So, I haven't been here I know gosh..
sad right? well, I'm back from out of bay..
lol but yea here is one poem
I wrote it for Luke when I liked him
now hes just a jerk

<3:

Just cause I'm walking out this door (Its weird leaving you)
doesn't mean my feelings are gone from before...( I still love you)
I know it hurt me to say (gosh, It was hard to say and made me cry)
but I'm pretty sure I'm keeping it this way ( without you...gosh)
but I can't do this no more. (being with you)
I just following my heart like before ( it always leads the way they say)
I'm sorry for putting you through this. ( didn't want to hurt you)
I don't want to hurt you like I did me.. ( yea I'm hurt too)
I know  I still love you baby ( I do, its true)
so don't forget about me ( I'll remember you)
gosh babe I wish you could see (I really do)
that I don't want it this way (wish it was different)
I don't even know what I want anyway ( what do I want?)
I don't even know if this is right. ( I don't know anything)
you'd think that someone who loved you woul dfight for you to stay but no you just let me go away.

Baby, I love you
and
I'll never let you go.
but if I have to
boy I think that you should know
that all the love
we made can never
be erased and I promise
you
you will never be replaced.
I love you
yes I do
i'll be with you
as long as you want me too
until the end of time
^^^ Thats a song to someone I once loved JGC

The fire is out/but it bursts into flames again/violated in a restaurant/by a women who doesn't even know me/making a rude comment/just cause her daughter doesn't like me/ means she doesn't like me/ her daughter hears something about me/and all the sudden its true/she has to start another rumor/but she told it to someone i love this time/ shes going to tell him lies about me/so that are relationship ends/ cause shes a evil witch/but he won't believe her/ he'll ignore her/ he'll walk away/ he doesn't want to hear such lies/he loves me to much/he knows i need him and he needs me/Or will he believer her?

She gets a spot on her shoe. so what did you do. lean down and licked it off. cause thats all you can do to keep a friend. or then you think Ur life is an end. if she was Ur friend she wouldn't use you. you could be yourself and have friends that wanted you for you

We look at each other.
We think of what we used to have.
We think of how we ended.
We think was it a mistake?
We hug.
We say hi.
But what we really want to do is grab each other so tightly and never let go.
And scream "I LOVE YOU!"

Never will forget all the things you said.
Always will remember the things you got me.
But I just can't get out of my head the one thing you did to me.
I HATE YOU!

Your the only one that makes me smile when i want to cry and flood the world.
your the only person who makes me laugh when I'm so mad i want to kill the whole world.
your the only person who can hold me so gently i fall asleep in your arms and never want to wake up.
Your the only person that can be with me and light my world.
Your the only person who makes me feel the only feelings of good i feel.
Your the only person that i want to be with when i die. You the only p[Orson who i love and i will never love anyone but you and you only for the rest of my life and afterward.

Welcome to my Feelings site I guess..hm
I hope you like this.. MWAh
you can leave me comments..
and I'll be extremely happy
My real site......www.xanga.com/fallformebad

Meeting you was rad
but leaving you is sad
I mean I don't know
what the hell we had
but god it made me glad
But I Know all the
things we did were way bad
so bye bye
ur leaving me just like my dad.
</3

I need him more then anything
but I push him away constantly
something leads me to him
and then I'm happy but then
I'm pulled away from him and
I'm not happy but depressed
cause hes not there for me..
at least thats what I think
he is always there..
I just don't see cause
I'm hooked on nothing other
but myself.. but I know I
should focus my life on him.
its just hard.
so what do I do to pull back through?
I'm confused in this world
I don't want to be here
and I take my chances leaving
I know its wrong.
But I want to be Gone...</3
Kill me

I like you
I said it.
I feel it.
but you. Don't hear me
you don't feel it like I do
cause your hooked on her. not me
sad for me
but true in life
ur hers not mine
so I should just get on
bye bye

Today, it was wrong
what we did was against the rules
I look like a slut
you the cheater
but you can still be happy
you still have her
you won't tell her
or will you
if you like me?
you wont you dont' have the nerve
you can't break a <3
but you did mine.
I can't be happy with you
I have no one to tell
but I like you.
its not enough.
shes the one you like..
I want to give you my <3
but you keep throwing it back at me
it hurts you know.
the pain of rejection
you jus tdon't understand

Theres some for you