its so hard tryin to keep track of all these internest blogs thingers. i dont know what you wanna call them. lol. myspace .. hi5 .. xanga .. facebook .. sheeeesh!

nehoooooo ... im finally updating .. today is the 2 year anniversary of my bestest grandpa. He took care of me when I was a little boy and I attended all of the goverment meetings with him. I wish I had a picture .. but sadly i do not. So tonight is a big dinner with my family .. which I will be missing part of because I have psychology class ... DAMN!! But at least I know this time where my psychology class is .. and I'll remember that it is not in the ECONOMICS classroom! lol. holy shit that was embarrassing!!!! lol.
So I have a Business exam on Thursday of this week. and I have yet to study for it .. I keep getting distracted!!! dammmmn .. it shouldnt be TOO hard .. just true and false but I mean .. 25 true and false .. im bound to get some wrong because t/f are tricky! And while studying i am distracted by my camera phone takin pics of tac!!!! GAWSSSSH!
So yeah .. nothing really TOO exciting .. just work and school .. and thats about it!

SO here comes my venting! lol.
Two days ago .. I was on my break from work and I was walking back from the food court and what not. and I walk past these two gangster wanna be white boys .. and one of them decide to say some thing to me! "FAGGOT." is what I hear come from that fuckers mouth! NEver have I ever encountered anything so discrimanatory in my entire life! I was pissed for the rest of the day ...
HOENSTLY .. its something that I have to get used to i guess. but i mean just dont accept because people shouldnt be talking that way. But the again .. you have to encounter the ignorant ones once in a while .. and that day must have been my turn! But heosntly .. this is why the world is the way it is nowadays .. where we encounter hate crimes .. murders against those that are just trying to live there life and be different. to be hoenst .. i could give a shit less what ANYONE may think of me due to my sexual preference. hoenstly .. its noones business but my own. I dont understand why people have to make such a big deal about it .. when they themselves dont have anything to do with it or yet .. even have to live that life. So pretty much .. people should jsut think to themselves .. "how would i want to be treated if I were that person .." and MAYBE .. JUST MAYBE .. the world wil become a better place! or else .. we will just be living amongst the countless ignorant drones that feel the need to take it upon themselves to judge people based on there sexual preference .. there looks .. and what not! some people need to grow the fuck up!!!!

other than that .. i am pretty damn dandy!!! lol.

miss you TONY!!!! a shout out to my buddy in ottawa!!!!

I'm BACK!

Wow ... after a rather long hiatus! Ok I will admit it though ... that I have not xanga'd in a while (1) because I have become a MYSPACE whore and (2) because I FCUKd up my xanga page a while back and I never knew how to fix it.  But a major shoutout to my buddy .. my lurve Tony from Ottawa. hehe. He is my buddy!  I have yet to meet him though because of unexpected circumstances. BUT one day we shall meet.

So it has been forever .. and honestly looking back at some entries, ALOT has definetely happened since then. So for starters .. I AM AN UNCLE!!! hehe. An uncle to a beauitful, handsome, adorable baby boy, whose name is Jason Lee Canlas-Bernardo. He is my heart and soul. If I had a million dollars, I would buy him a million and one toys. hehe. Ok, also so that I could play with them too .. his toys are FUN! lol. Considering growing up I was thrown a rope and had to figure out something amusing to do with it. This kid has got it going on!  He deserves it though!
Also looking back .. it was during the times I was in Ottawa. WELL .. that HAS DEFINETELY changed a whole lot. And hoenstly ... I miss it alot! I miss being home alone from time to time. Although it got a bit lonely .. it was nice to not have to worry about anyone but yourself. Not worry about having to come home at a certain time. Not worry about not having to save some hot water for others. hehe. Walk around naked!!! lol. (NEVER HAPPENED! ) But I mean .. all in all I guess I jsut miss the freedom. The freedom to actually just live on my own and fend for myself. I miss the memories. But hoenstly .. thats a WHOLE NOTHER entry. Im recappin on my life since then .. so i mean .. yeah!!! But since ive been back .. ive started school at a community college. OH GOD i wanna cry when i say that!! going from university to NOVA .. hoenstly .. no offense .. but its a BIG change for me .. and sometimes I wanna cry because ..  i dunno. But im taking only two clases .. starting it off slow ..

Intorduction to Business and Management
Psychology 201

This entire life changing thing that has happened in the past couple of months has really gotten me to look at life in such a different way. I dont try and live my life for anyone anymore. Hoesntly, I think by doing that, it has done me more bad than good. I dont regret my past .. I learn from it. And now im just moving on with my life and hoping for the best. There are many things and people that I do miss though. You know who you are. But maybe one day we will meet again .. and i will get to expereience it again. Its all on God and the time we are given.

Well ...
Im an UNCLE to a baby boy, I left Ottawa, Canada for Metropolitan Virginia, I'm a sales associate/visual team at MEXX in Tysons Corner Mall, I'm a Psychology Major Minoring in Fashion Merchandising.OHHHH and lastly .. IM GAY AND DAMN PROUD OF IT!  I forgot that part! lol. but .. lets make it clear peoples ..

I'm Karlo Luigi! i dont define myself with any stereotypes and what not. IM my OWN person. OWN individual. And being gay is only part of it. Believe you me, there is more to me than just that .. i dont live up to ANY stereotypes. I live up to me, myself and I!

"TWO SNAPS FOR ME! hehe"

Quote of the day:
"Life is not about the amount of breaths you take. Its about the moments that take your breath away."                             -Will Smith; "HITCH"-

Me in the Summer wit my nephew

My best friend and Me (WILL & Grace)

welcome back!!

hello! hello! hello! hellooooo!!! 

love you Will. just wanted to hack in and see if it works still. and IT DOES!! success! can't wait til I'm back home for winter break. oh yes! so I'm sorry for being sketch and this is on xanga. so there you have it. I love you.  miss you lots.

love,

grace

P.S.  toby says hello hello hello hello hello hello. to her eeyore twin.

Wow! don't I look fat in that little aluminum Michelin Man outfit? but oh so sexy. Anyways, I really miss my parents, and my best friend in the whole world, Suzo. and of course those fattys May and Lian and Woodrow, and Cha. but soon enough we will be reunited and it will be summer because I am ever so sick of all this snow. gees it's like Siberia up here. and as hard as it is to believe at times, there is a reason for everything. Stuff doesn't always work out how you plan it, but that's just it. You can't plan your life, no mater how much you want to- there are just some things you don't have control over.  so with that, I accept everything that has been given to me. You just gotta take the good with the bad. and it's not gonna be easy, because people you think you can trust, will turn out to be the ones to stab you in the back.  But it's how you deal with it and move on that makes you a better person in the long run.

   You have to learn how to forgive people because you can't really live if you're too busy holding grudges.  Life is too short to stay stuck in the past. We all make mistakes, and it's all just a part of life. Sometimes you just gotta pick up the pieces and move on. People change and you can't always count on them to be there for you, so that's why you have to be your own best friend sometimes.  Life goes on, it's up to you whether you move with it, or fall behind.

I LOVE YOU LIUGO <3

yessss ... im a fat ice sculptured Chef .. (miss my fatty's!!)