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Name: jessica
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 7/31/1900
Gender: Female


Interests: blink 182, boxcar racer, sum 41, my chemical romance, the used, good charlotte, nightmare before christmas, the breakfest club, 16 candles, volcom, billabong, roxy, oneil, zumiez, hot topic, long hair,long wet hair, randy, nathan, johnny, michael, rival enemies, simple plan, the sims, the sims 2, cauterize, linkin park, chronic future, joshua plooy, new found glory, nofx, the killers, all american rejects, green day, a static lullaby, senses fail, story of the year, yellowcard, adam russel, tom delonge, guys, an, andrew, kaitlyn, kristin, lacey, KIRSTEN<3, dylan, david from simple plan, billy from good charlotte, quinn from the used, JOHNNY, MICHAEL, andrew's smell(lol) , david kelly's smell (lol)
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

oh my god. this is so freaking sad. even though i didnt know either one of them, and this is the first time i have ever heard of them. i still feel really bad. here is bryce greenlee and billy macintosh's story: okay, bryce greenlee died in a car accident by a drunken driver on july 9, 2005 and his best friend, billy macintosh couldnt handle it.........he died june 15, 2005....it is so sad.. if my best friend died, i dont know what i would do, i would have like, a melt down. its really sad.

<<bryce

Visit Emo_is_too_scene's ****XXX**** Site!<<thats billy

here is what one of Billy's close friends said

"BILLY IS GONE...

AND MY EYES ARE BURNING...

i hear he tried to comit suicide last night... he was sent to the hostpital... but he had lost to much blood..."

 

here are the sites

http://www.****XXX****.com/home.aspx?user=RIPxBilly

http://www.****XXX****.com/home.aspx?user=RIPxBRYCE

and also Billy had a xanga.. before he killed himself... the most depressing

http://www.****XXX****.com/home.aspx?user=Emo_is_too_scene

<<billy's grave maker

rest in peace billy macintosh</3

there are blogrings, sites, everything for them. </3

this is really sad. so, yeah.

</3 jessica


hey people, i wont be on here for a while for certain reasons. so, leave a comment and i will be back in a while. okay? okay. have a nice day. lol. <3 jessica.

some quotes for the last time.<3:

 

i just wish that i could take your breathe away, so that you could be mine and i could be yours, so that we could walk to class together, so we could kiss in the rain, hold hands, hug all the time, talk even more, kiss, so that we could flirt, so we could just be in love, but see theres one problem... you wont take my heart. <3

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<3some more quotes:<3

I wish I knew exacty [what to say]
So I could be the one to take your breath away...
 

If you look inside a girls heart
You'd see how much she really cries
B r o k e n
hearts and lies
But what you'll see the most is how hard
It is to stay strong when nothing is right
And everything is wrong....
 
 
She's just a typical teenage girl
angry.   insecure.   confused
I'd tell her that things will be okay
But I don't want to lie to her
 
 
The past can hurt. But either you run from it
Or you learn from it. -The Lion King




It was the perfect crime
I stole your heart and you stole mine.




Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend




So she just sits there
By her phone
She hopes and wishes
With all her heart that
He'll call and tell her
What she needs to heart...

 
Why do girls always run from the guys
Who try to make them happy
But fight for the ones
Who make them cry... </3


Every penny in a well; every broken wishbone
Every 11:11 on a clock, every finger crossed
Every turn of a necklace pendant, every star in  the sky
Every fallen eye lash, evey blown out candle
Every wish I could make will never give me you.




I look at all the pictures I took as I sit
And flip through this book
All the memories run through my head
As I sit and cry on my bed




Isn't it ironic that the same of a heart
Is the same as the shape of two tear drops upside down

 
There's an emptiness in her heart
That she'd do anything to fill.
 
Never keep from sayin something,
simply because you're scared of the answer..
you may miss your only chance to say it..
 
XO _ i'M NOT ASKiNG FOR FOREVER ..
i'M JUST ASKiNG FOR A CHANCE _ OX
 
 
I realized what life is about ...
it`s hangin on when your heart has had enough,
& it`s giving more when you feel like giving up..
 
I'm going crazy & I don't know what to do...
I've tried everything & I just can't get over you...
& after all this I realize it can't be done...
because deep inside my heart, your the only one
 
 
 
do u ever wonder what your life_____*
looks like through someone else's eyes?
 
