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| so here i am, at the end of all things
i can not tell a lie, or deceive the one I love
therefore I have come clean
and now I shall lose both our hearts | | |
| Why cant I just have a bad day? All I needed to do was vent and relax, not a million life lessons at once. I know people mean well and everything but damn.
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| "Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough.. "
<this is not directed at anybody in general, so dont think your special>
Have you ever felt like you were the happiest person in the world, but yet feel like youre the most alone at the same time? Which is not a very good question cause nearly ever single person out there has at least felt alone at least once in their life. Well, I mean the kind of alone where you feel a little ashamed for feeling alone. As if you had to right to. No reason. Family friends etc. I have more the most really. But I feel so grateful to have what I have. SO thankful. How come I abuse my privileges so. How come I tend to think less and less of myself as the days go by. Like a little piece of me floats away every hour and never comes back. Why cant I just be happy? Why do I have to make myself as unhappy as I am when I know I should be more then happy. Why do things go the way the go? I know Im whining. But I dont really talk to anybody. I dont want to feel psycho thinking that I have to talk to somebody. You going to be fine? Arent I always? Isnt that how people see me? Miss I can go to her with my problems? Not that I dont mind or anything. But how come when it counts, I cant seem to do the same? Why cant I be that opened up, how other people open up to me. Why cant I be my own pillar of strength as well as everyone elses? Will I never has enough strength for myself and the people I know? Will there be nothing left of me but fake smiles and laughter? Why cant I receive the hug rather then give it? Why cant I be the person I want to be? Who I know I should be? I live y life helping and saveing others. But In the end . . . who will save me? In the end who will remember me?
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| When You Say You Love MeMe and Philip Have A Song Now. Its So Cool I Lurves him so much ^^ *squee*
Josh Groban's "When You Say You Love Me"
Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive
You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive
[bridge:]
And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,I know why I'm alive
When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?
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| Back In ActionWell I decided that since I clogged up my old xanga with extra crappy-ness, that I would start this new one. So re-add and whatever you'd like to do. | | |
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