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Name: Amanda
Birthday: 1/3/1986
Gender: Female


Occupation: Education/training


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Member Since: 8/21/2004

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Man O man. I am having a little bit of a relationship crisis! What to do, what to do? I love my boyfriend very much, but what do I do when he doesn't have a job and I work full time and go to school. I live on my own and have all the freedom in the world and he lives with his parents and he's 19 and has a curfew of 11:30 sometimes 12. I want to have fun and be able to go out with my boyfriend and show him off and just BE us BE me. It's hard when I work and I have to try and make a schedule that will fit his needs. I can't keep doing that. I am almost positive I am getting another promotion and then I will have to work even more with a harder schedule!I'm 20 years old and I have to work this hard to get where I want to in life! I love him but I am struggling to figure this all out! I'm trying to make it work! Since he doesn't have a job I pay for a lot and I don't mind but it just sucks sometimes and I know he's tried to find one but I don't think he tries hard enough!!! Am I just being selfish? I am just unhappy with the situation. Someone please help!!!


Monday, May 01, 2006

So things have been so so lately, I have been very busy keeping up with my school work and spending some quality time with my sister... who by the way is doing much better now.

I have been working when I'm not studying and relaxing when I can. I had our pool meeting for this summer this past week and I can't wait to have an awesome summer chillin with my home girl "T" Iced Tea! She's home , yay! I love you Tonya We're going to have good times this summer.

I have been going to church every Sunday and speaking with my Jesus, that always rocks my world !!! :) I can't wait till summer camp to spend time with my kiddies and help them stregthen their walk as well as myself!

So I guess so so doesn't really cut it... I have a great life, a wonderful God, a family , friends and a BF that any girl would be lucky to have! That's it for me today I am busting this popsicle stand! Cherry Soda Anyone? :)


Monday, March 27, 2006

So my past month has been very very crazy... finals out of the way and my sister back at home as well as my grandma who broke her ankle super bad and working my enitire spring break I am now back at school.

I got good grades this past quarter just waiting to hear my last grade for my History class. I pretty much have a easy schedule this quarter, and I hope it goes as well as last quarter... please pray for that.

My car hasn't let me down since the last incident and my relationships are in full bloom with pretty much everyone! I can't wait until the weather quits playing these silly games and warms up so I can get a nice tan and not have to worry about bringing a coat with me every where I go.

I love you all my wonderful friends and before you know it this quarter... or semester will be done and we can lay out in the sun!!! MUAH :*


Friday, March 10, 2006

Today is the day that the Lord hath made... we will rejoice and be glad in it!!! Whoop Whoop!

Yesterday my car conveniently decided to stall and then not start back up again, at a stop light with traffic and I was on my way to work!!! AHhhhhhhhhhhh... two very nice guys came and pushed my car into a parking lot where my friend and co worker Rodney picked me up. David and his wonderful dad picked up my car and reluctantly fixed it... so far so good! Pray for it though! Thanks

My sister gets the baby taken out today.... pray for that to.

I have to work yesterday, today, tom, Sun, Mon, Tue and Wed. PRAY FOR THAT TOO!!!!!!!! I could go crazy! it's bound to happen one of these days!


Wednesday, March 08, 2006

This past Sunday my oldest sister had a miscarriage. It was very sad... I cried the entire time in church. My other sister is also pregnant and she is due at the end of May.It's going to be very rough and I still haven't even talked to my sister yet... I got her a card but I just really don't know what to say. I know if I try and say something I will cry then she will cry and I just don't know how to deal with her yet... I want to say words of encouragement but I just don't know how to say it. This is all very new to our family and I know that things will work out the way God intended... I'm glad the baby is with God now, that is the only thing that I can think to rationalize this entire thing. I just would like you guys to pray for my sister! I want her to come out of this thinking differently about life and things.. in a positive way. Thanks Amanda :)

 



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