Feeling crappy since yesterday...
Im feel sick.. I didn't even work yesterday. And I don't know if I should go today. Kinda sucks but at lease I got to rest. I don't even feel like going to my 12:30 class.. I have't skipped that class.. Maybe todaysa good time to. I dont know yet.. coz I don't want to miss anything..
2 more months til the end of 1st sem. Everything has been going fine.. I do the same thing every day.. Later.

Everything has been...okay so far. I think. lol.. Same same. School and work. Pay day yesterday! =) Hmm.. what to buy. I sometimes find myself buying stupid things. But I'm trying to save.. Anyways, school has been good. A little bit behind trying to catch up on my readings. Work is the same. I do the very same thing for work everyday.. (well 5 times a week.) the only thing that makes my day for work is if something funny or interesting happens. Like w/ the guest and stuff.

Zen just left for Texas for training. It sucks coz I didn't get to see her leave. But at least I got to see her the night before. And told her stuff I really needed to let out. She helped me a little which gave me a little relief. Her bf messaged me early this morning coz she called him. Now she's heading to Texas. Hope she does good. [LOVE U AIRFORCE ZEN!] Im gonna miss you til I see you.. on Dec.? hopefully.

Later.

I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart.

I finally got my health certificate. Now I'm broke from all the stuff I had to pay for. I dont even have money to put gas in my car. How sad is that?! lol. My mom's even off island. So it leaves my dad to ask money from =\

I've been feeling a little down and confused lately. Just this bad feeling about something.. or someone. Trying to figure out what to do about it. If I should even tell him about how Im feeling. It's getting harder everytime. And it shouldn't even be this way. Im trying as much as possible to not think about it or even let it get to me. It's just that I never had so much doubt about someone.. its weird. What if its the other way around. Like all of this.. what Im feeling means something good. I dont know.

Anyways.. There's so much stuff that needs to be done, but Im feeling soo lazy to do it. For school and work. I hate it. Like the Fafsa application. Im nearly finish there's just something missing. I hate stuff like that. So much Bull shit.. =\ But whatever. Gotta do it anyway.

Me and the girls gotta go out more often. Whenever I do someone is missing. hah. This is it for now. Later.

Today was a long day.. I had to pick up a copy of my shot records coz my mom lost mine. Then went all the way to magilao public health for nothing. It turned out that I need to update my TB skin test coz the 6 months was due 13 days ago. sucks.. Im taking my shot tomorrow. Hopefully I could start working by next week. Coz Im sooo broke! lol. Yeah guys. Im going to be working at Hilton tree bar waitstaff. Yay.. cant wait. hah.. Well its gonna be hard and stuff but still good. =)

Tomorrow. I hope I get something done! Its pretty tiring tho. Driving around trying get stuff done. I still need to buy shoes for work and I cant find the one I want. hah.. I know its only work but I dont wanna look funny. I look bad enough in my uniform lol..

School starts in about 4 to 5 weeks.. Hope I get to out a few more times before the end of the summer. I'll be woking and going to school at the same time. Yeah! Gonna go dancing and get wasted. hah. And maybe dance with cute and really tall navy guys again hah. I still remember that really cute asian dude. I was starring at him while dancing with my friend lol. It was so funny.. Made me all tinglely inside. =\ hah. Might go Globe this friday or the friday after. Before I start woking heh. later.