Wow you're such a sweet Muslim! Babe, trust me whether you think about it or not most things you do surely are fi sa bilillah

Salamualyakum... if you're not sure about a major decision, pehaps Allah (swt) can give you direct guidance through salatul isthikhara... perform it properly and be true to yourself if you really get a vision or feeling that clearly guides you... and according to what I hear from shaikhs, Allahu Alim, if the guidance is easy to follow, then follow it, and if it's extremely difficult, then don't do it.... but hey, don't worry about it too much, go with the flow, always take a step back, look through the bird's eye view, and weigh out the pros and cons of it all insha'Allah... feel nothing and then think about the decision, yup easy to say hard to do, but with a mind thinking clearly I'm sure you can make the right decision, insha'Allah, mmm? =)  salamualaykum.

dats life hun when ya hit them rough patches... but ya just gotta let Allah show ya da way sista!

We must accept Him so dat He may guide us... we keep leaving Him out then wonda where He is... He is always here, we just gotta accept Him.

hala!