| last night sucked. i still don't know where we stand. i love him with all my heart. why can't he see that i don't want to be with anyone BUT him. i love him. :[ |
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| not going to warped. gotta work. $.
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| been listening to rise against a lot lately. they're a bit of alright. go. listen. you'll see what i mean. warped tour's gonna be awesome. i'm going with my favoritest people in the world. ape-er-ill maii, cassandra renee, and kleenuh bug. i love them so much. they're awesome. i love being with them.
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| I really hate everything right at this moment. and I know no one reads this shit so I can write whatever the fuck I want to basically. but I hate it when I come home and my fuckin bathroom's trashed and noooooooo one did it. the house phantom did it. fuckin sisters. bullshit. I hate them so much. they don't understand that they need to learn to fuckin clean up after themselves at fuckin 13 years of fuckin age. 13!!! and they come home from the beach and get sand e v e r y w h e r e and say that no one did it. I fuckin sure as hell didn't do it. I was fuckin with april all damn day. I've been to the beach once this summer. (not enough time... you know me). fuckin a. they suck ass. oh and yeah they're friends with cassandra's little boy toy whose annoying as fuck sometimes. his friends, who are fuckin 13 and 14 yrs old, are friends with my little sisters. if I ever catch them smoking, or fuckin pot in their room, I'm gonna fuckin shit a brick. and throw it at them. lately I've been listening to rap, the beats are awesome and very sync. (if that makes sense). I hung out with a couple dumb boys last night and michelle. I ended up crying cuz guys are fuckin gay as shit. and I hate them. ha. yeah right. I wish. everytime I say I hate guys!!!! I'mma become a fuckin lesbian!!!!!! I see a guy walk by and I'm like daaaaaaayum. there's no way I'm giving this up. so.. it kinda sucks. that saying "you can't live with them, but can't live without them" kinda applies there. fuck. I wish guys didn't treat me like shit sometimes. I really don't want to name any names, but, I just hate it when I try and try and try and totally gey fuckin shot down. I dunno.... I'm talkin to this guy that's really amazing. and he's really funny and I love how he can make me laugh and how he says the funniest things that make me laugh my ass off. he's hilarious. he's very cute and he needs to know that. he's awesome. I love everything about him. and that's it until I feel the need to get shit off my chest again...
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