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Restless

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:18:13 GMT

I just wanna finish this stupid logistics case! The deadline already passed. I can't sit at home study. Entertain me... plz.

Back to reality

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 15:56:26 GMT

Back to sweden after 4 great months in Beijing. Had a wonderful time in China, shopping, partying and of course... i studied! wo xianzia hui shuo yi dian dian hanyu. Tho' i think i will forget everything soon.

feels weird and not weird to be home. too much emotions going on right now. miss all my friends in Beijing. Just relized that i left many friends behind in hk, but in beijing i left few friends but good friends behind. hope to see ya soon tho. just booked my hong kong ticket. yeah, soon back in asia again!

My beijing family (flatmates) Christmas party 24/12 2006. from the left: fredrik, johan, adam, me, nicolas, magnus and maija. Gonna miss our time together. intensive but h**l lot of fun.

Chinalized.

Had such a great time in Beijing. Time to turn page, time for a new chapter...

Tho it's little bit late. Happy 2007!

Best wishes,

Jenny

fundering

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 08:41:11 GMT

varför är jakten roligast. varför vilja ha någonting man en gång i tiden slängt iväg. varför gör det fortfarande ont fast ett år har passerat nu? säg mig.

I...

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 23:06:35 GMT

... learned that a relationship should start with communication and honesty. I communicated and I was honest. But now I know it should always begin with finding out if he is GAY or not.

I met this wonderful guy... why? It's soo ironic...

Jag tror på framtiden...

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 21:08:40 GMT

... tror du på mig?

Uttråkad.

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 17:30:57 GMT

Vad är detta? En halv dags ledighet och jag är redan rastlös. Varför? Varför kan jag inte bara chilla och ta det lugnt? Mår dåligt av att vara rastlös. Antar att jag måste bara varva ner, andas in och andas ut. Men det kryper i hela kroppen och jag är så sällskapssjuk. måste städa, handla mat. jag vill hem till skåne. Jenny chill'...

Then it was over...

Tue, 30 May 2006 21:05:22 GMT

Soon finished with my three years of study of Logistic programme. Time passes by too fast. What have I done during these three years. I can't really get it. Sweet memories. Have I've done everything I want yet before hitting the real world? I'm glad that I'm going to beijing next fall, an further extension of my student life. I don't wanna grow old and be a responsible adult. Sounds awful. Nite folks.

Half my wisedom is gone...

Tue, 30 May 2006 07:52:50 GMT

Yes, exactly 50 % of them. I had them removed - half of my wisedom... teeth. It hurts.

Where I'll might go...

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 19:34:15 GMT

Yes, it's gonna be Beijing next fall... Beijing Technology and Business University. I remembered in Hong Kong when I started to think that I wanted to go aboad one more semester. So here I go, Beijing here I come! It's a very small university compared to the other ones in Beijing and this time I think I will be the only Swede at that university. Scary, but fun.

Writing my final thesis right now in my major - Logistics. Anyone intrested in risks, risk prevention and cargo insurance? Writing my thesis with one of my best friends, Therese. She is really intelligent but sooo stuborn that she sometimes drives me crazy. We'll see if we're still friends in the end of this semester!

The spring is finally approaching in Sweden, after being delayed for a month! No more winter jackets and winter shoes!

I'm angry with my boxing coach. He's from former Yugoslavia (how to spell??) and was a professional boxer when he was younger. He lived in a culture where women are not accepted in the sociaty - especially in the boxing traditions - no women allowed. And his thought about women still live with him and have a great affection on his coaching in boxing. I hate it when he gives us girls that special look and his stupid comments. That makes me wanna quit. I should be used to is now after 3 years but still... Somehow it makes me wanna perform better, but i can't really motivate myself during those conditions. No, you can't speak with him... Maybe I'm just feeling pity about myself, not performing as good as the other in the competition group, maybe i should allow myself to change to easier level. I find it hard to balance my studies, my work and my sport intrests. What to do? I simply don't have time to practice boxing 2 hours and 5 days a week - especially with that coach.

Listening to Michael Jackson's Dirty Diana - love it.

Det kanske löser sig med kärleken i alla fall. Det ordnar sig nog skall du se. Våren är här nu, det hjälper nog. Tur att timbuktu finns : )

Me and my best chinese friend Hoan!

My new haircut, a very spontanous visit at the hair salon. I couldn't stand my old one any longer! I'm not really satisfied tho' i look happy:)

Kanske är det dax...

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 09:37:29 GMT

Kanske är det dax att släppa taget nu. Han har gått vidare och du står kvar. Patetiskt. Vad är felet, varför har jag gått rundor senaste tiden som en himla zombie. Vad väntar jag på, varför denna sinnesstämning? Är det detta pissiga väder? Är det vädret som påverkar mig? Är det vinterdepressionen som gör sig hörd? Eller ska jag bara tillåta mig själv att vara nere utan att skylla på några ursäkter? Det gör ont. Jag vill inte att han ska bli en person jag underviker att se. Han betyder för mycket för mig, men ska jag orka att stå emot?

Jag borde vara jätteglad, allt går finfint. Sommaren är ljus och hösten blir bra. Men nuet är hårt att tackla. Jag passar inte in...

Kent- Kevlarsjäl

One of my best friends, Kristina... We are totally diffrent. Living totally diffrent lifestiles. The most intellectual Party babe i know.