cousin

God.... i am so mad.... why does my cousin have to be such a snitch... she's like my aunts pet or something she like told my aunt that i was on the computer and that i was on myspace and xanga and stuff and she got pissed... oh my god... she is so annoying... she could at least not tell. i mean my other cousin's keep their mouth shut. well, i guess i deserve it. lol... i'm still grounded and nothing bad happened except that i couldn't go on the computers on friday... lol... yet i'm still on the computer... i'm super weird. lol. my aunts like "your not going on the computer on friday, i was like who cares? its not like i'm never going to go on again. i could just go on at school. don't you just hate how school blocks myspace? well, my school didn't block xanga, so i'm going to go on xanga. lol... i hate my life. it's so boring. i guess that's what a azn gurl has to deal with, really strict parents. i mean seriously my parents won't even let me get a phone. they won't even give me permission to hang out with my friends. I never have the chance to except for myspace. I hate my life so badly. I know i seem all whiney but oh well... i can't whine to anyone except for on the computer. Everyone in my family are jerks and they're so wicked. I hate it!! They're hypocryptes too. my cousin's go on the computer too and they're all like why're you on myspace when you GROUNDED!!! i don't care. Right now they're like watching a movie with people who find homes for people. it's gay... i'm doing hw right now and i'm practically just done 1 sentence. I also hate how my cousin always gets on my nerves. I also hate how she hits me and acts like it's nothing. Once i got so mad at her, i threw a snow globe at her face and it hit her eyes. Of course i got in trouble by her mom. She spanked my like a billion times and i had to write an apologetic letter to erica and write 100 times that i wouldn't ever throw a snowglobe at someone's eyes. God i hate IB, it sucks. LOL anyways, whoever reads my blog thanx... no one ever does... lol.. at least i got to express my feelings.

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Grounded

I hate being grounded. It's just too terrible.. my aunt is just too strict, i hate it.I'm in IB and i have weighted grades, but she doesn't even care if i do. She just says i'm grounded. she only wants me to get straight A's. I'm not smart, i'm too stressed, i'm playing the piano and guitar, i also have korean school, american school and i have loads of homework. I don't even get to have fun these days. I'm just bad, so i'm sneaking on the computer right now. I'm just miserable. But i do have some good points in life. My friends..... i'm really really super obnoxious when around them. Well, anyway.. i hate being grounded.