Bring it over here and let's go back Way back Ooh... Way back, yeah

I met him when I was a Little girl, he gave me He gave me poetry And he was my first

But in my heart I knew I Wasn't the only one 'Cause when the tables turned He had to break up

Whenever I got lonely Or needed some advice He gave me his shoulder His words were very nice

But that is all behind me 'Cause now there is no other My love is his and his is mine A friend became the

 Love of my life You are my friend Love of my life I can depend Love of my life Without you, baby It feels like a simple true love

Hope this s*** ain't clear

A freak-freak, y'all, and ya don't stop To the beat y'all and ya don't stop A freak-freak

Or could it be that it was All just so simple then A teenage lover who said He's just a friend

He moved around and we kept In touch through his friend Mike The world was young and he knew We couldn't rush but

Whenever I got lonely Or needed some advice He gave me his shoulder His words were very nice

But that is all behind me 'Cause now there is no other My love is his and his is mine A friend became the

Love of my life You are my friend Love of my life A dude I can depend, yeah, yeah Love of my life Feels like a simple true love, yeah

Hope this s*** ain't clear

 Y'all know how I met her We broke up and got back together To get her back I had to sweat her Thought she roll with bad boys forever in many ways Them boys may be better, to I had to let her (Never) She needed cheddar and I understood that Lookin' for cheese, that don't make her a hood rat (Rat) In fact she's a queen to me, her light beams on me I love it when she sings to me It's like that now

Love of my life Ooh, you know you rock my world and Love of my life You be boy and I'll be girl and Love of my life We don't stop until the break of dawn, ooh...

Love of my life Ooh, you know you rock my world and Love of my life You be boy and I'll be girl and Love of my life Yeah...

Currently Listening Love of My Life By Erykah Badu see related

well school started yesterday....ha ha class of '06! i only have 5 classes...and they are all really easy cept for english...so i get home by 12:45...how sweet. :)

lately ive been really tired...its just the schedule change in my sleeping habit i guess...causing me to be all lathargic. i hate it...the restlessness....feelin all low n shit.

to make things worse today...i had to return a shirt at the mall...and i ran into ra...and i was all happy when i saw him...i love seeing him...theres something about him that just makes me want to be with him so much and i wish he had never kept that big secret from me...and killed my heart. first love is the deepest. i regret so much but at the same time i wish i was still with him. i wish i wasnt so attracted to him that way i wouldnt have to go thru all of this. so.. i was devastated and sad all over again after i got home. i laid down on the couch while my brother played some guitar and fell asleep again..thinkin and cryin a lil about ra.

its so sad.

random pic...from katy's gay prom!

random pic again...of me and jewls :)

Now these are the real California Hollywood LA pics:

The infamous Rodeo Dr....Usher and G-Unit were up here but we didnt catch em. :( This is where all the celebs go for shopping..........wery wery expensive.

We were driving thru Hollywood downtown...and i saw this..and julie just had to take a picture. Ima hustla ima ima hustla baby.

BOYS ARE STUPID throw rocks at them hehe :)

Jewls and Van Helsing and Me

He looks throwd. But in person he was hottt. I look tired as hell.  

Uhh..too happy then?

THE BEACH....how beautiful. This actually reminds me of one of my favorite books: Five People You Meet in Heaven. You would say the same if you read the book.

lindsey im so hurt...ive never been this hurt in my life before...and i cant stop crying and crying and i cant explain to my mom why ive been crying so much..and i just got bak from LA...but i found out somethin real shocking and i couldnt believe it at first but now its takin me down....ive been cheated..and used for 11 months. and i hate life. never fall in love with anyone till u get married. u never know what will happen...as of right now i think i deserve all the pain im going thru..only bcuz of i have decieved God. i just want to be that person i was again.

so heartbroken....crying doesnt do anything cept make u feel worse and think about the situation more...

why do i suffer so much? maybe i deserve it...

i dont know if everything happens for a reason anymore.

ppl are liars and cheaters and selfish....blah blah blah

LIfe is unpredictable.

i hate life.