Dear Diary,
Monday, July 14, 2008
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Currently Listening
Rotation
By Cute Is What We Aim For
Doctor
see relatedI'll be your doctor, I'll be your cure; I'll be your medicine and more...
... And you can rest assured, I'm your doctor, I'm your cure... I'd love to play doctor with a couple people I've seen lately...Lol. Me and my mother went to this little deli-market-thing, we head for the meats, looking for some burgers for dinner. DAMN! The guy working the deli was a fine speciman of male proportions.... So of course we went back today, and thank whom ever you worship; he was working again.
Oh yea! I was happy! He's got that cute idie rocker look going for him... Mommy likes 
Lol.... He kinda reminds me of that Chris guy that worked at HMV.... Only taller.... Either way, he's hot, and I like it!
Friday, June 27, 2008
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Currently Listening
Rotation
By Cute Is What We Aim For
Practice Makes Perfect
see relatedI've become, what a mother wouldn't want in a son...
Holy shit. Have you ever had one of those moments, where, every thing your parents ever did to or for you, makes perfect sense? Or, one of those moments where you realize, I'm all grown up, and it must be killing my father (I'm a daddy's girl)? I just had one of those today. I was in the mall, strolling around in my cut-offs, when I seen this little girl, also in jean-shorts, run past me, followed by her mother (suprise, suprise, she was also wearing jean-shorts). It was at that point I realized that both my past and future had just run past me, in chronological order none the less! Every thing started to make sense at that point, I used to be that little girl! Now, I'm an almost-grown-up teenager; that's a startling jump. It made me wonder, do parents ever look at their teenagers and think 'this was my baby, my giggling little baby!'. It was so depressing.... One day I'm going to look at my son or daughter and I'm going to think, 'You used to be tiny! You came out of me, you aren't allowed to dress like that! Stop it! Stop growing up!!!'
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
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It's a sad day when you have to delete music in order to make room on your iPod... It's 2gb, you figure that would hold quite a bit! But alas, after 450 songs, I had to start deleting my crappy music in order to make room for the good stuff...
Monday, June 23, 2008
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Currently Listening
Metro Station
By Metro Station
Shake it.
see relatedIf my memory serves me right, I'll never turn back time...
Do they care or not? I won the Herman Albatross award today, the award for the invisible characture, always being the hero... The only way to win in is for people to fill your name in on the ballot... Does that mean they care? Well, connor certainly doesn't... He's going to ask Her out again... It's not fair! I'm still stuck on him, but now he's going to be with Her!! But... At least... I tried....
Thursday, June 05, 2008
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This tiger`s been tamed....
I'm supposd to be sexy, sultry, seductive. I'm suposed to stalk along my cat walk, as if you're a mouse for me to pounce on. This sexy thing just isn't working for me
I wasn't meant to be a vixen. I was designed in a way that I am a girl, with a brain, and you're supposed to love it. I'm not suposed to have to physicaly seduce you, my personality was designed to do that for me. But now, I'm slinky, stalking the cat walk, trying not to laugh, trying to stay in characture.... It's so hard!
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It's time for me to fly...
Is it really? Should I leave the nest next year and hop on a plane? Am I ready to leave home and go to Toronto? I'm not sure i can leave; I'm not sure I could handle being on my own... I don't think I could handle starting over, but it's the one thing I need more than anything else right now.... Why does life always have to throw the curve ball, right when every thing is starting to make sense...?
Sunday, June 01, 2008
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You won't try to save me... I'll save myself...
I'm so confuse... We aren't dating, he dumped me, yet why does he still flirt? I don't get it.... We flirt alot! And I really miss him... But I don't get it!
Why does he do this to me? I'm pretty sure he knows what he's doing too....
Friday, May 30, 2008
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It took six whole hours, and five long days, for all your lies to come undone...
I'm not sure if this is real, or just another stupid plot... Jake was being a fucking ass at final stage last night; so much so, that one of his friends apologized to me! He stoped saying things after his friends pointed out that he's a spiteful bastard... Then, to top things off, at the end of the night, he came up to me and said he has sorry! That he'd been taking things to far, and that he was sorry! Either he's finnaly noticed the line, and how far behind him it is, or, he's finding new, and more creative ways to be a douche. Which ever it is, I don't care.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
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Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight; prepare for the best, and the fastest ride...
Wow, the past two days have been a rollercoaster.... I don't even know what's going on anymore! All I know is that once again, work leaves me without a weekend... And once again, it's going to be sunny all weekend... I'm not sure what to do anymore, first there's Steven, then Connor, Dmitri, Nolan, Dalton, and Art's all over everyone... But What the fuck do I do? I know most of my list is so far gone: Steven doesn't date, Connor's hung up on that bitch still, Nolan's out of my league, Dalton's to old for me now, and Dmitri is a mistake waiting to happen. Fuck.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
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Currently Listening
Youth Games
So Over You
see relatedCoin-operated boy, with a pretty coin-operated voice; saying that he loves me, and he's thinking of
Alright, every time I see Connor, my heart breaks again, and a song plays in my head (see tittle), things are still good between us... But only at first... By the end of the night, we're both on edge, fighting, and the only song in my ears is So Over You by The Mission District... I miss him, but at the same time, I can't stand him! I don't want him back, don'r get me wrong, I'll NEVER give him a second chance, he blew the first one. Britt says she'll hook me up with a summer fling, but deep down... I still want just one guy.... But he's to stupid to do anything....
aHoleLabledLove
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- Name: aHoleLabledLove
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 4/28/2008
Keeps my heart racing...
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aHoleLabledLove has a different drummer behind the drum set in her head, heartbeat.
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aHoleLabledLove has a to much time in the sun, but still not burnt, heartbeat.
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aHoleLabledLove has a 'Oh My Religious Dentity', heartbeat.
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