Poppie ar!!!  yes.. it's rememeberance day  la... happy rememberance day every body!!!!!  

hi.. just wanna complain, the guy next door is playing his guitar AGAIN!! this is the 5th?? 6th?? time of the day,, lets just say he has been playing for the whole day.. i guess he is very bored, like me... but i really want to bang his door and tell him to STOP and i've had enough of his Folk? jazz solo??? whatever he's playing...  but you know, i'm too kind to do that.. so ... now i'm suffering with a pretty bad headache.... if i have my clarinet, i will make him suffer more then i do!! i promise....

i was planning to make this entry private. incase somebody gets worry..  but i change my mind, maybe i should share my feelings with people who share theirs with me...

       ok.. i finally decide to update my xange... am i having fun in U? eeeee. Hard to say, it is indescribable... i was taking 6 courses at the beginning of the year, now I¡¯m taking only 3...  dropdropdrop till i stop.....i can't drop anymore cause first year student can't be part-time.. haha... I just found out that i made bad decisions all the time. i shouldn't be taking that much first year courses. Why did I take that much at the first place?? Because I was planning to fast track... I don't wanna do summer school... incase I fail a course.... and I will take "easy courses" (courses that people says it¡¯s easy)...  I just have endless reasons and didn't think whether I can handle it or not. Some of the courses I took were not useful ... and I don't find them interesting.  I really learn a lot since I¡¯m a U student; gradually I understand the importance of making good chooses. Am I upset about the fact that I¡¯m not doing well in school? I used to be, but not anymore, I¡¯ve learned from my failure, and I feel I¡¯m doing much better after Christmas. I finally realize that i was lost on the big transaction, the turning point for 4 months! And now I¡¯m finally found my way. As I follow my path to be a better choose maker... Wish me luck!!!

haha.. i'm finally home!! I don't remember how long i've been waiting for today, i feeling really really good that i can stay with my parents and grandparents again! and i met my mom's new kitten whom is only 6 month old, but weight more then 6 pounds, he is fat! my grandma said he is like a DOG! oh my~~

-me, having a really nice first day home.

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