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| Had a very wonderful weekend~ Thx to all my gals & my h.s. buddies... It's always tons of fun to hang out!! Fri nite to the city to celebrate Helen's Bday have made us realized how important we all r to each other. It's nice to meet every time there's a bday in the group; however, it's definitely not enough!! It takes a lot to be where we r in lives and still be able to treasure the friendship & bond we have... right?!  @ PT Lounge
 w/ the bday gal & sharon~
Went to bed a little after 3am and got up early on Sat to go to my aerobic class w/ sharon. tired & sleepy!! but since i haven't go to class during the week due to my cold, promised myself i gotta go. went shopping then dinner w/ my h.s. gals... went to the city early for Twin's concert... surprisingly, it was pretty good, plus the seats we ended up taking were good~ hoho =) Thx for taking me Sharon!! Helen said i dun show my love & care to them much... i thought i am pretty obvious already... anyhow, really want all of U to know how blessed i feel to have all of U in my life. U wouldn't know how much U all mean to me!! -- ('<>') | | |
| started to talk to myself again... or i should say i started to rationalize the options i have?! it's never too late to start fresh @ my age, right?! even thou things turned out bad, i can still go back... even if i made lots of mistakes, i can still be regretful & moved on, right?! sometimes life is just a cycle, but the cycle do not have to be all the same pattern, right?! time to really think & ask myself wat matters more... -- ('<>') | | |
| i know i should go to bed early for work... it's just lately i've been having sleeping problem. am i always thinking too much? or i just like to torture myself?? i hate to feel insecure & helpless, & the worse thing is that i dun have control... should i listen to my mom? should i just let go?? or... -- ('<>') | | |
| it's been finally 6 months... for some reasons, feel like time goes by very slowly... started to feel old from time to time. just can't help to notice how a lot of ppl around me have planned for their future, in terms of work & started a new family w/ their loved ones. seeing them all excited about wat the future might hold for them made me wanna be like them too. we all should have accomplished smt in our lives, isn't it?! some ppl might have noticed that i lost some wt. duno how it happened, i guess my body just started losing some baby fat cuz i am not young anymore :( feel like i should exercise so that my body won't give up on me too soon. started to enjoy it actually, just feel lazy from time to time that i wanna back off. haha ^-^ i guess another reason why i wanna started exercising is to get healthier. kinda ironic thou cuz i just caught a flu over the weekend @ company bbq. shouldn't all the exercises i did made me stronger?! sorry if i passed the flu onto u thou... -- ('<>')  caught my flu from baby jusmine =(
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| It has been months from my previous journal... Time flies?? Is it? Or I am just being lazy? Sometimes ago, I found the old journals that I had back in middle school... Feel like writing journals in CHN & in my own writing can meant more... So I started hand writing down my journals again... A lot of things had happened... in which i would say more goods than bads. I guess either smt is good or bad depends on how i look @ it. I've been hanging out w/ my h.s. friends a lot more often now... meaning at least once a week. I am simply thrilled that we r still close or i should say even closer. Weekends is what i am waiting so impatienly for every week. Work thou... i dunno how to put it together. I would say work is not as hectic in terms of workload. However, as the company grows & having more employees, i started to feel so out of place sometimes. I guess a smaller working environment w/ less gossips is definitely smt I like more =) | | |
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