wonderful caress

and she stabs me as red tears make me wet

Its over as my pale white body hits the dance floor

slain by the black rose I once adored

"Its a bleeding Romance

and your stuck in the trance

Its a bleeding Romance

and you the fool took the chance

now bleeding"

She's beautiful dancing alone on the crystal floor

as I watch from a far standing alone

why why I do not adore I do adore

she slipping away no long my own

Good god why good god why

did bleeding romance have to die

"Its a bleeding Romance

and your stuck in the trance

Its a bleeding Romance

and you the fool took the chance

now bleeding"

Complications in my brain

driving me slowly insane

pins and needles infilicting pain

as my heart bleeds laying slain

butterflys fly with broken wings

and an angel with a broken voice sings

as everyhting has become nothing

and she threw away the diamond ring

"I cant dream

why does it seem

like time has stopped in this moment

like time has stopped in this moment...

In a nightmare

why doesnt she care

time has stopped time has stopped

time has stopped time has ended

predlude to anew"

ensnared in a whirlwind of dead rose petals

as the jar with rocks shakes and settles

It will be okay my mind will level

But tilll a new stuck in this hell

The guitar string breaks

As the gound shakes

clocks bend on stakes

amd you ask why for gods sake

"I cant dream

why does it seem

like time has stopped in this moment

like time has stopped in this moment...

In a nightmare

why doesnt she care

time has stopped time has stopped

time has stopped time has ended

prelude to anew"

Its okay ill dream again pretty soon

As you slowy fade with every passing moon

but as for me ill watch and wait

for a new dream, prelude to anew

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 03:58:04 GMT

Why dont you pass the days with a simple game

It easy just dont think and soothe away the pain

You can sing, laugh,dance or play whatever may please

The hour glass grows heavier with a relentless tease

March yourself out of mothers ivy garden

into the fields of lies, sin a place youve never been

Youll have tainted fun with all the other lonely ones

Never to leave, only to move deeper with the dying sun

If you get lost along the way, and fall off lucifer's cliff

The catchers gonna miss ya as you fall into the tearing rifts

And youll never see that garden which had once been

your hammick under the palm tree, your safety a bit of sanity

The walls are shrinking and your pain is growing

slowy the faiths are away at your life sewing

Then one day you have discovered

your not alone but with another

plant a new garden and answer your plead

grow strong for new life what a tedious deed

slowly the soil looses its mighty must

as your hair is drained an eyes loose lust

still the other shines with bright lustre

and you look with thos esame eyes you once had in mothers garden

whats is was, what is now, what had once been