&& i've always wondered
what i did to deserve this. Please oh Please
dont forget about me I feel in love with you
the first time you laid your hands
on my waist. You dont have to love me
You dont even have to like me
but you WILL respect me. && you saved my life. You caught me
when i thought i'd fall forever
You Liked me
when i thought i wasnt good enough
You Loved me
when i thought it was too late. Hold me in your arms
its my sanctuary
because you make me feel safe The day
when the world stops turning
The day
The stars stop gleaming
The day
Sun wont come up
The day
when the sky is never blue
That is the day
I will stop Loving you You'll always be my number one
even if you dont care
but sooner or later you'll understand
I was the person for you
too bad ill be moved on by then. Someday you'll hold me
Someday you'll kiss me
Someday you'll love me
Someday soon. I hope with all my heart
i dont screw this up
because if i do
i quit. My stomach. to fat
My arms. to long
My legs. to big
My lips. to small
My hair. to frizzy
My skin. not clear enough
you see what a girl goes through?
maybe if you knew.
you'd be like this too. I wish you knew
what you did to me
when you look my way Sometimes i wish
that you would see me. Everytime you call me
Everytime you hold me
Everytime you kiss me
Everytime you hug me
i fall a little more in love with you i wish that you could see
how much that you mean to me
but instead you see
an annoying girl
with adoring eyes
whom you despise. Sometimes i wonder
what i did to lose you
and i cant figure it out
so ill just blame you
and your insecurities. Your eyes could make me melt
but it doesnt
its your smile that gets me.
every damn time. Why cant you just leave me alone?
you make me fall in love all over again
you know you're a pain.
oh please dont leave me again. You will always be the first thing i think of
when i wake up
the last thing i think of
when i go to bed
and the only thing
that stays in my head. I wish forever hadn't been so short. nobody loved me like you did
nobody has been loved as much as you
and you left me.
i wish you knew i loved you too. i know your secrets
you know mine
maybe you care
just a tiny bit
b/c my secrets
are still being kept. | 
