I thought I wouldn't cry for you anymore...

but today I failed...

I still have tears to spare for you..

I realised I will love you unconditionaly no matter what..

maybe not the way I used to..

I used to love you with my life.. but right now I can only love you as a friend

I am happy that you have moved on, everyone has to move on

I guess I just need a little more time.

please don't get me wrong, there is not haterd between us.

I just need to make sure that I can handle looking into your eyes and not feel hurt anymore..

I just need to make sure that I can JUST be your friends

I just need to make sure that I can send you blessing from my heart

it's my fault for being so attached.. it's my fault for loving so blindly...

I need time away from you... sorry~

maybe one day, we will both achieve something that we both wanted but right now... there is a huge gap and I am too afriad to cross or even jump over..

let it be..

hahaha. life is soooo ironic...

hahahha... my heart hurts....

he told me today.. that he got married...

my first boyfriend ever... the guy who I used to love... just got married

how am I supposed to feel?

.....................................

He got married.......

I don't love him the way I used to... but still I feel weird...WTF

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When people can forget about their status..

when people can give a little or a lot of things to the messed up community

when people can forget their pride and ego

when people can still remember where they come from

when people can give back to their homeland

when people have appreications

when people contribute

when people can understand peaceful co-existance and equality

when people care and love those who are around them

These people deserve to be repected!

Black Eyed Peas you have my respect!

listen to "the Apl song" and "where is love" then you will understand!

What does not kill me, makes me stronger.......

BLACK EYED PEAS concert here I comeeeeeeee