| | i will be back home in a week.. i mean home as in Burma, my real home..
i don't think or know if i can ever call any place home besides
Burma.. somehow, i've never felt like i fit in that well
here.. i am a minority and will always be one as long as i m in
this country.. racism will always be an issue no matter what
people say.. thinking of having a family in this country scares me.. i
am in an interracial relationship and it is already very difficult..
and if i were to have kids, i am so worried about them being embarassed
about me just because i m not from this country.. they're going to be
embarass to tell their friends that their mother is not caucasian.. i
had a halfie friend who would talk crap about his mom just because she
was vietnamese and didnt speak much english.. that really upsets me and
i would never want to be in that situation ever.. alex once said that
if we were having kids, that he'd prefer girls only because it would be
hard to have a boy grow up in a interracial family.. and that really
does make me sad..
on the other hand, if people back home ask me if i m seeing anyone
here, and if i tell them i am seeing an american, what will they think?
i don't know what to feel about it.. i know my family know i m seeing
an american, but what do they really think about it? this makes me abit
nervous..
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| | Posted 12/9/2005 4:55 PM - 20 views - 2 comments
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