GUESS WHAT?!

well, as if it isn't obvious or something, i'm back.
now you can all cheer.

i know you are.

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"sit tight, i'm gonna need you to keep time, come on, just snap snap snap your fingers for me... good, good now we're making some progress, come on, just tap tap tap your toes to the beat."

so, here i am, yet again. with nothing else better to do. hmm...let's see...so what's new?

01.) i think i'm quitting music. well, not music in general, but piano lessons, at least. it'll break my heart to do it (i've been taking since i was 5) but i don't have time anymore, and my heart's just not in it like it used to be. so why waste my parent's money?
02.) my parents want me out of the house so damn bad, that they signed me up for summer school. ohh joy.
03.) there's somethings i just can't get over. sigh.
04.) school = sucks. i've got wayy too many things due all at once, and no time to do them over the weekend. since i have a freakin u.i.l. meet in paris saturday morning. argh.
05.) panic! at the disco is my new favorite band.
06.) i feel unwanted alot of the time. i just want to be someone's ray of sunshine. i want to mean something.
07.) i'm prooooobably headed to ft. worth feb. 23. yay! only...i'm dateless. any takers?
08.) i still don't have a car.
09.) i think i'm grounded this weekend.
10.) my cell phone's on crack. the mic is broken or something so whoever calls can't hear me.
11.) ohhh, and for some reason, my parents bought me a 500-minute phone card. i was like wtf? who can i use that on? well, actually, there ARE people i could use it for, but we haven't talked in forever, and they never answer their phone anyway. and they probably don't even want to talk to me. so..yeah.
12.) i wrote a song yesterday. btw, it's actually decent.
13.) i just realized i don't know what the word "harlequin" means.
14.) i give up too easy.
15.) the ecstatic feeling is gone. wayyy gone. so, someone cheer me up. yeah, that means you.
16.) how many of these things am i going to come up with? geez....
17.) my digital camera is still broken.
18.) i'm so quitting this list at #20.
19.) almost there....
20.) okay, i'm done.



i just want to be someone's ray of sunshine...?

P.S. hey, seriously, you, meet me in fort worth, february 23rd at the ridglea theatre.

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hey..so i'm at school right now with thirty minutes left until the bell rings. so i thought, "aha! what could be worth doing that's better than making a new xanga entry?" obviously, i couldn't think of a better answer. so, here i am...

well, i do believe the ecstatic feeling is beginning to wear off. even though i've had a semi-good week here at school, there's certain things that have just been going wrong. well, not really. it's just an odd feeling i've had lately, which has put me on edge...and anything that anyone says or does that rubs me the wrong way, sets it off.
i'm sad to say that i've been going off on my innocent...and very cute boyfriend as of late. he's been my main target. i'm always getting upset with him. for nothing. literally. (and he knows what i mean by that.) lucky that i get over it in like five seconds though. he always manages to make it better. and fast. my last boyfriend and i would get into an argument or something, and i couldn't let go. i wouldn't exactly be mad over it still, but it would be something that was said or done, that i couldn't let go of for anything. it would take me days to get over a fight, but that's not the point.

anyway, on to bigger and better things.

i came across a familiar person's website today. i knew her to say the least; she graduated two years ago, and now she's in college, and happily married, with a kitten to take care of. lucky girl. it made me jealous, strangely enough. i want that. i'm ready for it. i'm ready to be gone, out and away from this town, and in college. i'm ready to be married, and start a family of my own. not with kids or anything, but like, with a puppy or something. i'm ready for my own little paradise, a cozy apartment to share with my wonderful husband <insert joshua here> being able to cuddle up every night and fall asleep with the boy that i love...my god, i'm ready to be happy. that's what i want. happiness. sorry you had to read through all of that to get the main point, but i just now realized it myself.

well, fifteen minutes left, and i just realized i didn't ever grade the papers ms. anthony needed me to. so, i'm out of here. bye.

♥kara

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happy new year everyone!

let's hear those new year resolutions...

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well, first off, MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

i don't think i've ever been really happy for this long a time. ever.
christmas break makes me happy, santa makes me happy, my presents make me happy, my family makes me happy (imagine that), my friends make me happy, my wonderful boyfriend joshua makes me happy, christmas dinner makes me happy, my acceptance letter from UT Tyler makes me HAPPY, my upcoming ice skating trip makes me happy, even the weather makes me happy. YaY!

the only thing that has slightly dampened my "ecstatic-ness" is the fact that my digital camera is broken. so...no more pictures. sorry drew.  haha.

anyway, have a very merry christmas whoever is reading this, and a happy new year.
oh yeah, and leave me a comment!

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