hey guysiz i got a new xanga its loosing_sanity but i like this background better o well im trying to find one well im going to sleep b/c thats wut i do best eat sleep play guitar and other things lol i love my honkey(carol) teehee

keep on golfing

..xo..marissa...zzzzzz

well i got 10$ yesterday tehee.. i came home from school and went straight to my puter which i do everyday to look up tabs to learn new songs and there was a note at the keyboard that said "i took your guitar heres some money ill have it home tomarow by 2pm" i was like heck yes i have 10 dollars! so yea that was fun  i was just excited that i got 10$ but now i want my guitar back and im tellin u wut he better have it back by 2 lol

i watched that 70s show with nate for about 2 in a half to 3 hours yesterday woot woot... wut fun party at nates just kidding! wow i was bored lol i could of done that at my house naw i dont want to be mean it was nice for him to come get me and just hang out and watch tv for about 3 hours even tho we didnt hardly say anything  but thats ok.. i mean at least we are getting along..sum what lol j/p ok well im going to

oh and i think me and kim are going to go to sumthing fun yay but shes not awake yet im suprised im awake

o and one more thing i herd that j monahan was gonna ask me out soon thats wut nate told me he told me that he likes me i was like o geezz.. im scared lol cuz im not ready for a b/f i dont think i want one and jeffs a real sweet guy and i dont want to hurt him .. ok luvins

::..Marissa..::

you no wut melissa u can kiss my fucking ass ....omfg! u are unbelieveable lol i cant believe that u would actually say that the whole time we have been friends i have been using u hmmmm id sure as hell love to no how? its pretty pothetic that ur the one who asks me to go places with u like both football games and flip the fuck out for no reason wut so ever all b/c i was talking to a couple friends for like a half hour if it was even that long and then u walked away and u went ur way i was not using u BTW but u no wut wen i went to talk to u u walked away like a little imature retard i guess some people just dont understand i guess my friendship means nuthing to u...but hey w/e my concience is clean i didnt do a damn thing wrong to u except be there for u... o  and one more thing why the hell would i apply to work where u work if i was "using" u dont u think i would want to get away from u if that was the case but see the thing is i dont no how im using u i just have so much to say to u rite now but im gonna keep my mouth shut ...enuff said now i have better things to do then keep talking about this bullshyt drama that makes no sense... u blow things way out of portion i really dont believe u would even say this to me ... lol the nerve im so pissed off u've got me laughing hope ur happy....

-MarisSa-

im fealing real weird rite now and i dont no y, my stomach hurts my throat hurts im cold and hot off and on and then people are making me upset just by stupid lil things that are dumb and i shouldnt be gettin upset about nick came over today and brought his guitar we played guitar like the hole time he was here looked up tabs and all that good stuff... u no sumtimes i wish i was invinsible that would be great .. but thats the way im fealing rite now even tho im not but im gonna go ttyl