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| woah xanga...its been a while...so lets see...i still work at outback...and im in head over heels for this guy i met there...figures eh, me and a guy? lol. well his name is matt and hes great. no really, great...to bad for me tho im goin to college and hes moving. yay for fate. oh well. this shit always happens to me, im so fortunate...well for right now i am. so yea thats just an update. i been having a whole lot of fun so far with him and all the new friends i met at outback. especially casey...i fucking love this girl, we do everything together. shes awesome. well yea, thats wut i been doing, besides a shit load of work. well now i have a few days off and its like im just waking up. where the hell has the last few months gone? i graduated? what the fuck? its almost august again, wtf? its all news to me. but like i said i had some great moments along the way and alot of new friends. but its my old frinds i miss the most, and to allof you im sorry i havent kept in touch, my fault, i suck. sorry. really. imma try to get to all of you soon tho. i got some time for a few days. yay for time, wich i hate. fuck time, really, theres never enough of it and it goes so fast or too slow when your working. so yea, well amanda called me tonight and that was awesome, great convo if i do say so myself. ugh welll the moms is bothering me, like always so im getting off bc im bothered. well whatever. man, so much shit i gotta do before i leave, it sucks. like finding all my clothes that i dont know where they are and i pray to god it wasnt in my car when it got broken in to, oh yea that happen to...what a nice naborhood i live in now. and yea shit shit shit. lol. oh well...complain complain complain. okay im done like usual.
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| my family always gets the kind of luck that vanishes in a blink of an eye. really no joke...one of the worst days ever. shit was lookin up for all of us. really. i always get sick right when somethin happens...bad...and it just happens that way so i can never feel better. well...i puked my brains out this morning and stayed home from school. where i missed a bunch of test and quizes that i have no fucking clue whats on them. yay for me. i like keeping my grades up thank you very much and now haha for me and no exemptions either...wow my life rocks...secondly you really have no idea how furtunate you are until shit gets taken from you. Shits goin down with my parents and financial shit is goin down. and my dad might need my car, thru no fault of his own. wich totally makes me sad bc i really enjoy driving to school...but i can deal with that...what i cant deal with is having to quit my new job at outback. i really fucking love it there...and like i said when things get up for anyone in my family it goes down fucking drains. well with no ride to work then no job for anjalyse. its that simple. my parents are really more upset then me but of course i am upset. now instead of possibly saving money for college and getting ahead in life and same for my parents except for the college part. life just might run us back in the shitter. if i can somehow get a car it will put my parents right back in a bad situation...but im not doing it out of greed. i really wanna work. and the other bad thing is that all the money id get from working goes right into the car, to pay if off and gas and prolley insurance. no money for shit now. sad to say, but hey id totally take that option. i need a car for the future anyways, right? well i hope it will come to that kind of but in a better way. yea pray for us. we need it right now. thanks
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| oh i just like him so much!!! lol...differnt him from other entry. but had fun tonight with a bunch of people at Wingate. some select band people are fun! and i have a new girl friend to talk to...thank god for you Tia!! LoL you are awesome! and so yea...to all the guys to i love you and i just couldnt survive wit out ya! and i was totally the only girl one the bus! how cool am i?! lol
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but i got hw and bed to look forward to noW ! yay
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<3 anjal | | |
| You know? I really am having a hard time right now. My sister...and well someone. She knew i liked him...HE knew i liked him...and well now...lets see...they talk all the time on the phone...he never talked to me until midnight on the phone...he use to call me all the time...we use to hang out all the time...what is it about my sister thats better than me? Shes all talk...shes dosent like commitment...i dont understand. to both of you, right now...i kind of hate you. I didnt think i was as bad of a person that diserved this. really. i didnt. but hey i guess i do. Whatever. yall can have each other. i dont care...really. i wish you all the happiness in the world. but dont come cryin to me with your problems...at least i still have a friend and a sister...so hey...im not losing anything...i can just add him on to my list of guys i cant seem to get, but just are like every other guy to me latley. and yea....HHAHAHA my sis just came into my room talkin to him...think your copying my homework...HAHAHAHAHA why dont you just "study" with my sister? hahaha...that might be good for you! but like i said i dont care anyways...and i found out the other guy i like...who i knew i had no chance with...is definatly confrimed i have no chance with him since it seems that he is hookin up with someone else...oh well i didnt do anything about that one anyways...and then i just let another guy slip by bc of some certain qualities he has...and his lifestyle. its just not me, i cant keep up...HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....maybe im just looking for the wrong type of guy. My friend and i were talking in 4th and he asked me what type of guy im looking for...HA i really have no idea. i just want someone who treats me good, and is nice and funny, and my parents actually approve of, they seem to think i can always do better, like my sister when she went out with Chris...that was a "perfect" boyfriend. and why cant i find someone like him? well...lets see...good looking, sucessful, well dressed, etc...guys dont like ugly band girls like me. so yea, ppl dont argue with me bc im rite bc i dont have that now do i? well no. but w/e i think im just writting this bc i need to vent...alot. bc well i have like no1 to vent to...so yea...haha vent to the world. laughter and writting is the best medicine, for now. yea...well tomarrow, im screwed bc i have to take the bus to wingate and come back at 9:30 and i really dont want to do that. i wanna preform and go home. ugh. id drive my car but i really hate driving especially for 45 mintues...i think id fall asleep and thats not good. oh well. im out for now i guess....................................................................................---peace | | |
| Thanks to everyone who said they will keep my brother in thier prayers! and i want to add on here that God let Jordan Price Rest in Peace. Girl, i cant believe you are gone. the last image i have of you in my head is your smiling face( it was always smiling...you are always so happy!) and you have such beautiful blonde hair, and you are the nicest girl. I think you were very beautiful and i can not believe you are gone with God. I will miss you alot.
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