aMbErjAnE21's Xanga

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 17:30:22 GMT

sometimes i just want him ........................

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 23:27:42 GMT

"Living In Your Letters"

I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on nonetheless
and there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes.
(In your eyes, your eyes)

Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you and I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me.
(To me)

Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
and you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you, I'm begging you
Phone calls from further away
and messages on my machine,
but I don't ever tell you this distance
seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.
These roads go on forever,
there will always be a place, for you.. in my heart

So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
and head on my way up there.
'Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.

someday .............. maybe

Monday, September 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 22:37:20 GMT

nothing new in my life ...................... just school and gay crap!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE EVERYONE !!!!!!!!! ~A

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 14:44:43 GMT

Keep on .......... keeping on

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 23:31:24 GMT

school started which sucks.......... but its cool to be back and see all my friends . wonder if anything will change this year. I hope i get close to the people i have talked to in awhile and maybe meet new people lol hard to do in valley center I KNOW . well anywaz i have to go study and continue on with my boring somewhat awesome life !

~a live each day as it was your last { im sure you all have heard it } but i was thinking about it today and theres tons of things i havent said to people that i need to say i guess that doesnt really apply here lol but oh well !!

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 12:46:37 GMT

whats up !?! well school starts tomorrow which really sucks ....... !!!! i havent been up to much lately. working and thats about it . well i hope everyone had an awesome summer ............. ~A

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 01:32:42 GMT

well everyone.... i went miniture { i cant spell worth shit} golfing the other night with brandon and then today [sunday} i worked . fun fun stuff. OH YA i went shopping and got two pairs of jeans one from hollister and one from american eagle. i also got the cutest pants their orange........ i know what you are thinking but they are totally cute !!!! well i know everyone was wondering so i will let you know that as for the boy situation i am still looking for the right boy..... i have to go do something ~A

please leave me comments

Friday, August 05, 2005

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 00:30:17 GMT

well last night .......{ i am like a day off in this stupid thing} we did end up going to see those boys but they were a bunch of creeps so we got out of their in a jiffy. we actually ended up going to mike paulsons house and just hanging out it was fun brandon mike and kevin were their plus some of their friends and of course my usual crowd of ladies.......... so much stuff happened last night it was awesome !!! well guess i will chat at u all latr ~A

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 13:22:39 GMT

well last night i went to texas roadhouse with steph,alex,audrey and charlene and then we went back to charlenes to hang out ! i love being with the girls so i think we should just screw this guy thing !!!! anywaz while we were at texas roadhouse we met these hott guys and i do mean hotttt guys ! { they go to goddard just in case anyone was wondering} so tonight i think we are going to go hang out with them so it should be exciting well leave me some comments guys ~A

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 16:05:25 GMT

hey guys well ......... nothing really exciting going on! since i last updated i have been to just about every movie their is to see. i went shopping to ! but nothing u guys would care to here about so leave some ~A

If you read this,
even if we don't speak often
Leave me with one memory of me
It can be anything you want
Good or bad
Just as long as it happend
Then post this on your xanga
and see what people say to you