 
 
There are always times in my life when
I need a friend. But now is one of those
certain times when I need a friend who needs me.
 
 
Topanga: Cory, I love you.
Cory: I was hoping you did
--Boy Meets World
 
You know you like someone when you go out of your way to see him
when you take an extra set of stairs.. . just to walk by him
 
 
There a girl in my mirror crying tonight,
and there nothing I can tell her,
to make her feel alright
 
 
 i want him to come up behind me
and wrap his arms around my waist,
to catch me off guard and whisper...
I L o v e Y o u
 
 
you have no idea how much you've changed me
you gave me reasons to smile, thoughts to think,
kisses to dream about, but most of all you gave me
memories to never forget
 
 There are so many words I cannot say when I look into your eyes. Maybe you'll reject me and shatter my pride. Each day my love grows stronger but I won't let you know. There way too much behind my smile that I can never show. I'll hold you for a lifetime if you would take my hand. I love you like no other but you don't understand. So I'll dream of us together of how good it could be and will keep my love a secret until you're in love with me.
 
The pages may crumble, the pictures may fade,
but we'll never forget the {.friends.} that we've made.
 
i look at [all the picutes]
of the --> past *thinking* of
how the years went by so
||fast|| the dances, the
parties, the //pictures//
the [laughs] and the shoulders
to *cry on* the people i've
known since >>way back when<<
the `new kids` came every
now & then the friendships
that you make come & go
but there's always ||those few||
you'll [always know] now as we
go our `seperate ways` i know i'll
*always remember* these days
 
everyone hears you when you talk.
and friends listen to what you say.
but best friends listen to what you
[ don`t say ]
 
 
 
with you it`sz like i keep holding on for some reason
even though every inch of me wants to just let go
 
 
hey guys.. if you like a girl, don't play it the old way and pretend to hate her.. because that will only break her heart..
 
 looks grab your attention
but its the personality that
keeps you holding on
 
 
 Sometimes at night I get it bad && I think about the times we share...So I rush to call you hoping you miss me too. The speacial way you say my name soothes my heart && makes it ok. But you're not here so I hold my pillow...
 
 
 
Everytime i'm close to you, there's so much i can't say. & you just walk away never understanding, what you mean to me.

 
SOMETiMES THE MAN iN YOUR DREAMS
iSN'T THE MAN iN YOUR HEART
 
 
*I've said wut i needed to say*
*I've done wut i needed to do*
*Now whatever happens to us*
*I guess i'll leave it up to you *
 
 
 
Sometimes you just need to be with the person
who makes you smile. even if it means waiting.
 
 
 
Why is it that you want to despise him?
and just ignore him completly but when
he says the word "hi" you can talk to him
forever even about nothing..
 
 
 
Life isn't about keeping score, its not about how many people call you
and its not about who you've dated, or haven't dated at all. it isn't about
who you've kissed what sport you play, or witch guy or girl likes you. its
not abotu your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you
live or go to school. in fact, it's not about grades,money, clothes, or colleges
that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you
are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life
just isn't about that. But life is about who you love, and who you hurt. Its
about how you feel about yourself. its about trust, happiness, and
compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing
inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance
and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you
mean. Its about seeing people for who they truly are.

 
D0Nt BE SCAREd WhEN AN Old fAt MAN COMES iN YOUR ROOM At NiGht ANd thROWS YOU iN A bAG CAUSE i tOld SANtA i WANtEd YOU fOR ChRiStMAS


Sunday, June 12, 2005

the swim suit my woman wants....


Friday, June 10, 2005

         love is kind. it                               does not envy,
      it does not boast, it                     is not proud. it is not
    rude, it is not self-seekinq,       it is not easily angered, it
   keeps  no records of wrong.   love does not deliqht  in evil
  but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trust,
  always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails. when i
   
was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
      reasoned like a child. when i became a woman, i put
          
childish  ways behind  me . now we see but  a
            
poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
                 see face to face.  now i  know in  part;
                  
then i shall know fully, even as i am
                        
fully known . and now  these
                             three
remain; faith, hope
                                 
and love . but  the
                                      greatest   of
                                         
these  is
                                             love

 

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