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Name: Manda
Gender: Female
Interests: Loving and serving my Lord in any way that He sees fit.
Occupation: Student
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| So Xanga took away my cool setup. You remember that 30 day trial period
for the premium service, right? Hehe. I kept the whole thing
though...muahaha. I'm so smart. 
Just to let everyone know, Phillip and I are fine. My doubts and
worries were just really getting to me. It's okay though. I know that
if it is/isn't meant to be, God will show me. He's so cool like that. 
Right now, though...I am still 110% head over heels in love with him. I
really really really REALLY love him. I should write him another letter
sometime soon. He deserves it.
So school starts in one week exactly. Bah. I don't know if I'm excited
or not. I know that Phillip and I won't get to talk as much, but then
the time will go by faster and it'll be closer to when I get to see
him. I can't wait. WEE! I keep having this daydream about when I first
see him. I always imagine that I'm walking through an airport towards
where everyone is standing and waiting and I see him just looking at
me. I cover my mouth with my hand because I know that if I don't do
that then I'll cry. The tears are already streaming down my cheeks,
though. I walk a bit faster and when I finally get to him I just throw
my arms around his neck and hug him as hard as I can as I cry into his
shoulder. I'm such a cheeseball, but that's what I see happening. I can't wait. I just can't wait...
So I just got out of work and I want to relaaaaaaaax for a bit, I
guess. Phillip is going to call me back when he's done playing baseball
with a three year old and a fishing rod. Haha.
Have a wonderful night, everyone. God bless you all!
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| Phillip...we need to talk about something. It's going to be a long
chat, so we should try to make it sometime after 7PM for me at least.
We'll see.
We really need to talk, though. My thoughts have been getting the best
of me. I don't want to post what I'm thinking right yet. We'll see
what's arrived at when we talk.
Lord...please give me strength. I desperately need it.
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| So today is my last day in Virginia. It was so amazingly boring. Seriously. It was pretty much a waste of two weeks.  I
could have been talking to Phillip everynight and could have been
working to save up money to go see him, but noooooooo...
My friend that got me this place to stay is in the Navy. He's a good
kid and a great friend, but they changed his work schedule halfway
through my trip. He now works 7PM to 7AM, meaning he sleeps during the
day, meaning I'M STUCK HERE DOING NOTHING! And to make matters worse,
my phone doesn't work right around the naval base because it's retarded
and all the crap around me screws my signal up. The service sucked to
begin with, but with all this machinery and whatnot around me it's
74389275092752375934 times worse. Whatever.
Whatever. I'll be home tomorrow. I'm supossed to go to a going away
party for my friend Austin (he's been recruited into the Army...psycho
retard), and then to a grad party. I know. Kinda late. The kid is a bit
off, though. Talon Roberts...I guess he just wanted to make sure that
everyone would be able to go or something? Whatever. So I'm gonna be up
late tomorrow again. Eh. Could be worse, right?
AND DANGIT! I HAVEN'T BEEN FISHING ONCE THIS YEAR!! GAH!
Yes. I fish. I'm a hick. And a girl. And I'm not afraid to get
a bit of dirt under my non-existant nails. And I miss it.
Besides...it's a good way to get a tan. 
Phillip would take me fishing. I know he would. I think. Would you, Phillip? I'm sure you would.
So I'm going to wrap this up. My baby is on the phone right now! YAY!!
GOD BLESS YOU ALLLLLL! | | |
| I haven't updated at all lately. I'm still in Virginia and I can't
wait to go home. I'm just sick of this place and just waiting all day
for Nick to get out of work. It's not exactly the vacation I was hoping
for.
I miss Phillip. Oh my gosh, do I miss him. My phone is retarded, so
I hardly get to talk to him and the connection is only good during
certain times of the day. Bah.
Well...I'm starving and bored. I'll try and update tomorrow. I probably won't be able to, but I can try, right?
If you read this, Phillip, I love you. I love you, I love you, I
love you. I love you so much, sweetheart...and I miss you like crazy!! 
God bless! | | |
| Hey everyone. I'm in Virginia. It's friggin' HOT! BAH! I'll be
updating less now seeing as though the connection is less than great.
So yeah. Just wanted to leave a bit.
Have a wonderful day.
GOD BLESS!! | | |
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