I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart.

I finally got my health certificate. Now I'm broke from all the stuff I had to pay for. I dont even have money to put gas in my car. How sad is that?! lol. My mom's even off island. So it leaves my dad to ask money from =\

I've been feeling a little down and confused lately. Just this bad feeling about something.. or someone. Trying to figure out what to do about it. If I should even tell him about how Im feeling. It's getting harder everytime. And it shouldn't even be this way. Im trying as much as possible to not think about it or even let it get to me. It's just that I never had so much doubt about someone.. its weird. What if its the other way around. Like all of this.. what Im feeling means something good. I dont know.

Anyways.. There's so much stuff that needs to be done, but Im feeling soo lazy to do it. For school and work. I hate it. Like the Fafsa application. Im nearly finish there's just something missing. I hate stuff like that. So much Bull shit.. =\ But whatever. Gotta do it anyway.

Me and the girls gotta go out more often. Whenever I do someone is missing. hah. This is it for now. Later.