yeaa xangaz hekkka old so dis is gon prolly be mai last entry in dis shiii.. taday wuz hekka fun.. went to watch ring 2 again.. den some stupid shit wit da bathroom.. den kimberly n dem came over n we juss kikked it.. n chyeaa.. well mai life rite now? hekka gay.. i gotz nowun ta love :(.. n da persun dat i want.. dont want me nemore.. kinda gay yea? well hmm.. ima prolly most again after dis tho.. well mai life is gay.. mai mom dont trust me.. da gurl i want dont want me.. n i juss cant get wuht i want.. alwayz seemz hekka ppl r against meeh.. all i really want is a secure relationship rite now.. buhh if i find another persunn it wont b da same.. i think only wun persunn iss rite furr meeh.. n dat gurlz namez lizelle.. i love dis girl ta death.. frealz i do.. i would do nething furr her.. i hella wanna get bakk wit hurr buhh i dont think im gonna.. not furr a while at least.. alwayz breakz mai heart wen i c hurr wit other guyz.. it seemz lyke i think were still goin out n shii.. im still hekka protective bout hurr.. juss want hurr ta b safe n stuff yennoe? i still dont knoe why we broke up.. it wuz almost 6 monthz ago wen we broke up.. n i still think bout her everyday,, sumtymez.. i wonder if shez thinkn bout meeeh.. yeaa.. i hekka miss dis gurl.. shez basically mai first everything.. she made me feel hella happy.. i wish she knew how much i miss hurr.. if we got bakk tagether id b so happy again.. buhh im not.. n we arent.. :(..well spring break wuz iite.. lotz of fun.. especially saturday/sunday.. da last wun.. i got drunk lol.. n i watched ring 2 twice over spring break.. kikked it wit tyler a lot.. n yeaa.. i got ta kikk it wit lizelle.. i felt hella happy wit hur.. it wuz lyke ol' timez..we sorta spent lotza time tagether.. i lyked it.. a lot.. yeaa.. ppl tell meeh hella stuff bout lizelle wen im sad.. wuht not to do n wuht to do.. im not gonna listen nemore.. im juss gon follow wuht i feel lyke doin.. n dass juss meeh gonna go wit mai heart.. lessee.. oh yeaa.. i met saran.. dat fooolz hella tite :).. remindz me of ngon n yeaa.. buhh iono.. ill write more.. i guesz dis aint gon b mai last entry.. juss want u to knoe lizelle.. i still love u.. n i hella miss u.. u mind comin bakk ta meeh sooner or layturr?.. :).. dat would b nice.. peace