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I was little I knew I wanted to live in a big city. I'm moving to Las
Vegas in less than a month and I don't think I could possibly be
feeling one more emotion. Everyone keeps asking why I'm moving so here
it is...I'm not moving because I hate my family and friends. I'm not
moving because I'm pregnant (lol). I'm not addicted to drugs or being
forced to leave by anyone. I'm moving because I want to start over. I want a new beginning.
I've always loved the city life and Vegas makes me feel like I can do
anything. I'm lucky enough to have an aunt, uncle, and cousin in Vegas
that are willing to help me with everything. I would be stupid not to
give it a try. I'll miss my friends and family more than I can even
imagine. I can't stay here for anyone. I need to do this for myself. Vegas holds so many opportunities that I would never have in Ohio.
Ever. I'm bored with my life here. I don't look at it as running away
from anything. My mom cries almost everyday thinking about me moving
across the country. It kills me to see everyone hurting so much but I
know it's going to be okay because if I didn't think it was going to be
okay I wouldn't be going. I'm not leaving to party all the time and
blend in with "Sin City". I want to be successful and learn how to
take care of myself. I want to be able to take care of my family
someday and I know Vegas will be a great start. I hope everyone can be
happy for me and support me in my decision. I hate hearing Nate say
"Are you in Was Begas?" or Emily saying "You can't leave!" Seeing
Nadine cry instantly makes my heart break. I won't be here to see
Xander grow up or see Gina's new born baby. I have to sacrifice so much
and if I didn't think it'd be worth it in the end, I wouldn't go.
Dealing with homesickness will be the hardest part. I need to help myself now so I can help everyone I love later.
It's time to start my life instead of living everyone else's. I'll miss
every single one of my friends. I'll miss my Toledo house. I'll miss
staying at Luther Meadows. I'll miss spo0kz & screamz. I'll miss
every Against the Fire & Rediscover show. Oh my gosh, I'm going to
miss Against the Fire. Unfortunately, I'm going nowhere here. I have a
21 year old cousin that I've seen once every couple years my whole
life. I have an aunt that had to leave her family in Ohio and moved all
around the country to start her own life. I have an uncle that is
honestly one of the most amazing men I have ever met in my entire life.
They're all amazing people and they're giving me the chance of a life
time. My new home will be millions of people's vacation.*
PS: I'll always say HELLA.
and because it's always been our song & I couldn't ask for a better set of people to call my friends ...
* (you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever (first kisses)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever (new stitches)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party (collar weekend)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly (appearance ticket)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen (November to...)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done (...remember)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said (nightswimmers)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get.*
To all my friends: Thanks for being my family. I love you guys forever. I wouldn't change a thing.
To my family: Thanks for being my friends. I love you guys forever. I wouldn't change a thing.
Love.* |
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| I'm moving to Las Vegas, Nevada in about one month.
...so0o....bye?
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| i have my first girlfran.
i<3youk8!
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| warped tomorrow:D awww shit |
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