Dear TruepoeticJustice,

I love your peotry I really get it an understand. I'll tell everybody to look at ur sigh and leave comments.

Here @ the youth retreat, still wantin those new shirts.. But guess what y'all, broke again lol. Maybe goin to homecoming (if jessica gives me a dress). Or maybe not knowing my mom. Oh well we'll c.

Mucho, mucho, amor

Zarah

Dng my parents get on my last nerves. I just can't understand them. First they say i can sleep over terry's then they say no then they asy yes. Then they got mad cause i went to church late today and used no SL as my punishment. SL isn't just a hobby it's a respocibility but they don't care. You know what i shou;d've not gone to church at all mabey atleast i'd be in trouble for a reason. Atleast there i would be at fault. And they act like i could drive, like i could jut get up and drive away. You know what i'm gonna stop myself here b-4 i get stupid.

Bye

I'm so happy Dan Byler got moved to my english class so now i get to talk to him even more he's so sweet. And friday i get to go to the game and then i'm stayin over terry's house, away from my mom. My mom has really been stressin this week. I think it's cause she's in school again i d/k. I just hope she gets over it soon. Well i g2g

Mucho, mucho,amor

Zarah

ps-I'm over you. I f you don't want you don't want me and there's nothin i could do about it.You look perfectly fine w/how we are and u have me stressin for nothin. I'm not gonna let that happen. Not unless I knew for a fact that you wanna be w/me. So that's it. I'm sry i'm and i'm hurt that it won't work out but i d/k what to do and you're not helpin.